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Sociology > Depression |
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"lisa in mass." |
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12 Nov 2006 04:32:05 PM |
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on edge |
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while i'm
feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running rampant.
getting out again today seemed to have helped a little bit, and
this time i didn't think about crashing the car the whole time,
so maybe things are improving. i'd like to be back to where i
was tuesday and wednesday. i guess i have a goal.
-lisa
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 05:59:52 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while i'm
feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running rampant.
getting out again today seemed to have helped a little bit, and
this time i didn't think about crashing the car the whole time,
so maybe things are improving. i'd like to be back to where i
was tuesday and wednesday. i guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 06:21:52 PM |
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used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving. i'd
like to be back to where i was tuesday and wednesday. i
guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
i've got partial tues and thurs. thursday's my last (10th) day.
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| User: "Rhiannon" |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
18 Nov 2006 01:03:52 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879C4F9DD114mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving. i'd
like to be back to where i was tuesday and wednesday. i
guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
i've got partial tues and thurs. thursday's my last (10th) day.
If you don't feel better or need more help will they let you keep going? Or
set up a new schedule? What happens if you're not ready?
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Rhi
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
18 Nov 2006 02:06:44 PM |
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Rhiannon wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879C4F9DD114mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving.
i'd like to be back to where i was tuesday and
wednesday. i guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
i've got partial tues and thurs. thursday's my last (10th)
day.
If you don't feel better or need more help will they let
you keep going? Or set up a new schedule? What happens if
you're not ready?
--
Rhi
if i didn't feel ready, they'd have allowed an extra day or
two. as it is, they let me go because i said i thought i was
ready. my primary clinician there told me that i could come
back at any time, even a week later, if need be. she wasn't
completely comfortable because i'd had such a mixed week the
week before, but i was fine for my last day.
-lisa
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 06:24:25 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879C4F9DD114mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving. i'd
like to be back to where i was tuesday and wednesday. i
guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
i've got partial tues and thurs. thursday's my last (10th) day.
well, i hope you have a good week, girl.
hey, do you ever end up running into the same old patients when you go to
these things? like from years ago?
just curious...i don't really know why!
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 06:34:08 PM |
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used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879C4F9DD114mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
used2be wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9879B25D9D032mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving.
i'd like to be back to where i was tuesday and
wednesday. i guess i have a goal.
do you have partials to go to at all this week?
hang in there girl...
i've got partial tues and thurs. thursday's my last (10th)
day.
well, i hope you have a good week, girl.
hey, do you ever end up running into the same old patients
when you go to these things? like from years ago?
just curious...i don't really know why!
i run into people i've been in partial with and people i was
in-patient with often. this time, i was with someone from my
old dbt therapy group as well as someone i know from earlier
partial stints and 2 people who were in-patient with me.
what's weird is that i remember one of the clinicians from
college. we both went to the same school of 1300 students and
our years overlapped. it's a little uncomfortable, but she's a
good therapist.
-lisa
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| User: "jill" |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 06:03:14 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while i'm
feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running rampant.
getting out again today seemed to have helped a little bit, and
this time i didn't think about crashing the car the whole time,
so maybe things are improving. i'd like to be back to where i
was tuesday and wednesday. i guess i have a goal.
-lisa
I know what you mean, I can not believe what goes thru my head
sometimes when I am driving. Hang in there Lisa, you are amazing,
you never complain, you never whine , how do you do that, JILL
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: on edge |
12 Nov 2006 06:27:49 PM |
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jill wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
maybe it's just being vigilant to keep myself safe while
i'm feeling so bad. self-harmful thoughts are running
rampant. getting out again today seemed to have helped a
little bit, and this time i didn't think about crashing
the car the whole time, so maybe things are improving. i'd
like to be back to where i was tuesday and wednesday. i
guess i have a goal.
-lisa
I know what you mean, I can not believe what goes thru my
head
sometimes when I am driving. Hang in there Lisa, you
are amazing, you never complain, you never whine , how do
you do that, JILL
i whine and complain all the time. i'm glad you don't notice.
driving can be scary. i once nearly crashed my car into a
concrete overpass. i built up speed, then before i left the
road, i noticed that there were marsh grasses in front of the
concrete. i was afraid that soft ground would slow me down too
much and all i'd do was to total my car, so i hit the brakes
and bagged it. that was my one really close call driving. i
never came that close in the car again.
-lisa
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