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Sociology > Depression |
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"Trishamolson" |
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08 Jan 2004 07:38:20 AM |
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Misery Stronger Than Will |
I had blood work done this morning. And it is pathetic to say that for a moment
I wanted to say "hail victory" (like Marty) just for the stupid success in
getting in my chair with a motor and getting it done. I have two articles
nearly complete (one is getting published) and I should be happy and proud.
Two more are getting published this year.
But I can't work right now. I can't do much but wander around here on ASD
looking for old friends and beating myself up inside for being a failure -- at
motherhood, at daily functioning, at overcoming, at maintaining friendships --
the list is endless.
I want my mother. This is pathetic.
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| User: "elegy" |
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| Title: Re: Misery Stronger Than Will |
08 Jan 2004 08:23:44 AM |
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On 08 Jan 2004 13:38:20 GMT, (Trishamolson)
wrote:
I had blood work done this morning. And it is pathetic to say that for a moment
I wanted to say "hail victory" (like Marty) just for the stupid success in
getting in my chair with a motor and getting it done. I have two articles
nearly complete (one is getting published) and I should be happy and proud.
Two more are getting published this year.
you should be proud, rosena. both about the articles, and as silly as
it sounds, on getting out and getting the blood work done on a day
when it's hard just to keep breathing.
But I can't work right now. I can't do much but wander around here on ASD
looking for old friends and beating myself up inside for being a failure -- at
motherhood, at daily functioning, at overcoming, at maintaining friendships --
the list is endless.
you're not a failure. you're hurting. you're hurt. you're wounded.
maybe a little bit broken. but you're still hanging on, doing the best
you can, still putting one foot in front of the other, even when you
stumble. that's not being a failure.
I want my mother. This is pathetic.
it's not.
--
god is an american (bowie)
http://shattering.org
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| User: "Trishamolson" |
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| Title: Re: Misery Stronger Than Will |
08 Jan 2004 08:43:42 AM |
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Thanks Elegy. I know you understand.
By the way, I loved your report on dog training day. Was just too low to
respond. But when I read these reports of yours I always think how lucky your
pet is to have such a good "mama."
Rosena :)
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| User: "elegy" |
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| Title: Re: Misery Stronger Than Will |
08 Jan 2004 08:46:50 AM |
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On 08 Jan 2004 14:43:42 GMT, (Trishamolson)
wrote:
Thanks Elegy. I know you understand.
By the way, I loved your report on dog training day. Was just too low to
respond. But when I read these reports of yours I always think how lucky your
pet is to have such a good "mama."
hehe thanks. i'm just grateful right now that i'm dealing with a dog
teenager and not a human teenager.
--
god is an american (bowie)
http://shattering.org
x-no-archive: yes in the headers
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