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"lisa in mass." |
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10 May 2006 07:27:10 PM |
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i want to stay home |
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 09:22:49 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
I hear ya. i wouldn't either.
i hate to admit this, but sometimes i feel so damn desperate that i feel
like, it would make me feel better to be in a damn hospital for awhile.
but my way of dealing with it is to just cry, sleep. read. and then the
worst of the feelings pass. and i go on. but maybe everyone needs more
than this, be it you, me or anyone.
hoping for teh best for you Lisa.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 09:44:57 PM |
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aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
I hear ya. i wouldn't either.
i hate to admit this, but sometimes i feel so damn
desperate that i feel like, it would make me feel better
to be in a damn hospital for awhile.
but my way of dealing with it is to just cry, sleep. read.
and then the worst of the feelings pass. and i go on. but
maybe everyone needs more than this, be it you, me or
anyone.
hoping for teh best for you Lisa.
i'm having trouble with the crying and sleeping parts. i can
tear up, and doze. reading isn't easy, sometimes impossible.
what sleep i get is my only respite, though it's not quite as
bad during the day.
i barely made it out of the house today. even called joe to
say i wasn't coming to the weekly luncheon, followed by my
therp appt. then my shoulder hurt so much i had to make a trip
to the valley to get it fixed, anyway.
i hope this ends soon. realistically, it's not too likely,
though.
-lisa
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| User: "Tim Kett" |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
11 May 2006 12:08:13 AM |
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Lisa,
You and this nighttime sleep and other nighttime dificulties. And then you
mentioned something about when you was very young being the root of things.
Well it makes me wonder if stuff scared you at night when you was very
little. Like maybe parent yelled at you for crying at night or something.
The reason I say that, is that I noticed that my light and radio on a timer
scared the hell out of me the 1st few times I woke to it. Until I realised
it reminded me that my uncle turned on the light in the middle of the
night, and beat the hell out of me once when I was a teen.
Alarm clocks arent loud enough to wake me, but after I realised where the
fear origonated, the timer/light/radio didnt scare me anymore. It just woke
my groggy butt like normal. I hope you discover the origional cause of your
difficulty soon, so you can sleep better at night, like 'normal' people.
My problem has always been getting TO sleep, after thats done, I almost
always sleep like a log 8 good hours. I got all that well under control now
though, and am just up this late as a treat, like I enjoy, for a change :-)
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in article
<Xns97BFE7698EAF2mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>...
aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
I hear ya. i wouldn't either.
i hate to admit this, but sometimes i feel so damn
desperate that i feel like, it would make me feel better
to be in a damn hospital for awhile.
but my way of dealing with it is to just cry, sleep. read.
and then the worst of the feelings pass. and i go on. but
maybe everyone needs more than this, be it you, me or
anyone.
hoping for teh best for you Lisa.
i'm having trouble with the crying and sleeping parts. i can
tear up, and doze. reading isn't easy, sometimes impossible.
what sleep i get is my only respite, though it's not quite as
bad during the day.
i barely made it out of the house today. even called joe to
say i wasn't coming to the weekly luncheon, followed by my
therp appt. then my shoulder hurt so much i had to make a trip
to the valley to get it fixed, anyway.
i hope this ends soon. realistically, it's not too likely,
though.
-lisa
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
11 May 2006 03:00:29 PM |
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Tim Kett wrote...
You and this nighttime sleep and other nighttime
dificulties. And then you mentioned something about when
you was very young being the root of things. Well it makes
me wonder if stuff scared you at night when you was very
little. Like maybe parent yelled at you for crying at night
or something.
The reason I say that, is that I noticed that my light and
radio on a timer scared the hell out of me the 1st few
times I woke to it. Until I realised it reminded me that my
uncle turned on the light in the middle of the night, and
beat the hell out of me once when I was a teen.
Alarm clocks arent loud enough to wake me, but after I
realised where the fear origonated, the timer/light/radio
didnt scare me anymore. It just woke my groggy butt like
normal. I hope you discover the origional cause of your
difficulty soon, so you can sleep better at night, like
'normal' people.
My problem has always been getting TO sleep, after thats
done, I almost always sleep like a log 8 good hours. I got
all that well under control now though, and am just up this
late as a treat, like I enjoy, for a change :-)
i've always had a problem going to sleep. it's not so much
falling asleep as keeping myself awake. i've done it since
infancy and never changed. lately, i've been having trouble
getting sleepy enough, then wake up many times through the
night. i think my sleep apnea is worse right now. between the
two, i've been getting 4 or 5 hours of broken sleep each
night. i'm really tired.
-lisa
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 07:34:03 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for a while
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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10 May 2006 07:42:12 PM |
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% wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for a
while
i haven't been in-patient for 2 years. don't want to have to go
back now. if this gets much worse, i'll probably have to.
don't know how much of this is withdrawal and how much the
underlying depression. if it's the latter, i'd better get used
to it quick.
-lisa
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 08:22:31 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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% wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for a
while
i haven't been in-patient for 2 years. don't want to have to go
back now. if this gets much worse, i'll probably have to.
don't know how much of this is withdrawal and how much the
underlying depression. if it's the latter, i'd better get used
to it quick.
-lisa
i'll post for you while you're gone
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 08:36:12 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD2992544Amccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
% wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for
a while
i haven't been in-patient for 2 years. don't want to have
to go back now. if this gets much worse, i'll probably
have to.
don't know how much of this is withdrawal and how much the
underlying depression. if it's the latter, i'd better get
used to it quick.
-lisa
i'll post for you while you're gone
thanks. i knew i could count on you.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
10 May 2006 08:39:40 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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% wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD2992544Amccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
% wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for
a while
i haven't been in-patient for 2 years. don't want to have
to go back now. if this gets much worse, i'll probably
have to.
don't know how much of this is withdrawal and how much the
underlying depression. if it's the latter, i'd better get
used to it quick.
-lisa
i'll post for you while you're gone
thanks. i knew i could count on you.
well far be it from me to not do the least i could do
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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11 May 2006 01:18:58 AM |
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In message <Xns97BFD2992544Amccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mccats@rcn.com> writes
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
are you cranking up better now that you've been home for a
while
i haven't been in-patient for 2 years. don't want to have to go
back now. if this gets much worse, i'll probably have to.
don't know how much of this is withdrawal and how much the
underlying depression. if it's the latter, i'd better get used
to it quick.
The withdrawal is probably letting the depression have full reign. It's
six of one, half a dozen of the other.
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The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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11 May 2006 01:23:01 AM |
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In message <Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mccats@rcn.com> writes
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
As I said, the last time I had a medless period, the doc wanted me in
hospital. And that was only coming off mirtazapine to go onto
tranylcypromine. Mind you, I went catatonic without an AD so maybe it
was a good idea.
Maybe it would be a good idea for you.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: i want to stay home |
11 May 2006 03:03:23 PM |
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Alan Harding wrote...
In message <Xns97BFD00CF31EEmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>,
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> writes
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
As I said, the last time I had a medless period, the doc
wanted me in hospital. And that was only coming off
mirtazapine to go onto tranylcypromine. Mind you, I went
catatonic without an AD so maybe it was a good idea.
Maybe it would be a good idea for you.
that's something the partial doc mentioned today. just as an
option so far, not necessarily an obligation.
-lisa
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| User: "Gayle" |
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10 May 2006 07:41:00 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
I hope you stay home, too, but I'm glad
that the folks at partial can guide you
with this. Don't stay home if the risk
is too high. But I imagine, by now, you
know when the line is crossed and it's
time to go in. Please take care, Lisa.
Gayle
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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10 May 2006 07:51:31 PM |
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Gayle wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
don't want to go in.
i hope i can make it through this.
I hope you stay home, too, but I'm glad
that the folks at partial can guide you
with this. Don't stay home if the risk
is too high. But I imagine, by now, you
know when the line is crossed and it's
time to go in. Please take care, Lisa.
Gayle
thanks gayle. the line's getting fuzzy right now. obligations
are meaning less. i have to think about right now and shorter-
term repercussions of my present actions. things are barely
controlled. i'll see what the partial folks say tomorrow.
-lisa
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| User: "Gayle" |
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10 May 2006 07:57:23 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
thanks gayle. the line's getting fuzzy right now. obligations
are meaning less. i have to think about right now and shorter-
term repercussions of my present actions. things are barely
controlled. i'll see what the partial folks say tomorrow.
Have the folks at partial, or your docs,
talked about you going in at all yet?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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10 May 2006 08:33:20 PM |
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Gayle wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
thanks gayle. the line's getting fuzzy right now.
obligations are meaning less. i have to think about right
now and shorter- term repercussions of my present actions.
things are barely controlled. i'll see what the partial
folks say tomorrow.
Have the folks at partial, or your docs,
talked about you going in at all yet?
things just got so bad after i saw my pdoc. i saw my therp
today. he wants me to talk to the program pdoc tomorrow about
something benzo-like to get me through this. seroquel isn't
helping enough. he's also glad i'll be at partial both tomorrow
and friday. i'll see my therp again on monday. i'll just have to
get through the weekend with the help of joe and the crisis
lines.
i'll see what everyone thinks.
-lisa
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| User: "Tim Kett" |
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10 May 2006 11:21:04 PM |
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I really dont know, but I do have the impression that a benzo might be more
effective for some things than Seroquel, although Seroquel worked very well
for my anxiety when I had it. But then, the anxiety was big, but not
overwhealming, just an irritant.
Personally, I wouldnt take either, and then try to drive, even though my
former wife drove a bus on Xanax, which I think was riskey.
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in article
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Gayle wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
thanks gayle. the line's getting fuzzy right now.
obligations are meaning less. i have to think about right
now and shorter- term repercussions of my present actions.
things are barely controlled. i'll see what the partial
folks say tomorrow.
Have the folks at partial, or your docs,
talked about you going in at all yet?
things just got so bad after i saw my pdoc. i saw my therp
today. he wants me to talk to the program pdoc tomorrow about
something benzo-like to get me through this. seroquel isn't
helping enough. he's also glad i'll be at partial both tomorrow
and friday. i'll see my therp again on monday. i'll just have to
get through the weekend with the help of joe and the crisis
lines.
i'll see what everyone thinks.
-lisa
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