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"packrat" |
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18 May 2005 06:20:02 PM |
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one minute good, next few bad and back again |
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will be
biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
19 May 2005 09:52:25 AM |
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On 2005-05-18, packrat <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote:
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I'm scared, today didn't go well.
<eeek>
Waiting is horrid.
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-- Whiskers
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 08:23:52 PM |
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On Wed, 18 May 2005 23:20:02 GMT, "packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com>
wrote:
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
oh dear.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
<uploading good vibes>
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will be
biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
ugh.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I won't.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
I don't blame ya.
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "packrat" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 08:42:00 PM |
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thank you. I'm scared right now. Extremely emotional, more so than usual.
I hope, hope, hope that it turns out to be benign, fibroid tumors, or
nothing at all, even better. The added time they spent on the right side
and the girl was extremely quiet and serious, I think there's something
there.
"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:hjqn81ttbh6stf1c5gmgrju2vk3ahtma0v@4ax.com...
On Wed, 18 May 2005 23:20:02 GMT, "packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com>
wrote:
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being
punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
oh dear.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
<uploading good vibes>
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will
be
biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
ugh.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I won't.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
I don't blame ya.
--
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "Luna" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 09:35:48 PM |
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"packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:I9Sie.6058$z_.1321@attbi_s71...
thank you. I'm scared right now. Extremely emotional, more so than usual.
Cindi...
If anything bad in this way, a physical nuke, were ever to happen to you, I
would have to make war on biology. After all the fighting and struggling you've
done..
Then again, you'll be amazing no matter what this turns out to be, which will
be, I totally hope, nothing. You're too young for this to be serious, and
that's what I hope. *****, if anyone were to get sick it'd be me, smoker/non
smoker/smoker/non smoker/smoker. <sigh>
Jean
I hope, hope, hope that it turns out to be benign, fibroid tumors, or nothing
at all, even better. The added time they spent on the right side and the girl
was extremely quiet and serious, I think there's something there.
"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:hjqn81ttbh6stf1c5gmgrju2vk3ahtma0v@4ax.com...
On Wed, 18 May 2005 23:20:02 GMT, "packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com>
wrote:
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
oh dear.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
<uploading good vibes>
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will be
biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
ugh.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I won't.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
I don't blame ya.
--
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
19 May 2005 01:48:19 AM |
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packrat <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote:
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
This can not be pleasant. Ultra sound on chest was for what?
Not going to make any reassuring noises about the mammogram
even though from what I know there's a good chance it's nothing
serious.
Do you have a chance to do something you like often enough?
Was remembering you remark about the West Coast pines and the
elm. I should get to the park more often. It's not the
Nature Preserve near my childhood home but it does have trees.
--
but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
19 May 2005 12:19:26 AM |
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packrat wrote...
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and
panic all at the same time. I get a reprieve every little
bit, but go back to being punched in the gut, dread, fear,
you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound
on my chest today. Mammogram was last week.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a
fibroids.
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the
next step will be biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio
and you all can tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
i'd be scared, too. it's probably nothing major, but i know
that the worry will be there,regardless. so i'm hoping for
strength and wellness for you. when will you find out the
results? the wait must be hell.
-lisa
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| User: "packrat" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 06:21:43 PM |
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please overlook the typos and twisted letters
"packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:C4Qie.5726$z_.310@attbi_s71...
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will
be biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
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| User: "gravity" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 09:37:36 PM |
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"packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:b6Qie.5728$z_.5067@attbi_s71...
please overlook the typos and twisted letters
i hope you cheer up, and that your spelling improves.
m.
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: one minute good, next few bad and back again |
18 May 2005 08:24:02 PM |
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I hadn't noticed.
On Wed, 18 May 2005 23:21:43 GMT, "packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com>
wrote:
please overlook the typos and twisted letters
"packrat" <maddie_75@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:C4Qie.5726$z_.310@attbi_s71...
I have the punched in the gut feeling in my stomach and panic all at the
same time. I get a reprieve every little bit, but go back to being punched
in the gut, dread, fear, you name it.
bad mammogram, still awaiting results of a long ultra sound on my chest
today. Mammogram was last week.
praying it's nothing, or if it is something it's just a fibroids.
I'm sure there's more waiting to come too, after this, the next step will
be biopsy to chek if it's just fibroids.
I pray I'm over reacting and jumping to wrost case senerio and you all can
tell me "I told you so" and laugh at me.
I'm scared, today didn't go well.
--
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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