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"lisa in mass." |
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28 Apr 2006 02:10:20 PM |
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i want to die |
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 04:07:34 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B39A54159BCmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
some days i very much wanna die. sorry you feel this way lisa.
remember, this bad day, too, shall pass
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 03:18:42 PM |
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aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B39A54159BCmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me
off. i don't know how i can feel both emotions at once,
but i do. i guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids
to keep me here, ***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
some days i very much wanna die. sorry you feel this way
lisa.
remember, this bad day, too, shall pass
thanks aaron. i'm afraid of how many days to come will be like
this.
-lisa
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 05:05:58 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3A5EAEFF88mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
thanks aaron. i'm afraid of how many days to come will be like
this.
-lisa
you know lisa, i am sorry.
you're right.
i face this too,
i also am afraid of (i dread) how many more days i will have to face,
when i just want to die, for everything to end, for everything to be over
the recurring stress of everything.
the 'i just cannot take this ***** anymore'
or 'omg that's IT i want out, right now, this instant!' feeling
your fear and dread is shared by hundreds, thousands, even millions.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 04:09:11 PM |
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aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3A5EAEFF88mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
thanks aaron. i'm afraid of how many days to come will be
like this.
-lisa
you know lisa, i am sorry.
you're right.
i face this too,
i also am afraid of (i dread) how many more days i will
have to face,
when i just want to die, for everything to end, for
everything to be over the recurring stress of everything.
the 'i just cannot take this ***** anymore'
or 'omg that's IT i want out, right now, this instant!'
feeling
your fear and dread is shared by hundreds, thousands, even
millions.
that's a depressing thought...
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 05:19:05 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3AE7D3A651mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3A5EAEFF88mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
thanks aaron. i'm afraid of how many days to come will be
like this.
-lisa
you know lisa, i am sorry.
you're right.
i face this too,
i also am afraid of (i dread) how many more days i will
have to face,
when i just want to die, for everything to end, for
everything to be over the recurring stress of everything.
the 'i just cannot take this ***** anymore'
or 'omg that's IT i want out, right now, this instant!'
feeling
your fear and dread is shared by hundreds, thousands, even
millions.
that's a depressing thought...
sorry.
but it too shall pass, like all depressing thoughts, pain, si, everything
(i just wish it would pass sooner rather than later )
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 04:20:01 PM |
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aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3AE7D3A651mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B3A5EAEFF88mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
thanks aaron. i'm afraid of how many days to come will
be like this.
-lisa
you know lisa, i am sorry.
you're right.
i face this too,
i also am afraid of (i dread) how many more days i will
have to face,
when i just want to die, for everything to end, for
everything to be over the recurring stress of
everything. the 'i just cannot take this ***** anymore'
or 'omg that's IT i want out, right now, this instant!'
feeling
your fear and dread is shared by hundreds, thousands,
even millions.
that's a depressing thought...
sorry.
but it too shall pass, like all depressing thoughts, pain,
si, everything (i just wish it would pass sooner rather
than later )
i hope you find relief soon, aaron.
-lisa
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 05:40:54 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
i hope you find relief soon, aaron.
-lisa
i hope you find relief soon too, lisa!
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| User: "Fritz Wuehlier" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 02:26:52 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B39A54159BCmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
That's right you're having a bad day, there's always tomorrow.
Hang In there......*****......Um.....You know what I mean. :-D
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 03:03:49 PM |
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Fritz Wuehlier wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97B39A54159BCmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me
off. i don't know how i can feel both emotions at once,
but i do. i guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids
to keep me here, ***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
That's right you're having a bad day, there's always
tomorrow.
Hang In there......*****......Um.....You know what I mean.
:-D
i know what you meant, on both counts.
-lisa
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 03:00:44 PM |
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Can you think "my brain wants to make me think I want
to die" but "I really don't even though I feel that I
do" Haven't read that book deeply (How I survived
when my brain was trying to kill me) deeply or recently.
You do seem to have many of the aids the author recommends
(contingency plans, who to call when etc.)
Hoping your brain gets fixed up sooners, C.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 03:17:13 PM |
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Contrarian wrote...
Can you think "my brain wants to make me think I want
to die" but "I really don't even though I feel that I
do" Haven't read that book deeply (How I survived
when my brain was trying to kill me) deeply or recently.
You do seem to have many of the aids the author recommends
(contingency plans, who to call when etc.)
Hoping your brain gets fixed up sooners, C.
i never read that book. sounds interesting.
my therp tells me to remind myself often that it's just
messed-up brain chemistry. then i'm supposed to shift my
thoughts to imagery or breath, or whatever helps. nothing
seems to be working today.
one step from self-injury all day. any closer, and i'll have
to make one of those dreaded calls.
thanks, c.
-lisa
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| User: "purpleveggie" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 02:22:20 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have too.
Ian
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| User: "%" |
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28 Apr 2006 02:25:23 PM |
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"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252140.462124.150450@y43g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have too.
Ian
ok , fine , but will she be stacked
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| User: "purpleveggie" |
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28 Apr 2006 02:27:16 PM |
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% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252140.462124.150450@y43g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have too.
Ian
ok , fine , but will she be stacked
hi
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| User: "%" |
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28 Apr 2006 02:28:39 PM |
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"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252436.557755.13730@j33g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252140.462124.150450@y43g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have too.
Ian
ok , fine , but will she be stacked
hi
i Violeted myself
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| User: "purpleveggie" |
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| Title: Re: i want to die |
28 Apr 2006 02:30:37 PM |
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% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252436.557755.13730@j33g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252140.462124.150450@y43g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have too.
Ian
ok , fine , but will she be stacked
hi
i Violeted myself
it happens to the best of us.
avin a good day?
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| User: "%" |
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28 Apr 2006 03:02:53 PM |
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"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
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% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1146252436.557755.13730@j33g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
% wrote:
"purpleveggie" <blindstupidanddesperate@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in
message
news:1146252140.462124.150450@y43g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me off. i
don't know how i can feel both emotions at once, but i do. i
guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids to keep me here,
***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will be
when
your old and grey and your kids are grown up and their kids have
too.
Ian
ok , fine , but will she be stacked
hi
i Violeted myself
it happens to the best of us.
avin a good day?
always , you ?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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28 Apr 2006 03:02:16 PM |
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purpleveggie wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
and the fact that i can't both makes me sad and pisses me
off. i don't know how i can feel both emotions at once,
but i do. i guess i'm sad that i wish i didn't have kids
to keep me here, ***** that i can't do what i want.
just a bad day...
-lisa
well just you keep looking at your kids Lisa!
the wonders of creation and the very reason for living.
you WILL die some day(like everyone does)....your turn will
be when your old and grey and your kids are grown up and
their kids have too.
Ian
i know. on days like this, it's hard to wait. at least i'm
feeling old and grey already...
-lisa
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