I thought I would share my journal entries with the group for awhile.
My website is up again, but my blog still needs some work. In the mean
time I think I'm going to post here. It would be nice to get some
feedback from everyone, and to let you know I'm ok.

I woke up feeling refreshed this morning, with a new outlook on
everything. I remember dreaming again last night. It wasn't too
frightening or as intense as it was before. I have a dentist
appointment today because of one of my front teeth being sore. It
doesn't hurt that much except for when I put pressure on it, and that
worries me some that it might have gotten damaged. Right now I hardly
have a worry in the world, but later during the day things seem to get
more stressful. I still am drinking about the same amount of pop, and
only have caffiene in the mornings now, except for some coffee in in
the afternoon or evening to help keep awake. For some reason I feel
more myself towards the evening, but my thoughts are all swimming
around during the morning hours. I wonder sometimes if I should start
thinking of cutting back on the pop again, because of the nutrasweet.

It will be nice not to feel like I have to focus on my illness so much.
In the past I haven't needed to because things were ok. Now we are
trying to get back on my original program that I did so well on for so
many years. I think this might be better, because I'm taking thyroid
medication and hope that this might improve some of my symptoms.

Am not sure what's planned today. I think I need to address some
problems I have with windows. I still am getting the bouncy screen.
Earlier, I've had the feeling that someone may be getting into my pc
somehow. Now I just think I might have gotten ahold of a trojan of some
kind. I hate to have to reformat again, I get tired of doing this so
much.

I think I have recovered mostly from the episode the other day. I still
feel worry from it, and wonder if I should be back in the hospital
again, but feel that my medication is beginning to work, except for
whenever we make another change. Now, I feel like I need to stay on
this level of medication so things will start to improve.

Today I plan to finish cleaning the house. I also have laundry that
needs to be finished. I have been working on a letter to my Dr. and
hopefully will explain things the best way I know how.

Hoping for a better day today.