tysteel2000@aol.com wrote:

Hi everyone,

A couple of days ago, I posted a topic here about quitting my job after
a nasty confrontation with my boss and how I was almost out of money
for food and other necessities. I was being mistreated and abused at
the job by the boss, but there was a lot of friction between myself and
a couple other co-workers, and this set off the confrontation, too.
The only reason why I survived so long at the job was because I was one
hard working *****.

I have been putting in applications and calling up places for work. So
far, I haven't found anything yet. My previous skill, for 12 years,
was putting reinforcement into concrete foundations, but now I find
that these jobs are not available (even though the market down here is
booming) because of how the illegal aliens have completed swamped these
jobs. A lot of employers would rather hire them over America workers
like me because they are easier to explot and take advantage of.

But I'm not sure if I can find another job working with others.
Whenever I put in applications, I have a general uneasiness because
I've grown to dislike people in general....especially when working in
construction, you end up with a lot of troublemakers, dope heads,
ex-cons as co-workers and a lot of times it's a pain in the *****. Even
if I get another low end job, I'm not sure if I could make it, or if I
could keep the job very long.

I'm not sure what I should do at this point. I wonder if I may have a
mental disorder and that is why I'm in the predicament that I'm in?
My boss belittled me once and said I was bi-polar, but I don't know if
he was trying to help me or just be an ***** as usual. When I was
growing up, my parents raised us kids like hermits. They kept to
themselves, and raised us that way....they really didn't associate with
the rest of their families and they almost never had friends. And
besides, when I was a kid, I had a major speech impediment and could
not talk coherently till I was about 8 years old. I think this
affected me, and might explain why I'm so reclusive and tense around
people today. I have no friends in real life or social outlets.
Painfully shy. Then, after my parents lost their first home, they
started fighting, doing drugs, and etc and they were yelling and
fighting each and every day in front of us kids for about 7 years.
I never fit in at school either and kids were always causing problems
with me...it got so bad that even the principal of the high school
school described it as a "vendetta" that the other kids had for me.

So, even if I do find another job this week, I'm not sure if I could
make it, because of some of the issues I have. I'll be surprised if I
don't get fired the first day. I do think that I probably should get
treated first before I take another job. Maybe I should be getting SSI
and not work till I get treated, but it takes years to get the checks.
I may end up homeless soon, and even though I wouldn't consider myself
a lazy guy, I may not be able to *mentally* work well enough with the
others without it blowing up. Even if I get my old job back some way,
I still have an issue to deal with. What should I do? I wish I
could get a job where I'd work all by myself or at least was able to
hand-pick who worked with me! I wish I had been born into different
circumstances, obtained a better education and job, and I wouldn't have
to worry about any of this. It's a shame that life is so unfair.
Life's a *****.

You "hand-pick" who works with you when you run your own company.

Perhaps after 12 years you might know enough about steel bars in
concrete to startup your own operation - especially in an area that's
booming.

Otherwise, at least you've got your list of who's at fault for various
aspects of your life all put together.

On 14 May 2006 21:47:33 -0700,

Hi everyone,

A couple of days ago, I posted a topic here about quitting my job after
a nasty confrontation with my boss and how I was almost out of money
for food and other necessities. I was being mistreated and abused at
the job by the boss, but there was a lot of friction between myself and
a couple other co-workers, and this set off the confrontation, too.
The only reason why I survived so long at the job was because I was one
hard working *****.

I have been putting in applications and calling up places for work. So
far, I haven't found anything yet. My previous skill, for 12 years,
was putting reinforcement into concrete foundations, but now I find
that these jobs are not available (even though the market down here is
booming) because of how the illegal aliens have completed swamped these
jobs. A lot of employers would rather hire them over America workers
like me because they are easier to explot and take advantage of.

But I'm not sure if I can find another job working with others.
Whenever I put in applications, I have a general uneasiness because
I've grown to dislike people in general....especially when working in
construction, you end up with a lot of troublemakers, dope heads,
ex-cons as co-workers and a lot of times it's a pain in the *****. Even
if I get another low end job, I'm not sure if I could make it, or if I
could keep the job very long.

I'm not sure what I should do at this point. I wonder if I may have a
mental disorder and that is why I'm in the predicament that I'm in?
My boss belittled me once and said I was bi-polar, but I don't know if
he was trying to help me or just be an ***** as usual. When I was
growing up, my parents raised us kids like hermits. They kept to
themselves, and raised us that way....they really didn't associate with
the rest of their families and they almost never had friends. And
besides, when I was a kid, I had a major speech impediment and could
not talk coherently till I was about 8 years old. I think this
affected me, and might explain why I'm so reclusive and tense around
people today. I have no friends in real life or social outlets.
Painfully shy. Then, after my parents lost their first home, they
started fighting, doing drugs, and etc and they were yelling and
fighting each and every day in front of us kids for about 7 years.
I never fit in at school either and kids were always causing problems
with me...it got so bad that even the principal of the high school
school described it as a "vendetta" that the other kids had for me.

So, even if I do find another job this week, I'm not sure if I could
make it, because of some of the issues I have. I'll be surprised if I
don't get fired the first day. I do think that I probably should get
treated first before I take another job. Maybe I should be getting SSI
and not work till I get treated, but it takes years to get the checks.
I may end up homeless soon, and even though I wouldn't consider myself
a lazy guy, I may not be able to *mentally* work well enough with the
others without it blowing up. Even if I get my old job back some way,
I still have an issue to deal with. What should I do? I wish I
could get a job where I'd work all by myself or at least was able to
hand-pick who worked with me! I wish I had been born into different
circumstances, obtained a better education and job, and I wouldn't have
to worry about any of this. It's a shame that life is so unfair.
Life's a *****.

SCAM ALERT!!!
Let's see:
- Hard Working *****
- Ilegal Aliens have taken my livelihood
- Disdain of Dopeheads/Ex-cons
- Mental Disorder angle and painfully anti-social
- Terrible Upbringing
- Speech Impediment
- I'm about to be homeless
- Life is so unfair, life's a ***** - scripted

Plus, last week he posted under another email address and had 3 other
ideas:
- getting thrown in jail
- joining the army
- committing suicide

Not even a good effort...

SCAM ALERT!!!
Let's see:
- Hard Working *****
- Ilegal Aliens have taken my livelihood
- Disdain of Dopeheads/Ex-cons
- Mental Disorder angle and painfully anti-social
- Terrible Upbringing
- Speech Impediment
- I'm about to be homeless
- Life is so unfair, life's a ***** - scripted

Plus, last week he posted under another email address and had 3 other
ideas:
- getting thrown in jail
- joining the army
- committing suicide

Not even a good effort...