always, always gets to me.
screaming reminders of another year with my children gone. Old sayings of
time flies, well it does especially when it comes to the precious stolen
moments we're allowed with our kids.
So much of my time is wasted on fatigue, wishing for the week to past to get
to the weekend, moments sucked dry from working that I've missed.
I know I'm overly sentimental, I just know from my oldest 2 kids who are
grown and gone how limited the time we're allowed with our kids really is.
In a few short years they will be teenagers and hopefully I'll do better
this go around.
People say you can't and shouldn't revolve your life around your kid and
that you have to live for yourself first. My kids are what gives me the
life and breath to continue and not give up, to keep on trying, to always
love and to be a better person.
I want them to always know, that despite the nightly nagging to "pick up!!"
and my limited energy that they are the complete joy in my life
It's so hard to put into words just what they mean to me and how much I do
love them.
3 more days another year gone by....gone.
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