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Topic: Sociology > Depression
User: "elegy"
Date: 06 May 2006 07:56:23 PM
Object: i'm not ok right now
why is it i always want the wrong things
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User: "%"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 07:59:57 PM
"elegy" <elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote in message
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why is it i always want the wrong things

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"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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because you have been convinced that that is what you deserve
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User: "elegy"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:06:28 PM
long ago and far away, "%" <persent@gmail.com> did say:

"elegy" <elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote in message
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why is it i always want the wrong things



because you have been convinced that that is what you deserve

the things i want aren't bad things, they're just stupid or
unrealistic or a waste of time or money or something
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"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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User: "%"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:21:50 PM
"elegy" <elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote in message
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long ago and far away, "%" <persent@gmail.com> did say:

"elegy" <elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote in message
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why is it i always want the wrong things



because you have been convinced that that is what you deserve


the things i want aren't bad things, they're just stupid or
unrealistic or a waste of time or money or something

--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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you didn't address the what you deserve part at all
i never said a word about the things you want ,
i just tried to let you know ,
why i think you always want the wrong things ,
cause that what you asked
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User: "Bacon"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 09:24:14 PM
On Sat, 06 May 2006 20:56:23 -0400, elegy
<elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote:

why is it i always want the wrong things

Is this related to material possessions or love...or maybe more pets?
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User: "%"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 09:26:36 PM
"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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On Sat, 06 May 2006 20:56:23 -0400, elegy
<elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote:

why is it i always want the wrong things


Is this related to material possessions or love...or maybe more pets?

bullfrogs , can't you tell , geeeeezzz
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User: "elegy"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 09:37:11 PM
long ago and far away, Bacon <rbkfour@yahoo.com> did say:

On Sat, 06 May 2006 20:56:23 -0400, elegy
<elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote:

why is it i always want the wrong things


Is this related to material possessions or love...or maybe more pets?

no, it's related to the pets i have now.
i want so much to compete in obedience and agility with luce, but i
don't have the money or the access to the trainers i need, and if i
get a second job so that i have the money, i don't have the time. and
i probably don't have the patience anyway. and maybe there's not even
a trainer that can help me get where i want to go, but i'll never know
because i don't have the money to find out.
--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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User: "Jane"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 07 May 2006 08:29:43 AM
"elegy" <elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote in message
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long ago and far away, Bacon <rbkfour@yahoo.com> did say:

On Sat, 06 May 2006 20:56:23 -0400, elegy
<elegy@shatteringDOGPOOP.org> wrote:

why is it i always want the wrong things


Is this related to material possessions or love...or maybe more pets?


no, it's related to the pets i have now.

i want so much to compete in obedience and agility with luce, but i
don't have the money or the access to the trainers i need, and if i
get a second job so that i have the money, i don't have the time. and
i probably don't have the patience anyway. and maybe there's not even
a trainer that can help me get where i want to go, but i'll never know
because i don't have the money to find out.

--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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Money grrrrrrrr. I feel your frustration Elegy.
The training can be done! How about in trade? You must know some trainers
you can get training in trade for working for them?
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User: "lisa in mass."

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:04:11 PM
elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things

--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?
.
User: "elegy"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:06:44 PM
long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did say:

elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things


what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?

unattainable
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"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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.
User: "lisa in mass."

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:29:27 PM
elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did
say:

elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things


what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?


unattainable

--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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unattainable desires can keep hope for the future alive.
.
User: "elegy"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:31:11 PM
long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did say:

elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did
say:

elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things


what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?


unattainable



unattainable desires can keep hope for the future alive.

or they can just make you really fucking frustrated :(
--
"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
x-no-archive: yes in headers
.
User: "lisa in mass."

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 08:33:50 PM
elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did
say:

elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com>
did say:

elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things


what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?


unattainable



unattainable desires can keep hope for the future alive.


or they can just make you really fucking frustrated :(

unfortunately, this is also true.
sorry about that. frustration's hard to sit with.
-lisa
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User: "elegy"

Title: Re: i'm not ok right now 06 May 2006 09:37:40 PM
long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did say:

elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> did
say:

elegy wrote...

long ago and far away, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com>
did say:

elegy wrote...

why is it i always want the wrong things


what makes them 'wrong'? unattainable or damaging?


unattainable



unattainable desires can keep hope for the future alive.


or they can just make you really fucking frustrated :(


unfortunately, this is also true.
sorry about that. frustration's hard to sit with.

thanks lisa. i guess i just need to find a way. i don't know how
though :(
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"i wore my doormat face" - rem
http://shattering.org
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