I actually growled at a total stranger yesterday.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
I saw a three legged dog yesterday. I think its a sign but I don't
know of what.
I was to lazy to go to the mailbox . I kept putting it off.
Now I have to go to the post office and stand in line to pick up my
mail. *****! its my own fault. The box got too fulll. I am disgusted.
I picked up a branch and I drove three blocks with it stuck under
the truck, I have a little nissan pickup. I was sure I had a flat.
I was thinking , just get to the station. I thought It was kinda
strange , people kept waving at me and pointing under the truck. Still
it never really occurred to me to stop and check it out. what for its a
flat get to the station. what a idiot I must have looked like, driving
down the road with a tree stuck under my car. I repeat I am just
disgusted. my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me. Its so pathetic. I feel
pathetic. the really stupid thing is I know intellectually that its
all in my head. That I can create the world I want by believing in it.
but I just can't seem to get there,,,,,,,,,, rant. jill
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| User: "gravity" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 10:15:35 AM |
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"jill" <janeohara50@msn.com> wrote in message
news:1132761259.477187.296700@g14g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me.
Jill, i like you a lot. i always have.
Gravy Tea
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 06:13:05 PM |
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In message <1132761259.477187.296700@g14g2000cwa.googlegroups.com>, jill
<janeohara50@msn.com> writes
I actually growled at a total stranger yesterday.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
I saw a three legged dog yesterday. I think its a sign but I don't
know of what.
I was to lazy to go to the mailbox . I kept putting it off.
Now I have to go to the post office and stand in line to pick up my
mail. *****! its my own fault. The box got too fulll. I am disgusted.
I picked up a branch and I drove three blocks with it stuck under
the truck, I have a little nissan pickup. I was sure I had a flat.
I was thinking , just get to the station. I thought It was kinda
strange , people kept waving at me and pointing under the truck. Still
it never really occurred to me to stop and check it out. what for its a
flat get to the station. what a idiot I must have looked like, driving
down the road with a tree stuck under my car. I repeat I am just
disgusted. my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me. Its so pathetic. I feel
pathetic. the really stupid thing is I know intellectually that its
all in my head. That I can create the world I want by believing in it.
but I just can't seem to get there,,,,,,,,,, rant. jill
You're better than you think you are.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "jill" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
24 Nov 2005 11:37:12 AM |
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Alan Harding wrote:
In message <1132761259.477187.296700@g14g2000cwa.googlegroups.com>, jill
<janeohara50@msn.com> writes
I actually growled at a total stranger yesterday.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
I saw a three legged dog yesterday. I think its a sign but I don't
know of what.
I was to lazy to go to the mailbox . I kept putting it off.
Now I have to go to the post office and stand in line to pick up my
mail. *****! its my own fault. The box got too fulll. I am disgusted.
I picked up a branch and I drove three blocks with it stuck under
the truck, I have a little nissan pickup. I was sure I had a flat.
I was thinking , just get to the station. I thought It was kinda
strange , people kept waving at me and pointing under the truck. Still
it never really occurred to me to stop and check it out. what for its a
flat get to the station. what a idiot I must have looked like, driving
down the road with a tree stuck under my car. I repeat I am just
disgusted. my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me. Its so pathetic. I feel
pathetic. the really stupid thing is I know intellectually that its
all in my head. That I can create the world I want by believing in it.
but I just can't seem to get there,,,,,,,,,, rant. jill
You're better than you think you are.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
alan ,, coming from you thats high praise indeed, thank you,,, jill
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| User: "Gayle" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 10:17:50 AM |
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jill wrote:
I actually growled at a total stranger yesterday.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
I saw a three legged dog yesterday. I think its a sign but I don't
know of what.
I was to lazy to go to the mailbox . I kept putting it off.
Now I have to go to the post office and stand in line to pick up my
mail. *****! its my own fault. The box got too fulll. I am disgusted.
I picked up a branch and I drove three blocks with it stuck under
the truck, I have a little nissan pickup. I was sure I had a flat.
I was thinking , just get to the station. I thought It was kinda
strange , people kept waving at me and pointing under the truck. Still
it never really occurred to me to stop and check it out. what for its a
flat get to the station. what a idiot I must have looked like, driving
down the road with a tree stuck under my car. I repeat I am just
disgusted. my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me. Its so pathetic. I feel
pathetic. the really stupid thing is I know intellectually that its
all in my head. That I can create the world I want by believing in it.
but I just can't seem to get there,,,,,,,,,, rant. jill
Hey, stop crticizing Jill -- she's a
treasure. Oh, wait, yer the one doing
the trashing. Um, cut it out? If I ever
visit SF again, I'd definitely want to
meet you for a chat. You're so
interesting, imo. And, if the driving
with a tree under the car scene was in a
movie, and you liked the actress, you
might think it was sweetly funny. I
don't think you'd be such a harsh judge
if you saw someone else doing it.
Anyways, give yourself a break, huh? If
you can.
Gayle
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| User: "Silver" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 10:34:30 AM |
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Hey, stop crticizing Jill -- she's a
treasure. Oh, wait, yer the one doing
the trashing. Um, cut it out?
Gayle
As someone in my whole long fight said. Imagine yourself talking to
your best friend in the whole world--who is feeling the same way you
are now. What would you say to your /best/ friend about these feelings?
Now, be your own best friend--tell yourself the same things.
Its heck honestly to do so.
VERY much so.
But why can't we treat ourselves a little more like our own friends?
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| User: "Gayle" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 10:50:24 AM |
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Silver wrote:
But why can't we treat ourselves a little more like our own friends?
Well, we can, imo -- my question is why
don't we? There's a book "In the
Meantime" by Ilyana van Zandt (sp.?)
that speaks to this. It helped me
cultivate the friendship I could offer
myself ... when I remember to.
Gayle
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| User: "jill" |
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| Title: Re: one more day, |
23 Nov 2005 10:26:19 AM |
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Gayle wrote:
jill wrote:
I actually growled at a total stranger yesterday.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
I saw a three legged dog yesterday. I think its a sign but I don't
know of what.
I was to lazy to go to the mailbox . I kept putting it off.
Now I have to go to the post office and stand in line to pick up my
mail. *****! its my own fault. The box got too fulll. I am disgusted.
I picked up a branch and I drove three blocks with it stuck under
the truck, I have a little nissan pickup. I was sure I had a flat.
I was thinking , just get to the station. I thought It was kinda
strange , people kept waving at me and pointing under the truck. Still
it never really occurred to me to stop and check it out. what for its a
flat get to the station. what a idiot I must have looked like, driving
down the road with a tree stuck under my car. I repeat I am just
disgusted. my self esteem is at a all time low, I am so lonely. I
don't feel like anyone really likes me. Its so pathetic. I feel
pathetic. the really stupid thing is I know intellectually that its
all in my head. That I can create the world I want by believing in it.
but I just can't seem to get there,,,,,,,,,, rant. jill
Hey, stop crticizing Jill -- she's a
treasure. Oh, wait, yer the one doing
the trashing. Um, cut it out? If I ever
visit SF again, I'd definitely want to
meet you for a chat. You're so
interesting, imo. And, if the driving
with a tree under the car scene was in a
movie, and you liked the actress, you
might think it was sweetly funny. I
don't think you'd be such a harsh judge
if you saw someone else doing it.
Anyways, give yourself a break, huh? If
you can.
Gayle
thanks gayle , you are just the nicest person. Funny and smart too.
happy holiday, jill
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