locally. after brooding about it a year I thought
well, I can *do* something about exercising... but
couldn't bring myself to spend/ask for the $.

then lately (since ?Nov) I've been feeling blah in
a way that I am pretty sure exercise would help. so
last week I finally dredge up the $ ... and they
shut the nearest center, that has been here years and
years.

I'm trying to to derive messages from this. As in,
"C you are a total nogoodnik" and "C you are fated to lose
out" y'know?

the other ones cost more and are not nearby. grrr.