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"Zardos" |
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09 Apr 2007 05:04:24 PM |
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If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
Gotta make like a million phone calls tomorrow, not lookin' forward to
that, gonna leave my Gp to last, though I need his sorry ***** to top up
my prescription, plus after rereading my release form in preparation,
it turn out the pharmacy didn't have one of the pills I was prescribed
and the ward was supposed to supply me with 'em, looked it up on the
internet and it says it was for hay fever 'n' *****, suspect it was
prescribed to treat my skin condition so I'm not that bothered, that's
what it was like this time, a million and one things went wrong,
nothin' major but a whole lot of ***** went wrong, allot of it was my
fault, but they fucked up allot, I had three physical health problems,
none of which they have cured, and every time they fucked up, they
tried to brush over it or blame me, the back of my hands are still
bright red, and my elbow is still infected, each day I straighten my
arm and examine the bump, slowly getting bigger, how long ago did that
one start ? couldn't tell ya without doing a search, but its been too
fuckin' long, the skin thing to, they did a ***** poor job all in all,
example after the first week I inquired when they would be changing my
sheets, my sores were bad at the time and their were soo many spots of
blood on them, they looked poker dot, and was directed to the house
keeper/caretaker, some sort of fucking chamber maid, first thing he
snapped back with was, Do you want to make a complaint ? I didn't, but
him doing his fuckin' job would have been nice, I didn't mention it
again, they didn't change my sheets again for the rest of my stay,
there was allot of that to, they really had a bad attitude towards me,
and it wasn't my imagination, don't even ask me about smokin', they
kept ordering me outside to smoke, whenever I pointed out the door was
locked they got pissed at me for that to, that one peeked with a nurse
demanding I go outside to practise my filthy disgusting habit, while I
was out the back, along come another fuckin' nurse and locks the
fuckin' door, I had to walk all the way around the hospital and come
back in the front, forgot to mention when I was in we were going
through a major cold snap, and thanks to then loathing smokin' they
had an 'open windows' policy, which left the place like a fucking meat
locker, drove me fucking crazy, I closed my window, they opened it, I
turned the radiator up, they..... promised myself going in I would stay
as long as it took, do whatever it takes, and I did, and more, too
much in fact, but I was glad to see the back of that place, It was soo
badly run, and the staff had a worse attitude than me.
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| User: "the_dawggie" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 09:08:16 AM |
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On Apr 10, 8:04 am, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Gotta make like a million phone calls tomorrow, not lookin' forward to
that, gonna leave my Gp to last, though I need his sorry ***** to top up
I don't like folks calling me, and I don't like making calls.
Good luck with it.
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| User: "val_in_boise" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 09:26:34 AM |
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On Apr 10, 8:08 am, "the_dawggie" <the_dawg...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Apr 10, 8:04 am, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Gotta make like a million phone calls tomorrow, not lookin' forward to
that, gonna leave my Gp to last, though I need his sorry ***** to top up
I don't like folks calling me, and I don't like making calls.
Good luck with it.
I am reluctant to call people, too. I don't want to "intrude." That
is why I text message people to "Call Me." Then, they can call when
they are free and want to talk. I don't talk long on the phone
either. My Mom teases me about it. I get the message through and
then I hang up. I don't chat much. My brothers are the same way.
When my brother calls from out of town, there are a lot of pauses.
It's funny. We have driven together to places and no one says a word
the whole trip.
Val
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| User: "Zardos" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 10:33:49 AM |
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On 10 Apr, 15:26, "val_in_boise" <vjstan...@gmail.com> wrote:
I am reluctant to call people, too. I don't want to "intrude." That
is why I text message people to "Call Me." Then, they can call when
they are free and want to talk. I don't talk long on the phone
either. My Mom teases me about it. I get the message through and
then I hang up. I don't chat much. My brothers are the same way.
When my brother calls from out of town, there are a lot of pauses.
It's funny. We have driven together to places and no one says a word
the whole trip.
Whenever I'm in the car with my brother there are always long pauses
which always end with either him asking 'are you alright ?' or 'what's
wrong ?', the next time we drive through an awkward silence maybe I
should ask him why the hell 'he' isn't talking
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| User: "agaw.buhay" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 08:11:39 PM |
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On Apr 10, 11:33 am, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Whenever I'm in the car with my brother there are always long pauses
which always end with either him asking 'are you alright ?' or 'what's
wrong ?', the next time we drive through an awkward silence maybe I
should ask him why the hell 'he' isn't talking
Better yet, when he is talking and it is just for the sake of hearing
his own voice, ask him why he isn't happy to be content in the
silence.
RubyB
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| User: "val_in_boise" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
11 Apr 2007 08:37:29 AM |
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On Apr 10, 9:33 am, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
On 10 Apr, 15:26, "val_in_boise" <vjstan...@gmail.com> wrote:
I am reluctant to call people, too. I don't want to "intrude." That
is why I text message people to "Call Me." Then, they can call when
they are free and want to talk. I don't talk long on the phone
either. My Mom teases me about it. I get the message through and
then I hang up. I don't chat much. My brothers are the same way.
When my brother calls from out of town, there are a lot of pauses.
It's funny. We have driven together to places and no one says a word
the whole trip.
Whenever I'm in the car with my brother there are always long pauses
which always end with either him asking 'are you alright ?' or 'what's
wrong ?', the next time we drive through an awkward silence maybe I
should ask him why the hell 'he' isn't talking
During one of those long car trips with silence from my brothers, I
asked them "what are you thinking right now?" They both said,
"Nothing." I believe it. Usually when I am silent, I am daydreaming
about something or in that "zone" people get into when they are
driving.
Val
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| User: "val_in_boise" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
09 Apr 2007 06:20:07 PM |
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On Apr 9, 4:04 pm, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Gotta make like a million phone calls tomorrow, not lookin' forward to
that, gonna leave my Gp to last, though I need his sorry ***** to top up
my prescription, plus after rereading my release form in preparation,
it turn out the pharmacy didn't have one of the pills I was prescribed
and the ward was supposed to supply me with 'em, looked it up on the
internet and it says it was for hay fever 'n' *****, suspect it was
prescribed to treat my skin condition so I'm not that bothered, that's
what it was like this time, a million and one things went wrong,
nothin' major but a whole lot of ***** went wrong, allot of it was my
fault, but they fucked up allot, I had three physical health problems,
none of which they have cured, and every time they fucked up, they
tried to brush over it or blame me, the back of my hands are still
bright red, and my elbow is still infected, each day I straighten my
arm and examine the bump, slowly getting bigger, how long ago did that
one start ? couldn't tell ya without doing a search, but its been too
fuckin' long, the skin thing to, they did a ***** poor job all in all,
example after the first week I inquired when they would be changing my
sheets, my sores were bad at the time and their were soo many spots of
blood on them, they looked poker dot, and was directed to the house
keeper/caretaker, some sort of fucking chamber maid, first thing he
snapped back with was, Do you want to make a complaint ? I didn't, but
him doing his fuckin' job would have been nice, I didn't mention it
again, they didn't change my sheets again for the rest of my stay,
there was allot of that to, they really had a bad attitude towards me,
and it wasn't my imagination, don't even ask me about smokin', they
kept ordering me outside to smoke, whenever I pointed out the door was
locked they got pissed at me for that to, that one peeked with a nurse
demanding I go outside to practise my filthy disgusting habit, while I
was out the back, along come another fuckin' nurse and locks the
fuckin' door, I had to walk all the way around the hospital and come
back in the front, forgot to mention when I was in we were going
through a major cold snap, and thanks to then loathing smokin' they
had an 'open windows' policy, which left the place like a fucking meat
locker, drove me fucking crazy, I closed my window, they opened it, I
turned the radiator up, they..... promised myself going in I would stay
as long as it took, do whatever it takes, and I did, and more, too
much in fact, but I was glad to see the back of that place, It was soo
badly run, and the staff had a worse attitude than me.
God, Zardos. Did you get the sores while in hospital? We've got to
keep you out of that place. Please, please, please stay away from
your demons. I will pray that your demons stay away from you. You
could have staph in those bumps and skin problems, especially if you
got them in the hospital. Do you have any peroxide? Sometimes on my
skin for the bumps that lithium gives me, I use dandruff shampoo.
That seems to "kill the bugs" and lets me have some relief.
Love, Val
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| User: "Zardos" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 07:40:04 AM |
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"val_in_boise" <vjstanger@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1176160807.672495.159540@b75g2000hsg.googlegroups.com...
God, Zardos. Did you get the sores while in hospital? We've got to
keep you out of that place. Please, please, please stay away from
your demons. I will pray that your demons stay away from you. You
could have staph in those bumps and skin problems, especially if you
got them in the hospital. Do you have any peroxide? Sometimes on my
skin for the bumps that lithium gives me, I use dandruff shampoo.
That seems to "kill the bugs" and lets me have some relief.
Had the rash since the beginning of the year, started as little blisters on
the palms of my hands , the stuff they put all over me in the hospital
coursed a violent reaction and cracked all the skin on my hands so bad I
couldn't move my fingers (may have a picture of that), oh they said it 'must'
be a secondary infection, No. it was the ***** you put all over me, then two
lots of cream, one for the cracks which worked really well, the other was
anti fungal witch didn't do anything, now have an appointment to go back
Wednesday considering being a little pissed at him this time, but I know
that won't help, but being Super Cool hasn't worked either, I did everything
I was told to do when I was told to do it without question, big mistake ! I
need to be asking more questions ! this and the elbow thing has gone on for
long enough now, I've done everything I was told to do and they have had
quite long enough to sort this out.
Now how do you complain without telling the doctor to go ***** himself in a
million different ways ?
Enhance your calm little Dos Man, blowing ya stack never helps
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| User: "val_in_boise" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
10 Apr 2007 08:26:44 AM |
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On Apr 10, 6:40 am, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
"val_in_boise" <vjstan...@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1176160807.672495.159540@b75g2000hsg.googlegroups.com...
God, Zardos. Did you get the sores while in hospital? We've got to
keep you out of that place. Please, please, please stay away from
your demons. I will pray that your demons stay away from you. You
could have staph in those bumps and skin problems, especially if you
got them in the hospital. Do you have any peroxide? Sometimes on my
skin for the bumps that lithium gives me, I use dandruff shampoo.
That seems to "kill the bugs" and lets me have some relief.
Had the rash since the beginning of the year, started as little blisters on
the palms of my hands , the stuff they put all over me in the hospital
coursed a violent reaction and cracked all the skin on my hands so bad I
couldn't move my fingers (may have a picture of that), oh they said it 'must'
be a secondary infection, No. it was the ***** you put all over me, then two
lots of cream, one for the cracks which worked really well, the other was
anti fungal witch didn't do anything, now have an appointment to go back
Wednesday considering being a little pissed at him this time, but I know
that won't help, but being Super Cool hasn't worked either, I did everything
I was told to do when I was told to do it without question, big mistake ! I
need to be asking more questions ! this and the elbow thing has gone on for
long enough now, I've done everything I was told to do and they have had
quite long enough to sort this out.
Now how do you complain without telling the doctor to go ***** himself in a
million different ways ?
Enhance your calm little Dos Man, blowing ya stack never helps
You might trying to be mad at the disease, not the doctor. They
usually do the best they can and are often stumped. I think in
college they take How to Always be Arrogant and Never Let Your Patient
Know You Are Unsure About Anything 101.
I have a rash on both elbows. I think it is from putting my elbows on
the arms of the chair when I type and I type all day. That's the rash
I put antidandruff shampoo on. It doesn't really hurt or itch, it's
just there.
Good luck with the doc on Wednesday. Try to keep your cool. If you
do, it's really something to brag about. My GP is a moody, smart-
mouthed B*st*rd but he gives me the meds I want. That's why I sit it
out and be "sweet as pie" when I see him and then go "kick the dog
through a hedge" when I get home. (Not really, I love my dog but you
know what I mean).
Brag to us about how "sweet as pie" you were at your GP appointment
and I will research around what could be causing your rash and how to
fix it holistically. But DO take/ whatever your GP says/gives to
you.
Love, Val
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| User: "val_in_boise" |
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| Title: Re: If You Don't Answer, I'll Just Ring It Off The Wall |
09 Apr 2007 06:21:06 PM |
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On Apr 9, 4:04 pm, "Zardos" <gwenstef...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Gotta make like a million phone calls tomorrow, not lookin' forward to
that, gonna leave my Gp to last, though I need his sorry ***** to top up
my prescription, plus after rereading my release form in preparation,
it turn out the pharmacy didn't have one of the pills I was prescribed
and the ward was supposed to supply me with 'em, looked it up on the
internet and it says it was for hay fever 'n' *****, suspect it was
prescribed to treat my skin condition so I'm not that bothered, that's
what it was like this time, a million and one things went wrong,
nothin' major but a whole lot of ***** went wrong, allot of it was my
fault, but they fucked up allot, I had three physical health problems,
none of which they have cured, and every time they fucked up, they
tried to brush over it or blame me, the back of my hands are still
bright red, and my elbow is still infected, each day I straighten my
arm and examine the bump, slowly getting bigger, how long ago did that
one start ? couldn't tell ya without doing a search, but its been too
fuckin' long, the skin thing to, they did a ***** poor job all in all,
example after the first week I inquired when they would be changing my
sheets, my sores were bad at the time and their were soo many spots of
blood on them, they looked poker dot, and was directed to the house
keeper/caretaker, some sort of fucking chamber maid, first thing he
snapped back with was, Do you want to make a complaint ? I didn't, but
him doing his fuckin' job would have been nice, I didn't mention it
again, they didn't change my sheets again for the rest of my stay,
there was allot of that to, they really had a bad attitude towards me,
and it wasn't my imagination, don't even ask me about smokin', they
kept ordering me outside to smoke, whenever I pointed out the door was
locked they got pissed at me for that to, that one peeked with a nurse
demanding I go outside to practise my filthy disgusting habit, while I
was out the back, along come another fuckin' nurse and locks the
fuckin' door, I had to walk all the way around the hospital and come
back in the front, forgot to mention when I was in we were going
through a major cold snap, and thanks to then loathing smokin' they
had an 'open windows' policy, which left the place like a fucking meat
locker, drove me fucking crazy, I closed my window, they opened it, I
turned the radiator up, they..... promised myself going in I would stay
as long as it took, do whatever it takes, and I did, and more, too
much in fact, but I was glad to see the back of that place, It was soo
badly run, and the staff had a worse attitude than me.
Oh, yeah. I don't want to mess in your business, but for me--Make the
call to your doc first so you can get those meds. That is the most
important thing as far as I am concerned.
Love, Val
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