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Sociology > Depression |
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"trs" |
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07 Dec 2007 12:31:12 AM |
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LETS Talk About Depression |
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
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| User: "trs" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 12:42:17 AM |
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"trs" <trs@yahoo.com> wrote in message news:QM56j.10001$6k1.2628@trndny02...
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is
often about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets
make light of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too
many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ps I hope I don't have too many transmitters but then again what if I didn't
have enough? Is a well person just a person who is too insensitive?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 10:56:44 AM |
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On Dec 7, 1:42 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
"trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote in messagenews:QM56j.10001$6k1.2628@trndny02...
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is
often about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets
make light of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too
many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ps I hope I don't have too many transmitters but then again what if I didn't
have enough? Is a well person just a person who is too insensitive?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
I would submit the possibility that the differences lies in the
conscious mind and the ability to filter properly.
-Den Fox
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| User: "trs" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 12:34:55 AM |
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"trs" <trs@yahoo.com> wrote in message news:QM56j.10001$6k1.2628@trndny02...
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is
often about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets
make light of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too
many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place? Or
maybe I have too many different selves demanding to be pleased to be happy
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Ps : I didn't anwer 2/3 of the questions cause I didn't know the answers. .
( I like the last question the best although I don't like whoever gave me so
many choices?
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| User: "cal" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 02:07:04 PM |
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On 12/7/07 1:31 AM, in article QM56j.10001$6k1.2628@trndny02, "trs"
<trs@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
i had thoughts like that from age 8 on.
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
deception is a key depression trigger for me as well.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
i recognize the first of these as the kurt vonnegut accommodation, which i
have a lot of respect for but can't sustain for more than short periods
myself. the second would be intolerable for me. i won't go there.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
i think of wallace stevens' line, "the world is ugly and the people are
sad," which makes people and the world rather complementary. would the
people be glad if the world weren't ugly? would the world be lovely if the
people were glad? i don't know. the pills i take this year help me be less
sad than last year when i wasn't taking them. the world out there is still
not much to write home about, or wouldn't be if i weren't already home.
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| User: "dorrie9" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 12:54:27 AM |
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On Dec 7, 12:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Have had problems with depression off and on mostly on all my life.
Had a bad marriage early in life like alot of foolish people. Got
married at 18 and divorced liking three months of being 10 yrs. 99%
sure my ex. was gay. He would not admitt it but did not deny it
either. As a child was physically and sexually abused by my parents.
Mom- physically and Dad sexually and both emotionally. Both new how to
guilt trip us all the time. After my Dad died 8yrs ago I moving my Mom
to town where I live. Bought a house with some of Dads life insurance
as down payment. Mom did not really want to be with me and really did
not want to be at all. Took care of her for almost 3yrs till she left
me all the way to fend for myself that she never prepared me for. Had
to sell the house and move into apartment almost 3yrs. ago due to
nervous breakdown, Dissociative Identity disorder, major depression
and PTSD. Also we worked in neonatal intensive care unit night shift
for 7yrs before our Dad died and that added a whole chapter of PTSD to
our life book. Feel we will always be depressed on this earth even
with meds. and therapy. Don't think it is bad luck but just the way
the earth is spinning out of control. dorrie9
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| User: "CJ" |
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07 Dec 2007 01:23:51 AM |
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On Dec 7, 12:54 am, dorrie9 <catsrul...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Dec 7, 12:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Have had problems with depression off and on mostly on all my life.
Had a bad marriage early in life like alot of foolish people. Got
married at 18 and divorced liking three months of being 10 yrs. 99%
sure my ex. was gay. He would not admitt it but did not deny it
either. As a child was physically and sexually abused by my parents.
Mom- physically and Dad sexually and both emotionally. Both new how to
guilt trip us all the time. After my Dad died 8yrs ago I moving my Mom
to town where I live. Bought a house with some of Dads life insurance
as down payment. Mom did not really want to be with me and really did
not want to be at all. Took care of her for almost 3yrs till she left
me all the way to fend for myself that she never prepared me for. Had
to sell the house and move into apartment almost 3yrs. ago due to
nervous breakdown, Dissociative Identity disorder, major depression
and PTSD. Also we worked in neonatal intensive care unit night shift
for 7yrs before our Dad died and that added a whole chapter of PTSD to
our life book. Feel we will always be depressed on this earth even
with meds. and therapy. Don't think it is bad luck but just the way
the earth is spinning out of control. dorrie9
The only thing I know of dissociative identities is from reading the
book Sybil. So when you say 'we will always be depressed' you mean all
of your identities? Or have you gotten back together like in the
book?
I've never actually put my story down on paper like that. It seems a
little scary. There are some memories I don't want to bring into focus
- too painful. Maybe I should though - just bite the bullet and see if
it helps me figure out why I am the way I am. Interesting.
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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07 Dec 2007 11:03:39 AM |
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On Dec 7, 1:54 am, dorrie9 <catsrul...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Dec 7, 12:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Have had problems with depression off and on mostly on all my life.
Had a bad marriage early in life like alot of foolish people. Got
married at 18 and divorced liking three months of being 10 yrs. 99%
sure my ex. was gay. He would not admitt it but did not deny it
either. As a child was physically and sexually abused by my parents.
Mom- physically and Dad sexually and both emotionally. Both new how to
guilt trip us all the time. After my Dad died 8yrs ago I moving my Mom
to town where I live. Bought a house with some of Dads life insurance
as down payment. Mom did not really want to be with me and really did
not want to be at all. Took care of her for almost 3yrs till she left
me all the way to fend for myself that she never prepared me for. Had
to sell the house and move into apartment almost 3yrs. ago due to
nervous breakdown, Dissociative Identity disorder, major depression
and PTSD. Also we worked in neonatal intensive care unit night shift
for 7yrs before our Dad died and that added a whole chapter of PTSD to
our life book. Feel we will always be depressed on this earth even
with meds. and therapy. Don't think it is bad luck but just the way
the earth is spinning out of control. dorrie9
Hi dorrie,
I think that it is good that you are still here and trying. And it is
good that you are getting treatment even if you don't feel like it is
helping a lot, it is probably helping some.
I hope that I can get to know you a little better and provide you some
support.
I find it surprising that you took your Mom into your home at all, but
good for you.
When you use the plural "we worked in neonatal..." are you referring
solely to yourself, or to yourself and another? :-?
I hope that your day isn't too terrible,
-Den Fox
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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07 Dec 2007 10:54:32 AM |
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On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I don't know that I am going to be depressed all my life. My first
bout of depression came only recently - about two years ago, though
the diagnosis is even more recent.
I don't know that you will be depressed all of your life either and I
don't know that you won't.
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Umm... yeah. I think that there is a lot of pressure to ignore almost
everything. Society doesn't like to face up to things. And, sure, I'm
no different. I tried avoidance, I tried pretending, I tried being
really busy until I basically lost the ability to do just about
anything, but even then, I still went through the motions.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
It's probably all of the above. Do the answers to those questions
really matter? Aside from the possibility of a chemical fix, I don't
think they do matter. IMHO the best course of action is an aggressive
treatment plan attacking it on all fronts with meds, therapy, behavior
modification and change of environment (within reason and where
possible).
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
-Den Fox
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| User: "mcs" |
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07 Dec 2007 10:45:09 PM |
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"Den Fox" <thefoolishfox@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:a54a695f-b80b-413e-949f-1b6797c53fe6@e67g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the
word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I don't know that I am going to be depressed all my life. My first
bout of depression came only recently - about two years ago, though
the diagnosis is even more recent.
I don't know that you will be depressed all of your life either and I
don't know that you won't.
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest
when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is
often
about deception
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make
light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
Umm... yeah. I think that there is a lot of pressure to ignore almost
everything. Society doesn't like to face up to things. And, sure, I'm
no different. I tried avoidance, I tried pretending, I tried being
really busy until I basically lost the ability to do just about
anything, but even then, I still went through the motions.
I try to change the world and its depressing to watch the unfairness in the
world , and me really not able to do a thing. Its depressing to watch it all
unfold. Its depressing to feel good after a jog only to have to breathe
polluted air and I can't change much cause I don't want to be homeless . Its
pretty depressing I can't go back and start over again, Its depressiing I
can't tell people not to get in the same situation I was in so they don't
have to feel depressed for all the same reasons.. There are lots of good
things and lots of bad things, why do some people get depressed and many do
not?
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
It's probably all of the above. Do the answers to those questions
really matter? Aside from the possibility of a chemical fix, I don't
think they do matter. IMHO the best course of action is an aggressive
treatment plan attacking it on all fronts with meds, therapy, behavior
modification and change of environment (within reason and where
possible).
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
-Den Fox
I think it might matter to understand where the depression comes from and if
its really changeable in good way. I tried meds it seems so medicated..not
natural.
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| User: "Michelle la Belle" |
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07 Dec 2007 04:58:55 AM |
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On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I've never thought that, and it never turned out to be true. I was
depressed for many years, but not all my life.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
No
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind.
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
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| User: "mcs" |
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07 Dec 2007 09:12:04 AM |
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"Michelle la Belle" <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:9f473c4b-5ee2-41d2-938d-889392707eec@d4g2000prg.googlegroups.com...
On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the
word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I've never thought that, and it never turned out to be true. I was
depressed for many years, but not all my life.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make
light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
No
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind.
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind?
ok , there are some things we can control. I am guessing with depression the
control factor is not a biggie.
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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07 Dec 2007 11:11:28 AM |
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On Dec 7, 10:12 am, "mcs" <m...@yahoo.com> wrote:
"Michelle la Belle" <aminotem...@hotmail.com> wrote in messagenews:9f473c4b-5ee2-41d2-938d-889392707eec@d4g2000prg.googlegroups.com...
On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the
word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I've never thought that, and it never turned out to be true. I was
depressed for many years, but not all my life.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make
light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
No
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind.
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind?
ok , there are some things we can control. I am guessing with depression the
control factor is not a biggie.
I'm perplexed. What do you mean that "with depression the control
factor is not a biggie?" I think a big part of depression is feeling
hopeless and that there is no possible remedy to our situation --
doesn't that make control a pretty big, fat, factor? Maybe the biggest
is being in control of our situation, outcomes, environment and
emotions? :-?
Please, elaborate on your meaning.
-Den Fox
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| User: "mcs" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 10:38:17 PM |
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"Den Fox" <thefoolishfox@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:b077c448-3216-49de-a204-e09c26bca694@d21g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
On Dec 7, 10:12 am, "mcs" <m...@yahoo.com> wrote:
"Michelle la Belle" <aminotem...@hotmail.com> wrote in
messagenews:9f473c4b-5ee2-41d2-938d-889392707eec@d4g2000prg.googlegroups.com...
On Dec 7, 1:31 am, "trs" <t...@yahoo.com> wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the
word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
I've never thought that, and it never turned out to be true. I was
depressed for many years, but not all my life.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make
light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
No
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and
pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind.
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Life is only depressing when you view it with a depressed mind?
ok , there are some things we can control. I am guessing with depression
the
control factor is not a biggie.
I'm perplexed. What do you mean that "with depression the control
factor is not a biggie?" I think a big part of depression is feeling
hopeless and that there is no possible remedy to our situation --
doesn't that make control a pretty big, fat, factor? Maybe the biggest
is being in control of our situation, outcomes, environment and
emotions? :-?
Please, elaborate on your meaning.
-Den Fox
I think the feeling of depression is not something we can turn on or off.
If we or you feel hopeless its not because we chose it. Often times though
we do choose the wrong decisions to form conclusions which contribute to our
unhappiness . For example people from dysfunctional family making the same
mistakes as family members.We can choose to modulate and reform. Sometimes
even choices that we make for ourselves while enlightened is not enough to
change the depression . so control is not a biggie.
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| User: "the_dawggie" |
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07 Dec 2007 03:50:48 AM |
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trs wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
I got a feeling I would be in school. I didn't, and never
did think the same way others did.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
I'll kind of while away life. I don't consider it fixable. Yes
there was one event in my life when I was 17. It hurt... badly.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Interestesting Q to ask.
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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07 Dec 2007 11:07:15 AM |
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On Dec 7, 4:50 am, the_dawggie <the_dawg...@hotmail.com> wrote:
trs wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past the word
START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own questions.Please
feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most modest when
they were really the most conceited. I realized just then the world is often
about deception
I got a feeling I would be in school. I didn't, and never
did think the same way others did.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you assumed
this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so lets make light
of it or lets pretend to while away life not discussing it.
I'll kind of while away life. I don't consider it fixable. Yes
there was one event in my life when I was 17. It hurt... badly.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things and pretend
its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I have too many
transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Interestesting Q to ask.
Hey dawggie,
The only way I know that you think differently is because I think
differently than everybody else; otherwise, everyone else thinks
pretty much the same.
Take care. I know you're still battling and haven't given up the
fight. You just fight differently.
-Den Fox
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 11:17:57 AM |
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Den Fox wrote:
On Dec 7, 4:50 am, the_dawggie <the_dawg...@hotmail.com> wrote:
trs wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past
the word START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most
modest when they were really the most conceited. I realized just
then the world is often about deception
I got a feeling I would be in school. I didn't, and never
did think the same way others did.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so
lets make light of it or lets pretend to while away life not
discussing it.
I'll kind of while away life. I don't consider it fixable. Yes
there was one event in my life when I was 17. It hurt... badly.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things
and pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I
have too many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a
depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Interestesting Q to ask.
Hey dawggie,
The only way I know that you think differently is because I think
differently than everybody else; otherwise, everyone else thinks
pretty much the same.
Take care. I know you're still battling and haven't given up the
fight. You just fight differently.
-Den Fox
i've never noticed you thinking any different than anyone else
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| User: "Den Fox" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 11:28:22 AM |
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On Dec 7, 12:17 pm, "%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote:
Den Fox wrote:
On Dec 7, 4:50 am, the_dawggie <the_dawg...@hotmail.com> wrote:
trs wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past
the word START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most
modest when they were really the most conceited. I realized just
then the world is often about deception
I got a feeling I would be in school. I didn't, and never
did think the same way others did.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that you
assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you did so
lets make light of it or lets pretend to while away life not
discussing it.
I'll kind of while away life. I don't consider it fixable. Yes
there was one event in my life when I was 17. It hurt... badly.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things
and pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I
have too many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a
depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Interestesting Q to ask.
Hey dawggie,
The only way I know that you think differently is because I think
differently than everybody else; otherwise, everyone else thinks
pretty much the same.
Take care. I know you're still battling and haven't given up the
fight. You just fight differently.
-Den Fox
i've never noticed you thinking any different than anyone else
That doesn't surprise me. I wouldn't have expected you to notice.
-Den Fox
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: LETS Talk About Depression |
07 Dec 2007 11:33:30 AM |
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Den Fox wrote:
On Dec 7, 12:17 pm, "%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote:
Den Fox wrote:
On Dec 7, 4:50 am, the_dawggie <the_dawg...@hotmail.com> wrote:
trs wrote:
Warning these questions might make you depressed, don't read past
the word START:
Ok here are the questions I will start by answering my own
questions.Please feel free to contribute or " share" .
When did you know you were going to be depressed all your life?
Me in 11th grade when the class next to ours voted itself most
modest when they were really the most conceited. I realized just
then the world is often about deception
I got a feeling I would be in school. I didn't, and never
did think the same way others did.
Was there something about life that depressed you so often that
you assumed this is the way its going to be no matter what you
did so lets make light of it or lets pretend to while away life
not discussing it.
I'll kind of while away life. I don't consider it fixable. Yes
there was one event in my life when I was 17. It hurt... badly.
Is life too depressing or is my brain at fault for not putting up
(processing aka missing transmitters) with the depressing things
and pretend its happy anyway like most normal people? Or maybe I
have too many transmitters? Or maybe byluck of draw I am in a
depressing place?
Ok these are the most important questions for now.
Interestesting Q to ask.
Hey dawggie,
The only way I know that you think differently is because I think
differently than everybody else; otherwise, everyone else thinks
pretty much the same.
Take care. I know you're still battling and haven't given up the
fight. You just fight differently.
-Den Fox
i've never noticed you thinking any different than anyone else
That doesn't surprise me. I wouldn't have expected you to notice.
-Den Fox
well i only didn't notice because you don't do it
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