Rhiannon wrote:

In contact with an alien, what would one do?

You know I have actually considered this question. I don't really know
what
I'd do. I would be reluctant to tell the authorities for fear that
they'd
think me crazy. I think maybe I would take its picture or get it on
video
tape so that if I did end up having to tell someone I'd have proof. If
it
was friendly, I think it would be pretty cool. If it was hostile, I'd
sick
my dog on it.

You might enjoy reading "The Interrupted Journey" by John Fuller. There's
a movie, too. I've heard the tapes of the Hills under hypnosis -- and it
made my skin crawl.

http://www.ufocasebook.com/Hill.html

Gayle

Sometimes I think my voices are similar to those that were experienced by
the woman on the movie Contact, where they recoreded everything as she
traveled through space, but it only happened in an instant of a second,

recorded 18 hours of video. Earlier movies, like politerguiest, they
couldn't record it either. Some sounds I am hearing I am able to pick up

my computer's microphone, I suspect it could be a virus of some kind, who
knows.

Of course, when I'm doing well I can ration things through. The people I
listen to and converse with are real people in my life, here on asd,

members, and else where. I thought it might be some kind of research

or something, I've even felt earth quakes - very mild ones that seemed to

only under my house, but within a new fault line, like 0.5 on a richter
scale or something. This hasn't happened in awhile, but I imagine it could
be a type of seizure or hallucination. I also get followed a lot, i don't
know by whom, but there are always intimidating cars, suv's and pickups
surrounding me, like I was important. I never feel like I'm in trouble or
anything. In the hospitals, I've seen look alikes, or even movie stars and
writers themselves. I've also seen things become invisible, and have
remembered being abducted from my sleep, or at least dreaming and hearing
voices coming from the air conditioner. It's not a conventional means of
communication, but I suspect it might be able to be picked up with short
wave or a police scanner with a little tweaking.

As I work through this though, my meds usually help with the dellusions

anxiety, but I still feel a certain way about this entire experience.
Anyway, thanks for replying, to other's too, it's fun to have a sense of
humor, but also troublesome without anyone really to talk to, though I am
beginning to break grounds with my therapist. I think I may email this to
him. I am doing better now though, after getting a little sleep this
morning, that always helps.