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Sociology > Depression |
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"punk" |
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09 Jun 2006 12:50:17 PM |
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my house of cards |
came home to it last nite. the kitchen light didn't work. neither did
the hall lite or the microwave. when i read the paper that was stuck
in the front door, it told me my utilities had been turned off due to
lack of payment on overdue amounts.
seems i fucked up again. i had worked out a deal with them and then
neglected to make the first payment. dumbass. today i borrowed funds
to pay the bill, and they said they should be getting me back on the
grid probably no later than 8pm.
i can see all the cards beginning to flutter down and i just can't seem
to care. i feel like crying when i'm trying to figure out how to make
it to another month, but, i can't. i just don't even care enough to cry
about what seems to be my whole world crumbling around me. i just seem
to be watching it in slow motion without being able to stop the cards
from tumbling down.
i hope my electric gets turned on faster than it takes for my puter
battery to die. i guess i'll shut it down while i have daylight...
b bak later, hopefully.
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: my house of cards |
09 Jun 2006 05:51:30 PM |
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"punk" <punkn05@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:1149875417.294422.19520@i40g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
came home to it last nite. the kitchen light didn't work. neither did
the hall lite or the microwave. when i read the paper that was stuck
in the front door, it told me my utilities had been turned off due to
lack of payment on overdue amounts.
seems i fucked up again. i had worked out a deal with them and then
neglected to make the first payment. dumbass. today i borrowed funds
to pay the bill, and they said they should be getting me back on the
grid probably no later than 8pm.
i can see all the cards beginning to flutter down and i just can't seem
to care. i feel like crying when i'm trying to figure out how to make
it to another month, but, i can't. i just don't even care enough to cry
about what seems to be my whole world crumbling around me. i just seem
to be watching it in slow motion without being able to stop the cards
from tumbling down.
i hope my electric gets turned on faster than it takes for my puter
battery to die. i guess i'll shut it down while i have daylight...
b bak later, hopefully.
hey Punk, hurry back. I hate it when my house of cards comes tumbling
down, and everything becomes a nightmare.
I often want to give up, and just say, 'to hell with it all.' I hope
you feel better and hope you can get your metaphorically
"re-assembled with glue" so they can't come tumbling & crumbling down again
'__' well, if only life could be that way, huh?
hopefully you will haves electricity by the time you see this!
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| User: "punk" |
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| Title: Re: my house of cards |
09 Jun 2006 07:23:35 PM |
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hey aaron...good call !! my electric is already back on.
i'm already feeling less inundated and ready to get this mess i call a
life cleaned up for good. starting to purge the old and start anew. i'm
not building anything else this time. i'm just gonna live the rest of
it unemcumbered.
easy to say anyway...
aaron from suburbia wrote:
"punk" <punkn05@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:1149875417.294422.19520@i40g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...
came home to it last nite. the kitchen light didn't work. neither did
the hall lite or the microwave. when i read the paper that was stuck
in the front door, it told me my utilities had been turned off due to
lack of payment on overdue amounts.
seems i fucked up again. i had worked out a deal with them and then
neglected to make the first payment. dumbass. today i borrowed funds
to pay the bill, and they said they should be getting me back on the
grid probably no later than 8pm.
i can see all the cards beginning to flutter down and i just can't seem
to care. i feel like crying when i'm trying to figure out how to make
it to another month, but, i can't. i just don't even care enough to cry
about what seems to be my whole world crumbling around me. i just seem
to be watching it in slow motion without being able to stop the cards
from tumbling down.
i hope my electric gets turned on faster than it takes for my puter
battery to die. i guess i'll shut it down while i have daylight...
b bak later, hopefully.
hey Punk, hurry back. I hate it when my house of cards comes tumbling
down, and everything becomes a nightmare.
I often want to give up, and just say, 'to hell with it all.' I hope
you feel better and hope you can get your metaphorically
"re-assembled with glue" so they can't come tumbling & crumbling down again
'__' well, if only life could be that way, huh?
hopefully you will haves electricity by the time you see this!
.
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| User: "freak" |
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| Title: Re: my house of cards |
09 Jun 2006 03:31:26 PM |
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punk wrote:
came home to it last nite. the kitchen light didn't work. neither did
the hall lite or the microwave. when i read the paper that was stuck
in the front door, it told me my utilities had been turned off due to
lack of payment on overdue amounts.
seems i fucked up again. i had worked out a deal with them and then
neglected to make the first payment. dumbass. today i borrowed funds
to pay the bill, and they said they should be getting me back on the
grid probably no later than 8pm.
i can see all the cards beginning to flutter down and i just can't seem
to care. i feel like crying when i'm trying to figure out how to make
it to another month, but, i can't. i just don't even care enough to cry
about what seems to be my whole world crumbling around me. i just seem
to be watching it in slow motion without being able to stop the cards
from tumbling down.
i hope my electric gets turned on faster than it takes for my puter
battery to die. i guess i'll shut it down while i have daylight...
b bak later, hopefully.
.
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| User: "freak" |
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| Title: Re: my house of cards |
09 Jun 2006 03:31:30 PM |
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punk wrote:
came home to it last nite. the kitchen light didn't work. neither did
the hall lite or the microwave. when i read the paper that was stuck
in the front door, it told me my utilities had been turned off due to
lack of payment on overdue amounts.
seems i fucked up again. i had worked out a deal with them and then
neglected to make the first payment. dumbass. today i borrowed funds
to pay the bill, and they said they should be getting me back on the
grid probably no later than 8pm.
i can see all the cards beginning to flutter down and i just can't seem
to care. i feel like crying when i'm trying to figure out how to make
it to another month, but, i can't. i just don't even care enough to cry
about what seems to be my whole world crumbling around me. i just seem
to be watching it in slow motion without being able to stop the cards
from tumbling down.
i hope my electric gets turned on faster than it takes for my puter
battery to die. i guess i'll shut it down while i have daylight...
b bak later, hopefully.
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