today was another wonderful day.

i'm still dateless, and get rejected by women almost 100% of the time. i

so tired this morning i decided to sleep in and miss all of my classes
today, i just did not feel like going to calculus at 10:20am and then
computing ethics at 11:45... just could not do it.

at work it was a nightmare as usual. the night shift supervisor got
demoted/moved to another team, and we have a new one. this guy is insane.

walks around every 5 minutes making sure everyone is at work processing
orders. The job sucks, but with the old supervisor we could talk, relax,

was a whole different atmsophere. This job is absolutely a nightmare.

an hour, 3pm to 12am. I'm so sick of low-paying, low-class, worthless

I've worked them all of my life, and now that i'm 2 months away from a 4
year degree (accounting) i'm salivating awaiting my time at good pay and a
real life.

If it's one thing these low-class jobs have taught me, it's that I hate
taking orders. I especially hate taking orders from rude, clueless, middle
managers who sit around all day and do nothing and get paid more than

what you do. In this sense I agree with Karl Marx's theory of overthrowing
your rulers. All of my life my family and I have been in jobs and

like this, and I finally said ***** it, and I'm going as far as I can in
college, with a quality major, so I can finally have some real control and
real money.

I feel bad for all these people at work, for most, it's their "main job"

"career." Temping with no benefits, low pay, being treated like *****. I

with my own eyes what causes people to become disenfranchised and lost.

I'm disenfranchised myself though, as no matter what I try, I cannot get a
date. When I do meet a woman, get her number, or get the chance to spend
time with her, there's always something missing. No matter what attraction

feel, no matter how nice I am, no matter how much of a bad boy I am, no
matter what approach I take, I get the "i just want to be friends"

And I know why. It's because I'm #1 short, #2 unattractive and #3 have no
money. How many times i've been judged as being "not worthy" because I

under 5'6" I cannot count. Just a few days ago I had an overweight woman
(who called herself thick, fair enough) that I was interested in getting

know tell me straight out that she can't "date a man that's shorter"

she can't "look down."

She came over anyway, and she was actually going to "stay the night" until
she met me and realized I wasn't "her type" and she wasn't "feeling it."
This was married, divorced, living now on a sofa at her mom's house, and

only has a high school education. That's fine, I don't discriminate. But
even though I've got two college degrees, I'm two months away from getting

Bachelors in Accounting, I have my own place, and I'm a good guy, I'm

not "her type." She told me straight out that she's picky, and she made up

lie (had to pick up a friend) to leave even though she said she'd come

5 minutes after she left she text me saying "i wasn't feeling it, i'm not
coming back."

I've tried to mingle and mix with people everywhere, every girl i've ever
asked out on a date at college has rejected me, every single one. This

back to when I was first in college in 1995-1997, and back to college from
2002-present. The only girls that have ever wanted to hang with me have

those that needed help with accounting or economics. I'm good enough for
that, but not for anything else.

After awhile, the rage burns inside you so much that you just want to lash
out at people for being so ignorant. I've worked hard, and I deserve
respect. But women have treated me in a dehumanizing manner. It's just
amazing how much a few inches of height and improved looks will do for a
person! Beautiful women have life EASY. Short, unattractive men have it
much, much harder. I'm pissed at this, and I want vengeance. It's not

I don't like who I am. I don't like how others treat me. I don't like

short.

The only thing I can do is keep going to school. To try for a Masters. To
make real money and have a real career. But then what? Some woman will

me then? But what about now, when i'm struggling and need someone? When

fighting the battle?

today was another wonderful day.

i'm still dateless, and get rejected by women almost 100% of the time. i

so tired this morning i decided to sleep in and miss all of my classes
today, i just did not feel like going to calculus at 10:20am and then
computing ethics at 11:45... just could not do it.

at work it was a nightmare as usual. the night shift supervisor got
demoted/moved to another team, and we have a new one. this guy is insane.

walks around every 5 minutes making sure everyone is at work processing
orders. The job sucks, but with the old supervisor we could talk, relax,

was a whole different atmsophere. This job is absolutely a nightmare.

an hour, 3pm to 12am. I'm so sick of low-paying, low-class, worthless

I've worked them all of my life, and now that i'm 2 months away from a 4
year degree (accounting) i'm salivating awaiting my time at good pay and a
real life.

If it's one thing these low-class jobs have taught me, it's that I hate
taking orders. I especially hate taking orders from rude, clueless, middle
managers who sit around all day and do nothing and get paid more than

what you do. In this sense I agree with Karl Marx's theory of overthrowing
your rulers. All of my life my family and I have been in jobs and

like this, and I finally said ***** it, and I'm going as far as I can in
college, with a quality major, so I can finally have some real control and
real money.

I feel bad for all these people at work, for most, it's their "main job"

"career." Temping with no benefits, low pay, being treated like *****. I

with my own eyes what causes people to become disenfranchised and lost.

I'm disenfranchised myself though, as no matter what I try, I cannot get a
date. When I do meet a woman, get her number, or get the chance to spend
time with her, there's always something missing. No matter what attraction

feel, no matter how nice I am, no matter how much of a bad boy I am, no
matter what approach I take, I get the "i just want to be friends"

And I know why. It's because I'm #1 short, #2 unattractive and #3 have no
money. How many times i've been judged as being "not worthy" because I

under 5'6" I cannot count. Just a few days ago I had an overweight woman
(who called herself thick, fair enough) that I was interested in getting

know tell me straight out that she can't "date a man that's shorter"

she can't "look down."

She came over anyway, and she was actually going to "stay the night" until
she met me and realized I wasn't "her type" and she wasn't "feeling it."
This was married, divorced, living now on a sofa at her mom's house, and

only has a high school education. That's fine, I don't discriminate. But
even though I've got two college degrees, I'm two months away from getting

Bachelors in Accounting, I have my own place, and I'm a good guy, I'm

not "her type." She told me straight out that she's picky, and she made up

lie (had to pick up a friend) to leave even though she said she'd come

5 minutes after she left she text me saying "i wasn't feeling it, i'm not
coming back."

I've tried to mingle and mix with people everywhere, every girl i've ever
asked out on a date at college has rejected me, every single one. This

back to when I was first in college in 1995-1997, and back to college from
2002-present. The only girls that have ever wanted to hang with me have

those that needed help with accounting or economics. I'm good enough for
that, but not for anything else.

After awhile, the rage burns inside you so much that you just want to lash
out at people for being so ignorant. I've worked hard, and I deserve
respect. But women have treated me in a dehumanizing manner. It's just
amazing how much a few inches of height and improved looks will do for a
person! Beautiful women have life EASY. Short, unattractive men have it
much, much harder. I'm pissed at this, and I want vengeance. It's not

I don't like who I am. I don't like how others treat me. I don't like

short.

The only thing I can do is keep going to school. To try for a Masters. To
make real money and have a real career. But then what? Some woman will

me then? But what about now, when i'm struggling and need someone? When

fighting the battle?

today was another wonderful day.

The only thing I can do is keep going to school. To try for a Masters. To
make real money and have a real career. But then what? Some woman will
like
me then? But what about now, when i'm struggling and need someone? When
i'm
fighting the battle?

today was another wonderful day.

i'm still dateless, and get rejected by women almost 100% of the time. i was
so tired this morning i decided to sleep in and miss all of my classes
today, i just did not feel like going to calculus at 10:20am and then
computing ethics at 11:45... just could not do it.

at work it was a nightmare as usual. the night shift supervisor got
demoted/moved to another team, and we have a new one. this guy is insane. he
walks around every 5 minutes making sure everyone is at work processing
orders. The job sucks, but with the old supervisor we could talk, relax, it
was a whole different atmsophere. This job is absolutely a nightmare. $8.75
an hour, 3pm to 12am. I'm so sick of low-paying, low-class, worthless jobs.
I've worked them all of my life, and now that i'm 2 months away from a 4
year degree (accounting) i'm salivating awaiting my time at good pay and a
real life.

If it's one thing these low-class jobs have taught me, it's that I hate
taking orders. I especially hate taking orders from rude, clueless, middle
managers who sit around all day and do nothing and get paid more than twice
what you do. In this sense I agree with Karl Marx's theory of overthrowing
your rulers. All of my life my family and I have been in jobs and situations
like this, and I finally said ***** it, and I'm going as far as I can in
college, with a quality major, so I can finally have some real control and
real money.

I feel bad for all these people at work, for most, it's their "main job" and
"career." Temping with no benefits, low pay, being treated like *****. I see
with my own eyes what causes people to become disenfranchised and lost.

I'm disenfranchised myself though, as no matter what I try, I cannot get a
date. When I do meet a woman, get her number, or get the chance to spend
time with her, there's always something missing. No matter what attraction I
feel, no matter how nice I am, no matter how much of a bad boy I am, no
matter what approach I take, I get the "i just want to be friends" routine.
And I know why. It's because I'm #1 short, #2 unattractive and #3 have no
money. How many times i've been judged as being "not worthy" because I stand
under 5'6" I cannot count. Just a few days ago I had an overweight woman
(who called herself thick, fair enough) that I was interested in getting to
know tell me straight out that she can't "date a man that's shorter" because
she can't "look down."

She came over anyway, and she was actually going to "stay the night" until
she met me and realized I wasn't "her type" and she wasn't "feeling it."
This was married, divorced, living now on a sofa at her mom's house, and she
only has a high school education. That's fine, I don't discriminate. But
even though I've got two college degrees, I'm two months away from getting a
Bachelors in Accounting, I have my own place, and I'm a good guy, I'm still
not "her type." She told me straight out that she's picky, and she made up a
lie (had to pick up a friend) to leave even though she said she'd come back.
5 minutes after she left she text me saying "i wasn't feeling it, i'm not
coming back."

I've tried to mingle and mix with people everywhere, every girl i've ever
asked out on a date at college has rejected me, every single one. This goes
back to when I was first in college in 1995-1997, and back to college from
2002-present. The only girls that have ever wanted to hang with me have been
those that needed help with accounting or economics. I'm good enough for
that, but not for anything else.

After awhile, the rage burns inside you so much that you just want to lash
out at people for being so ignorant. I've worked hard, and I deserve
respect. But women have treated me in a dehumanizing manner. It's just
amazing how much a few inches of height and improved looks will do for a
person! Beautiful women have life EASY. Short, unattractive men have it
much, much harder. I'm pissed at this, and I want vengeance. It's not fair.
I don't like who I am. I don't like how others treat me. I don't like being
short.

The only thing I can do is keep going to school. To try for a Masters. To
make real money and have a real career. But then what? Some woman will like
me then? But what about now, when i'm struggling and need someone? When i'm
fighting the battle?

i'm still dateless, and get rejected by women almost 100% of the time.

today was another wonderful day.

i'm still dateless, and get rejected by women almost 100% of the time. i was
so tired this morning i decided to sleep in and miss all of my classes
today, i just did not feel like going to calculus at 10:20am and then
computing ethics at 11:45... just could not do it.

at work it was a nightmare as usual. the night shift supervisor got
demoted/moved to another team, and we have a new one. this guy is insane. he
walks around every 5 minutes making sure everyone is at work processing
orders. The job sucks, but with the old supervisor we could talk, relax, it
was a whole different atmsophere. This job is absolutely a nightmare. $8.75
an hour, 3pm to 12am. I'm so sick of low-paying, low-class, worthless jobs.
I've worked them all of my life, and now that i'm 2 months away from a 4
year degree (accounting) i'm salivating awaiting my time at good pay and a
real life.

If it's one thing these low-class jobs have taught me, it's that I hate
taking orders. I especially hate taking orders from rude, clueless, middle
managers who sit around all day and do nothing and get paid more than twice
what you do. In this sense I agree with Karl Marx's theory of overthrowing
your rulers. All of my life my family and I have been in jobs and situations
like this, and I finally said ***** it, and I'm going as far as I can in
college, with a quality major, so I can finally have some real control and
real money.

I feel bad for all these people at work, for most, it's their "main job" and
"career." Temping with no benefits, low pay, being treated like *****. I see
with my own eyes what causes people to become disenfranchised and lost.

I'm disenfranchised myself though, as no matter what I try, I cannot get a
date. When I do meet a woman, get her number, or get the chance to spend
time with her, there's always something missing. No matter what attraction I
feel, no matter how nice I am, no matter how much of a bad boy I am, no
matter what approach I take, I get the "i just want to be friends" routine.
And I know why. It's because I'm #1 short, #2 unattractive and #3 have no
money. How many times i've been judged as being "not worthy" because I stand
under 5'6" I cannot count. Just a few days ago I had an overweight woman
(who called herself thick, fair enough) that I was interested in getting to
know tell me straight out that she can't "date a man that's shorter" because
she can't "look down."

She came over anyway, and she was actually going to "stay the night" until
she met me and realized I wasn't "her type" and she wasn't "feeling it."
This was married, divorced, living now on a sofa at her mom's house, and she
only has a high school education. That's fine, I don't discriminate. But
even though I've got two college degrees, I'm two months away from getting a
Bachelors in Accounting, I have my own place, and I'm a good guy, I'm still
not "her type." She told me straight out that she's picky, and she made up a
lie (had to pick up a friend) to leave even though she said she'd come back.
5 minutes after she left she text me saying "i wasn't feeling it, i'm not
coming back."

I've tried to mingle and mix with people everywhere, every girl i've ever
asked out on a date at college has rejected me, every single one. This goes
back to when I was first in college in 1995-1997, and back to college from
2002-present. The only girls that have ever wanted to hang with me have been
those that needed help with accounting or economics. I'm good enough for
that, but not for anything else.

After awhile, the rage burns inside you so much that you just want to lash
out at people for being so ignorant. I've worked hard, and I deserve
respect. But women have treated me in a dehumanizing manner. It's just
amazing how much a few inches of height and improved looks will do for a
person! Beautiful women have life EASY. Short, unattractive men have it
much, much harder. I'm pissed at this, and I want vengeance. It's not fair.
I don't like who I am. I don't like how others treat me. I don't like being
short.

The only thing I can do is keep going to school. To try for a Masters. To
make real money and have a real career. But then what? Some woman will like
me then? But what about now, when i'm struggling and need someone? When i'm
fighting the battle?