Listening to it while get ready to do translations - and I love this
music but it also depresses me for it makes me ache for the joy of
aching for live. That feeling as if you could gobble it all up in one
huge bite, and that your energy and creativity and insight has no
bounds -boundlessness. That feeling of soaring, being at a height,
dizzy from the height.
I used to "be" that way most of the day most of the night. I want that
fire in the belly again. I would take action, for I always take action,
if I knew what action to take. Stalemate I am afraid. Can we start the
game over?
Rosena
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