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21 Mar 2005 10:02:28 AM |
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I just don't understand |
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
Otherwise whats the point. Aren't I wasting my time and everyone
else's. How often do people even say what they really think about
anything. We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't
mean anything, like an onion has alot of layers. people don't answer
the question. They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in an
effort to hang on to some sense of self tell myself some lie about how
they don't answer because I see through thier *****. I am
disgusted,
do you think jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier waitin
to die, Maybe he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe
thats what he meant when he said , forgive them father for they know
not what they do. I am too blunt , I have been hearing that all my
life, what does that mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are
you. I am completely lost today. I just want to stay lost, the hell
with it. maybe the answer is to have no expectations. aghhhhhhhh,
jill
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| User: "Used2be" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
21 Mar 2005 10:28:30 AM |
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<janeohara50@msn.com> wrote in message
news:1111420948.673818.189480@l41g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
Otherwise whats the point. Aren't I wasting my time and everyone
else's. How often do people even say what they really think about
anything. We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't
mean anything, like an onion has alot of layers. people don't answer
the question. They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in an
effort to hang on to some sense of self tell myself some lie about how
they don't answer because I see through thier *****. I am
disgusted,
do you think jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier waitin
to die, Maybe he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe
thats what he meant when he said , forgive them father for they know
not what they do. I am too blunt , I have been hearing that all my
life, what does that mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are
you. I am completely lost today. I just want to stay lost, the hell
with it. maybe the answer is to have no expectations. aghhhhhhhh,
jill
((((((((((((((((jill))))))))))))))))))
i hear ya girl. i don't have a CLUE what you are talking about, but i hear
ya!!!
~u2b *slight attempt at humor*
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
21 Mar 2005 01:27:11 PM |
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wrote:
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Here? in Real Life (tm)?
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
Sometimes I want that. Sometimes I just want the real lows to end.
Otherwise whats the point. Aren't I wasting my time and everyone
else's. How often do people even say what they really think about
anything.
Rarely. Sometimes wisely, sometimes not.
Be well, j.
--
but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "AlvinTChase" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
21 Mar 2005 04:33:12 PM |
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wrote:
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to
ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
Otherwise whats the point. Aren't I wasting my time and everyone
else's. How often do people even say what they really think about
anything. We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't
mean anything, like an onion has alot of layers. people don't answer
the question. They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in an
effort to hang on to some sense of self tell myself some lie about
how
they don't answer because I see through thier *****. I am
disgusted,
do you think jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier waitin
to die, Maybe he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe
thats what he meant when he said , forgive them father for they know
not what they do. I am too blunt , I have been hearing that all my
life, what does that mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are
you. I am completely lost today. I just want to stay lost, the hell
with it. maybe the answer is to have no expectations. aghhhhhhhh,
jill
What helps me often is to think of ASD as a kind of journal or
diary,a place to share my thoughts,feelings,ideas,issues etc...things
that are on my mind...sometime people can relate to what I'm saying,and
sometimes not,but it often feels good to communicate with other
people,I feel less lonely...I imagine that lonliness,on at least some
level,is a big reason that most of us are here...
-"alvintchase"
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
22 Mar 2005 09:39:25 AM |
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thanks alvin and everybody, its not that I have a response in mind,
its just that feeling when you feel like people missed the point
entirely. Its so lonely, I feel like no one knows me, It's so
harsh out there, and today its pouring here, so its wet too. through
sunday, I guess god's decided we don't deserve a sunny easter scince
can not act like good boys and girls and get along! who can blame him!
jill
AlvinTChase wrote:
janeohara50@msn.com wrote:
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never
feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to
ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
Otherwise whats the point. Aren't I wasting my time and everyone
else's. How often do people even say what they really think about
anything. We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't
mean anything, like an onion has alot of layers. people don't
answer
the question. They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in
an
effort to hang on to some sense of self tell myself some lie about
how
they don't answer because I see through thier *****. I am
disgusted,
do you think jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier
waitin
to die, Maybe he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe
thats what he meant when he said , forgive them father for they
know
not what they do. I am too blunt , I have been hearing that all
my
life, what does that mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are
you. I am completely lost today. I just want to stay lost, the
hell
with it. maybe the answer is to have no expectations.
aghhhhhhhh,
jill
What helps me often is to think of ASD as a kind of journal or
diary,a place to share my thoughts,feelings,ideas,issues etc...things
that are on my mind...sometime people can relate to what I'm
saying,and
sometimes not,but it often feels good to communicate with other
people,I feel less lonely...I imagine that lonliness,on at least some
level,is a big reason that most of us are here...
-"alvintchase"
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| User: "Bev Thornton" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
21 Mar 2005 03:38:12 PM |
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On 2005-03-21, wrote:
WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
talking, alien speak.
Nah, language just doesn't work as well or isn't as easy to use as it
seems.
Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to ask
the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
What if no one really knows?
Otherwise whats the point.
Promoting wonder?
Aren't I wasting my time and everyone else's.
Your time is for you to decide, same for everyone else, their time is for
them to decide.
How often do people even say what they really think about anything.
I don't know, I think not very often.
We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't mean anything,
like an onion has alot of layers. people don't answer the question.
They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in an effort to hang on
to some sense of self tell myself some lie about how they don't answer
because I see through thier *****. I am disgusted, do you think
jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier waitin to die, Maybe
he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe thats what he meant
when he said , forgive them father for they know not what they do. I
am too blunt , I have been hearing that all my life, what does that
mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are you. I am completely
lost today. I just want to stay lost, the hell with it. maybe the
answer is to have no expectations. aghhhhhhhh, jill
Yes, no expectations.
"They know not what they do".
People are born ignorant and it never goes away.
Sometimes blunt is too sharp.
--
<bevthornton@despammed.com> Support: <http://www.rope.org.uk/>
Weeds are the bane of fields,
lust the bane of mankind.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I just don't understand |
21 Mar 2005 03:42:57 PM |
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"Bev Thornton" <Reply-To@Not.Invalid> wrote in message news:slrnd3ufmq.tbd.Reply-To@this.domain.invalid...
: On 2005-03-21, wrote:
:
: > WHY?? I never get the response I think I'm going to get, I never feel
: > like anybody hears anything I say, I'm so frustrated. What am I
: > talking, alien speak.
:
: Nah, language just doesn't work as well or isn't as easy to use as it
: seems.
:
: > Is it unreasonable to want to have questions answered, I want to ask
: > the really hard questions, I want to know whats really going on.
:
: What if no one really knows?
:
: > Otherwise whats the point.
:
: Promoting wonder?
:
: > Aren't I wasting my time and everyone else's.
:
: Your time is for you to decide, same for everyone else, their time is for
: them to decide.
:
: > How often do people even say what they really think about anything.
:
: I don't know, I think not very often.
:
: > We all dance around stuff and say some thing that doesn't mean anything,
: > like an onion has alot of layers. people don't answer the question.
: > They either ***** you or they ignore you. I, in an effort to hang on
: > to some sense of self tell myself some lie about how they don't answer
: > because I see through thier *****. I am disgusted, do you think
: > jesus felt like that when he was hangin up thier waitin to die, Maybe
: > he was thinking how humans lie to themselves, maybe thats what he meant
: > when he said , forgive them father for they know not what they do. I
: > am too blunt , I have been hearing that all my life, what does that
: > mean??, if you don't say it, who the hell are you. I am completely
: > lost today. I just want to stay lost, the hell with it. maybe the
: > answer is to have no expectations. aghhhhhhhh, jill
:
: Yes, no expectations.
:
: "They know not what they do".
: People are born ignorant and it never goes away.
:
: Sometimes blunt is too sharp.
:
: --
: <bevthornton@despammed.com> Support: <http://www.rope.org.uk/>
:
: Weeds are the bane of fields,
: lust the bane of mankind.
and then there is me , i'm perfect
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