On 10/12/07 11:16 AM, in article 13gv3v3psbkajf6@corp.supernews.com,
"David"
<david@davidd.info> wrote:

Things are ok. I have been up all evening, and had some fears earlier,
due
to the mess, and I found some worms and they were getting on me. It is
getting difficult to manage, and I have become unstable again. I can't
take
the Remeron and don't sleep at night. I still deal with voices of people
on
the support group, and have had concern about a computer being aware of
my
presence, and a need for uplifting security. It is just a concern, and I
had
some panic earlier. I think it is gone now, I just observe things
intensely
when I'm not doing well. I also have been feeling feelers that make me
apprehensive, although I think it may be side effect of the medication.
Needless to say, i am ok, but feel stressed out. A pin ***** might even
releive the tension, which is why I mention it as an internal thought I
heard of once on the internet. I do have a rare form of partial epilepsy,
and take Tegretol, two antidepressants, and Resperdol, with an occasional
diazepam. I am most concerned about feeling uncomfortable around others.
Will close for now, David

what's it like when things aren't ok?

On 12 Oct, 16:16, "David" <da...@davidd.info> wrote:

Things are ok. I have been up all evening, and had some fears earlier,
due
to the mess, and I found some worms and they were getting on me. It is
getting difficult to manage, and I have become unstable again. I can't
take
the Remeron and don't sleep at night. I still deal with voices of people
on
the support group, and have had concern about a computer being aware of
my
presence, and a need for uplifting security. It is just a concern, and I
had
some panic earlier. I think it is gone now, I just observe things
intensely
when I'm not doing well. I also have been feeling feelers that make me
apprehensive, although I think it may be side effect of the medication.
Needless to say, i am ok, but feel stressed out. A pin ***** might even
releive the tension, which is why I mention it as an internal thought I
heard of once on the internet. I do have a rare form of partial epilepsy,
and take Tegretol, two antidepressants, and Resperdol, with an occasional
diazepam. I am most concerned about feeling uncomfortable around others.
Will close for now, David

You don't sound as if you're doing ok and I don't mean that in a nasty
way, I'm just a little concerned by some of the things you've been
posting. Have you talked to anyone about how you're feeling? Don't
suffer like this on your own, talk to your family or pdoc. Take care,
David.