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"used2be" |
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18 May 2004 09:23:53 PM |
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i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
i mean, i know you know. of course you guys know.
i just wish it would. be over with.
please, God, stop this torture!!!
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| User: "crysalis" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 09:30:50 AM |
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"used2be" <cindyb@ERASETHISaustin.rr.com> wrote in message news:<Zyzqc.127008$hR1.7016@fe2.texas.rr.com>...
i mean, i know you know. of course you guys know.
i just wish it would. be over with.
please, God, stop this torture!!!
I know. Completely.
A couple of weeks ago, I would have thought it was a great idea if we
met in a neutral city and ended our pain together. I was so close to
the edge it moved from terrifying to comforting. The desire to give in
and feel the freedom of falling, falling, falling was completely
overwhelming. So much so that my husband skipped a week of work to
stand watch.
But the point is, cindy, I'm doing better now. Not great, not awesome,
but yesterday I caught myself smiling without effort. Small thing to a
normie, but it filled me with hope.
Can I share some of my hope with you? I kn0w God has a plan for you. A
plan to prosper you and not to harm you. A plan to give you a hope and
a future. He is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are
crushed in spirit. You are his treasure hid in a field. He knows of
you, and has given all He has to purchase you for Himself. He is
determined to see you triumph in Him, and everywhere you go, You fill
the air with the sweet fragrance of his love. He will never leave you
or forsake you, no matter how it feels. And eventually, you will say
"lo, the winter is passed. The rain is over and gone. The flowers
appear on the earth. The time of singing has come."
Hang on. This will pass, I know it will.
Bobbie
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| User: "Trishamolson" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 09:50:26 AM |
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Cindy,
I know you are a woman of faith, so you should listen to Bobbie's words, yes?
So too, honey, you MUST get to a doctor and you MUST talk to Greg. Please do
this, there is no reason you should fight alone.
Thinking of you
Rosena
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| User: "alvintchase" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 04:46:47 PM |
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(Trishamolson) wrote in message news:<20040519105026.17257.00000969@mb-m23.aol.com>...
Cindy,
I know you are a woman of faith, so you should listen to Bobbie's words, yes?
So too, honey, you MUST get to a doctor and you MUST talk to Greg. Please do
this, there is no reason you should fight alone.
Thinking of you
Rosena
Yes.I agree.We're all very concerned about you Used2be.Please do
what will help you get better.Please get help.(It could be anyone-a
friend,relative,minister,doctor...)
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| User: "crysalis" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 08:23:16 PM |
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(Trishamolson) wrote in message news:<20040519105026.17257.00000969@mb-m23.aol.com>...
Cindy,
I know you are a woman of faith, so you should listen to Bobbie's words, yes?
So too, honey, you MUST get to a doctor and you MUST talk to Greg. Please do
this, there is no reason you should fight alone.
Thinking of you
Rosena
Rosena is right. Tell a doctor, tell your husband. And tell us how you are doing.
Bobbie
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| User: "Nathan Stehle" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 09:19:41 PM |
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I know how you feel, at least somewhat. I've been there many times myself.
It can get better, as I and many others can attest to, but it can be tough.
What are you doing to get help ? It sounds like you need to see a doctor
ASAP. There are so many people who care about you, here and in the "real"
world.
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"Nothing contributes so much to tranquility of the mind as a steady purpose
- a point to which the soul may fix its intellectual eye."
Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley
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| User: "yuluwirri" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 03:09:53 AM |
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On Wed, 19 May 2004 02:23:53 GMT, "used2be"
<cindyb@ERASETHISaustin.rr.com> wrote:
i mean, i know you know. of course you guys know.
i just wish it would. be over with.
please, God, stop this torture!!!
Please Cindy, it's time for some extra help mate. I have been reading
your posts and can relate to everything you have said
(depersonalisation etc). I just reckon that you need some extra help
right now. You are in a lot of pain, you are suicidal, your strength
is low so perhaps hospital for a little while might be a good idea?
Get the doc to check your meds, do a little therapy, have a break,
get some rest and good food, have a laugh or too with the other
"inmates". What do you reckon?
You need to do this imho. Things are just getting worse by the day. We
care about you and don't want to you come to any harm from this wicked
illness. Remember, it's the illness, it isn't you. Please consider
what I have written. At the very least, go see you doc a.s.a.p. An
emergency appointment.
Thinking of you and knowing there is hope,
G
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yuluwirri
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Fish know.
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yuluwirri@hotmail.com
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| User: "foolio" |
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| Title: Re: i wish it would just be over with, ya know? |
19 May 2004 09:17:52 AM |
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yuluwirri wrote:
x-no-archive: yes
On Wed, 19 May 2004 02:23:53 GMT, "used2be"
<cindyb@ERASETHISaustin.rr.com> wrote:
i mean, i know you know. of course you guys know.
i just wish it would. be over with.
please, God, stop this torture!!!
Please Cindy, it's time for some extra help mate. I have been reading
your posts and can relate to everything you have said
(depersonalisation etc). I just reckon that you need some extra help
right now. You are in a lot of pain, you are suicidal, your strength
is low so perhaps hospital for a little while might be a good idea?
Get the doc to check your meds, do a little therapy, have a break,
get some rest and good food, have a laugh or too with the other
"inmates". What do you reckon?
You need to do this imho. Things are just getting worse by the day. We
care about you and don't want to you come to any harm from this wicked
illness. Remember, it's the illness, it isn't you. Please consider
what I have written. At the very least, go see you doc a.s.a.p. An
emergency appointment.
Thinking of you and knowing there is hope,
G
indeed!
we love you used2be!!!
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