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"Trishamolson" |
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09 Jan 2004 05:17:10 AM |
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Need Today to Be Better |
I think being in a wheel chair now is not helping the depression. I am an
active prancing about kind of woman, and it is hard to not walk. Or dance. I
think it makes Maria embarassed. Not the dancing, the chair. :)
I haven't written "John." Glenn is right that it is an obsession. I wish I
had not sent the email that I did. I do things sometimes that I later am
ashamed of and I wish I could learn to wait to act and not to react instead.
I am lonley. Must remember that this return to school has a purpose and not to
give up on that. I miss teaching so badly. This semester I am a teaching
assistant because of my background and I am praying I can function better here
shortly for I so want to do a really good job.
Rosena
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 06:22:40 PM |
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On Fri, 09 Jan 2004 11:17:10 +0000, (Trishamolson)
wrote:
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This semester I am a
teaching assistant because of my background and I am praying I can
function better here shortly for I so want to do a really good job.
You will :))
In case you haven't thought of it already, try Googling for
wheelchair dancing
there's a lot out there :))
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-- Whiskers <http://www.aacit.net>
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| User: "GlennT" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 05:23:34 AM |
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Trishamolson wrote:
I think being in a wheel chair now is not helping the depression. I am an
active prancing about kind of woman, and it is hard to not walk. Or dance. I
think it makes Maria embarassed. Not the dancing, the chair. :)
I haven't written "John." Glenn is right that it is an obsession. I wish I
had not sent the email that I did. I do things sometimes that I later am
ashamed of and I wish I could learn to wait to act and not to react instead.
I am lonley. Must remember that this return to school has a purpose and not to
give up on that. I miss teaching so badly. This semester I am a teaching
assistant because of my background and I am praying I can function better here
shortly for I so want to do a really good job.
Rosena
I must have missed something... why are you in a wheelchair?
I hate being right about anything... I much prefer to be wrong. I
mean it is more familiar territory for me.
There are only a few people that write as well as you, Rosena. From
heart to black and white words in a millisecond, that is talent.
Your sort will always do even more than their best. Maybe I
recognize something...
I wish you the best.
GlennT
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| User: "Trishamolson" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 05:38:09 AM |
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I must have missed something... why are you in a wheelchair?
It has been about a year. The doctors don't know exactly what is wrong. My
legs are in much pain and I can't walk but a step or two. It is likely, I am
told, a side effect from the zyprexa (which can cause joint problems).
I am not planning to stay this way . . .but not sure the Father agrees with my
plan.
I hate being right about anything... I much prefer to be wrong.
Well, with me all these years, you are always on the mark! Live with it. :)
Thank you for your kind words. Made me grin. You know I always wish the best
for you, but with your wonderful family I think you may have it.
Rosena
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| User: "GlennT" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 05:52:20 AM |
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Trishamolson wrote:
I must have missed something... why are you in a wheelchair?
It has been about a year. The doctors don't know exactly what is wrong. My
legs are in much pain and I can't walk but a step or two. It is likely, I am
told, a side effect from the zyprexa (which can cause joint problems).
I am not planning to stay this way . . .but not sure the Father agrees with my
plan.
Is it got anything to do with the priority you place on yourself? I
had discussions with others in email that have met you and it formed
an impression in my mind of intensity unaware of it's physical
being. Very like me...
I am extremely lucky in that I am endlessly healthy despite every
unconscious attempt to jeopardize that fact.
I hate being right about anything... I much prefer to be wrong.
Well, with me all these years, you are always on the mark! Live with it. :)
Oh, I think once we parted ways of thinking a long time ago. But it
maybe wishful thinking. I symbolically fight with anyone who is to
get close to my inner thoughts.
Thank you for your kind words. Made me grin. You know I always wish the best
for you, but with your wonderful family I think you may have it.
Rosena
The boys got a Badminton set for christmas. I set it up a couple of
days ago and it has become extremely popular. The boys are taking it
really seriously with Jesse (the oldest) constantly making up the
rules and defining the court and Finn arguing with him every step of
the way.
They are constantly asking me to play with them and already I am
aching all over. What's wrong with Monopoly?
GlennT
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| User: "Trishamolson" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 07:34:30 AM |
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I
had discussions with others in email that have met you and it formed
an impression in my mind of intensity unaware of it's physical
being. Very like me...
Could you say more Glenn?
I am extremely lucky in that I am endlessly healthy despite every
unconscious attempt to jeopardize that fact.
Yes, I am told over and over that I do not do what I should to care for
physical health. I am glad yours is good.
I symbolically fight with anyone who is to
get close to my inner thoughts
me too. We have spatted once or twice, but in honesty? I take blame for some
things a few years back . . . as you well know, I can get spun out and then
sputter in a noisy and unseemingly way.
The boys are taking it
really seriously with Jesse (the oldest) constantly making up the
rules and defining the court and Finn arguing with him every step of
the way.
They are constantly asking me to play with them and already I am
aching all over.
He-he. Great game choice. Maria got Lord of the Rings trivia pursuit -- a bit
more staid eh? Her big deal right now, however, is carving staffs out of long
tree branches. She paints them and puts fake jewels on them and they are
lovely.
me
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| User: "GlennT" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 04:24:04 PM |
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Trishamolson wrote:
I
had discussions with others in email that have met you and it formed
an impression in my mind of intensity unaware of it's physical
being. Very like me...
Could you say more Glenn?
Not really, except it was 12 angry badgers.
I am extremely lucky in that I am endlessly healthy despite every
unconscious attempt to jeopardize that fact.
Yes, I am told over and over that I do not do what I should to care for
physical health. I am glad yours is good.
Well if not good, then resistant to damage or neglect.
I symbolically fight with anyone who is to
get close to my inner thoughts
me too. We have spatted once or twice, but in honesty? I take blame for some
things a few years back . . . as you well know, I can get spun out and then
sputter in a noisy and unseemingly way.
Haha me too...
The boys are taking it
really seriously with Jesse (the oldest) constantly making up the
rules and defining the court and Finn arguing with him every step of
the way.
They are constantly asking me to play with them and already I am
aching all over.
He-he. Great game choice. Maria got Lord of the Rings trivia pursuit -- a bit
more staid eh? Her big deal right now, however, is carving staffs out of long
tree branches. She paints them and puts fake jewels on them and they are
lovely.
me
My mother got it for them. They getting quite good!
GlennT
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 06:51:19 AM |
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Trishamolson wrote:
I think being in a wheel chair now is not helping the depression. I am an
active prancing about kind of woman, and it is hard to not walk. Or dance. I
think it makes Maria embarassed. Not the dancing, the chair. :)
I haven't written "John." Glenn is right that it is an obsession. I wish I
had not sent the email that I did. I do things sometimes that I later am
ashamed of and I wish I could learn to wait to act and not to react instead.
I am lonley. Must remember that this return to school has a purpose and not to
give up on that. I miss teaching so badly. This semester I am a teaching
assistant because of my background and I am praying I can function better here
shortly for I so want to do a really good job.
Rosena
Call Hoverround, they're like these circular motorized wheel chairs. I
got to ride this guy's at a party once. Fast, maneuverable...a totally
great way to roll.
I am a wanderer/pacer myself...too much nervous energy I s'pose
School's rough, and the jobs TAs do are some pretty admirable things.
Even though I was the type to attend sporadically I always respected
what they offered to a student placed in a class of 400+
One of my best essentially ditched the lesson plan and as he knew we
were all first semester freshman, just used the time to basically teach
us what orientation isn't going to spell out in front of the visiting
family. then he bought us all dinner, he was quite an investor and the
market was good: imagine a self made independently wealthy college
student. all trust funders now with $ and youth in town
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| User: "Trishamolson" |
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| Title: Re: Need Today to Be Better |
09 Jan 2004 07:37:37 AM |
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all Hoverround, they're like these circular motorized wheel chairs.
Thanks. I have a little motor buggy I can use most times and it is a much
better feeling than the chair!
and the jobs TAs do are some pretty admirable things.
I think so too. It is funny to be an assistant again, but I am excited about
doing this.
One of my best essentially ditched the lesson plan and as he knew we
were all first semester freshman, just used the time to basically teach
us what orientation isn't going to spell out in front of the visiting
family
Great. This is the best kind of T.A.
Best
Rosena
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