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| > | > | > | > "scorpsmurf" <wildflowersmurf@gmail.com> wrote in message
| > | > | > | >
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| > | > | > | > | does this mean that perhaps this year will be better

| > | last????
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | back in May/April of last year I had that little fling
with
| > the
| > | > guy
| > | > | > | > | from NY, gave up the job, was in the process of moving

| with
| > | > | > | > | him...blah blah blah, then something happened and all

| > broke
| > | > | lose
| > | > | > | > | to where I was without a home, and a job, and without a
| heart
| > | for
| > | > he
| > | > | > | > | ripped it out, ate it and then spit back at me...well
that's
| > | what
| > | > I
| > | > | > | > | thought...until I get this the other day......
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | Ok, so this is long overdue. There are a couple reasons
that
| > it
| > | > | hasn't
| > | > | > | > | happened up to this point. The first is, Becky was

| and
| > | it
| > | > | was
| > | > | > | > | pretty much against the rules to write you and tell you
| > | anything.
| > | > I
| > | > | > | > | wanted you to know that I'm very sorry for what
| > | > | happened.Second,things
| > | > | > | > | kinda started moving fast and I got a little flustered.

| mom
| > | and
| > | > | my
| > | > | > | > | sister kept telling me I was doing the right thing, and

| > | assumed
| > | > | they
| > | > | > | > | were right. If you ever have that sinking feeling in

| > | stomach
| > | > | > | > | before you do something. Reconsider doing it! Thats what

| > | > learned.
| > | > | I
| > | > | > | > | see that things are good with you, new baby on the way,
| > | > | > | > | congratulations...and that really makes me happy. I had
been
| > | > hoping
| > | > | > all
| > | > | > | > | this time that things would move in the right direction
for
| > you
| > | > and
| > | > | > | > | that you would find happiness. I'm glad that you have.

| so
| > B
| > | > (the
| > | > | > | > | girlfriend)and I moved back in together about a month
after
| > | things
| > | > | > | > | happened between you and I. We moved to the suburbs into

| > | > townhouse
| > | > | > | > | and everything went well. Then, suddenly...while I was

| > | work,day
| > | > | > | > | after Christmas, she got a U-Haul and moved all her

| out.
| > | > | > Wouldn't
| > | > | > | > | answer her phone or anything. I was stuck in a half

| > | > townhouse
| > | > | > | > | with no reason why. To this day I still dont really know
| why.
| > I
| > | > | kinda
| > | > | > | > | think she started up a relationship with another guy,

I
| > dont
| > | > | know.
| > | > | > | > | I hope that you dont hate me...please dont. The emails
that
| > were
| > | > | sent
| > | > | > | > | to you were not from me. Those were from B. I have not
| written
| > | one
| > | > | bad
| > | > | > | > | word about you, ever. And I just want you to know that.
| > | Basically,
| > | > I
| > | > | > | > | just want to apologize and let you know I made a bad
| decision,
| > | but
| > | > | I'm
| > | > | > | > | very glad to see your doing awesome. Good luck in the
future
| > | with
| > | > | the
| > | > | > | > | baby, it looks like your starting a family, and I

be
| > | > happier
| > | > | > to
| > | > | > | > | see that!
| > | > | > | > | Again Congratulations!
| > | > | > | > | K
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | Okay, I'm a little touched, but I respond with this.....
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | Things really aren't all they are cracked up to be. When

| > moved
| > | > | back
| > | > | > | > | to PA, I had nothing....no job, no house, nothing.
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | Yeah, I have a baby on the way, and thank you for the
| > congrats,
| > | > but
| > | > | am
| > | > | > | > | I where I really wanted to be???? Nope, not even close.
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | I did go back to school, and got a 3.13 for my first
| semester.
| > I
| > | > | start
| > | > | > | > | my second semester here next week by taking online

| > | through
| > | > | > Penn
| > | > | > | > | State, so I wouldn't miss a lot of school with the baby
due
| in
| > | > Feb.
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | SO I take it that is was B that had all my stuff sitting
out
| > on
| > | > the
| > | > | > | > | streets? And it was her that thought it would be cute if
my
| > | > myspace
| > | > | > | > | page was changed to things dealing with the Wizard of Oz
and
| > | > saying
| > | > | > | > | horrible things about me being a mother????
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | And let me also understand something as well....your mom
and
| > | your
| > | > | > | > | sister didn't want us to be together, so that's why you
| > suddenly
| > | > | > | > | turned???? And quit answering your phone when it was me
and
| > | such?
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | M
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | The response I get is the following....
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | Yeah, remember...that I wanted to keep your stuff

| and
| > | just
| > | > | > | > | have my brother let you in and out. Again, I'm very

| > Yes,
| > | > she
| > | > | > | > | changed your MySpace page...and I attempted to change it
| back.
| > | I'm
| > | > | not
| > | > | > | > | very good, at the whole MySpace thing...you remember,

| > helped
| > | > me
| > | > | > set
| > | > | > | > | it up. Anyways, things arent exactly going great for me
| > either.
| > | > | Going
| > | > | > | > | to Iraq in March...thats why I thought I should make my
| > | apologies
| > | > to
| > | > | > | > | you, you didnt deserve what happened. And I didnt "turn"
on
| > | > you...I
| > | > | > | > | just thought that they were both giving me good advice

| what
| > | to
| > | > | do.
| > | > | > | > | Turns out that was wrong, and I'm sorry for that. I wish
in
| > some
| > | > way
| > | > | I
| > | > | > | > | could make things up to you. Thats awesome that you went
| back
| > to
| > | > | > | > | school, I knew you would. I didnt quit answering my

I
| > was
| > | > | kind
| > | > | > | > | of on lockdown and couldnt answer it when it was you.
Plus,
| if
| > I
| > | > | even
| > | > | > | > | sent an email, somehow she could look at it and know who
it
| > went
| > | > to,
| > | > | > | > | what it said...I dunno how, and I'm not a genuis on the
| > | computer.
| > | > I
| > | > | > | > | just know enough to do what I have to. Well, I know

is
| > not
| > | > | > | > | enough, but I thought I would start with that. Plus, you
| > deserve
| > | > an
| > | > | > | > | explanation. I didnt get one, and I know how much it
hurts.
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | > | What to make of it all....hmmmm????
| > | > | > | > |
| > | > | > | >
| > | > | > | >
| > | > | > | > I wonder what he would think to see his personal life

| > | bandied
| > | > | all
| > | > | > | over
| > | > | > | > Usenet for all to see?
| > | > | > | >
| > | > | > | >
| > | > | > |
| > | > | > | what would you think
| > | > | > |
| > | > | > |
| > | > | >
| > | > | >
| > | > | > probably what you would
| > | > | >
| > | > | >
| > | > |
| > | > |
| > | > | well i don't give a .... who knows what about me
| > | > | if i did i wouldn't be here telling it
| > | > |
| > | > |
| > | >
| > | >
| > | > Obviously, but he doesnt get a say in it does he!
| > | >
| > | >
| > |
| > | maybe he does ,
| > | i don't know ,
| > | maybe he posts here ,
| > | maybe i'm him , who knows
| > |
| > |
| >
| >
| > I knew it was you all along
| >
| >
|
| oh so then you just wanted to start ***** then
|
|


No, I will leave that up to you.....