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Sociology > Depression |
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"slunky" |
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22 Mar 2007 04:29:31 PM |
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Really Fucking Depressed |
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
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-slunky
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:29:41 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnf05t6p.4e4.slunky@evo.zero...
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
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-slunky
you've lost all the excitement in your life ,
now , you're not wanted
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:32:08 PM |
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_/ % wrote \_
you've lost all the excitement in your life ,
now , you're not wanted
Really? Should I leave?
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-slunky
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:43:51 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ % wrote \_
you've lost all the excitement in your life ,
now , you're not wanted
Really? Should I leave?
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-slunky
no no , i don't mean here i mean your court stuff and all that ,
come on Slunky , why would i ever tell you to leave ,
post it up as much as you like
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:47:04 PM |
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_/ % wrote \_
no no , i don't mean here i mean your court stuff and all that ,
come on Slunky , why would i ever tell you to leave ,
post it up as much as you like
Yea, used2be made me realize that. I'm just feeling down, so immediately
I think the worst. I'm glad I'm still wanted here.
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-slunky
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:05:21 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ % wrote \_
no no , i don't mean here i mean your court stuff and all that ,
come on Slunky , why would i ever tell you to leave ,
post it up as much as you like
Yea, used2be made me realize that. I'm just feeling down, so
immediately
I think the worst. I'm glad I'm still wanted here.
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-slunky
well you know how i am ,
if i had something to tell you like that i would ,
but i don't so party on
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:37:34 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ % wrote \_
you've lost all the excitement in your life ,
now , you're not wanted
Really? Should I leave?
i think he meant not wanted anymore by "the law."
i'm sorry you are so down, slunk. aren't you coming off some meds or
something like that?
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:45:09 PM |
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_/ used2be wrote \_
i think he meant not wanted anymore by "the law."
Oh, I see. I thought he meant nobody here wanted me. I just about cried.
i'm sorry you are so down, slunk. aren't you coming off some meds or
something like that?
I went off depakote, but I'm not in withdrawl anymore. Maybe that could
be, and it could like what % said and I don't have that excitement of
going to jail anymore. It still sucks. I'm going to see my therapist
tomorrow, and I need to make another doctors appointment.
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-slunky
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 04:56:37 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ used2be wrote \_
i think he meant not wanted anymore by "the law."
Oh, I see. I thought he meant nobody here wanted me. I just about cried.
we'd be the ones "effing depressed" if you left us, slunk.
i'm sorry you are so down, slunk. aren't you coming off some meds or
something like that?
I went off depakote, but I'm not in withdrawl anymore. Maybe that could
be, and it could like what % said and I don't have that excitement of
going to jail anymore. It still sucks. I'm going to see my therapist
tomorrow, and I need to make another doctors appointment.
sounds like you need something to replace the depakote. and part of your
depression could indeed be that you no longer have the courtdate ahead of
you. you might feel a bit "adrift" now. you need something to look forward
to, ya know? not that you looked forward to court, but it gave you a
purpose. you need to find one again. you are definitely needed by that
precious daughter of yours! so find a new purpose, and make it a positive
one this time. :)
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:02:30 PM |
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_/ used2be wrote \_
sounds like you need something to replace the depakote.
I'm going to ask my doctor about Lamactil when I go.
and part of your depression could indeed be that you no longer have
the courtdate ahead of you. you might feel a bit "adrift" now. you
need something to look forward to, ya know? not that you looked
forward to court, but it gave you a purpose. you need to find one
again. you are definitely needed by that precious daughter of yours!
so find a new purpose, and make it a positive one this time. :)
I've been thinking about working on a free software project. I might as
well be volunteering some effort to something if I'm going to be getting
paid. Sort of earn that money.
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-slunky
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:10:14 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ used2be wrote \_
sounds like you need something to replace the depakote.
I'm going to ask my doctor about Lamactil when I go.
and part of your depression could indeed be that you no longer have
the courtdate ahead of you. you might feel a bit "adrift" now. you
need something to look forward to, ya know? not that you looked
forward to court, but it gave you a purpose. you need to find one
again. you are definitely needed by that precious daughter of yours!
so find a new purpose, and make it a positive one this time. :)
I've been thinking about working on a free software project. I might as
well be volunteering some effort to something if I'm going to be getting
paid. Sort of earn that money.
now THAT is a good plan. don't you think? it helps so much to feel as if
life has some point to it. not that your life doesn't...but it helps to
feel like you are serving some purpose. being a dad accomplishes that
somewhat, but there is still a need (especially by men) to be in the
workplace. providing for the family. making a difference in the world.
even if it's a small one. :)
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:16:01 PM |
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_/ used2be wrote \_
now THAT is a good plan. don't you think? it helps so much to feel as if
life has some point to it. not that your life doesn't...but it helps to
feel like you are serving some purpose. being a dad accomplishes that
somewhat, but there is still a need (especially by men) to be in the
workplace. providing for the family. making a difference in the world.
even if it's a small one. :)
Well, what I'm planning on is volunteering for an operating system
project making sure that other software is kept update and compatible
with the operating system, and work my way up from there. It would all
be on my time schedule, so whenever I feel like working on it I will. It
would also keep me sharp and look good on my resume should I ever be
able to keep a real job again.
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-slunky
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 09:36:00 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ used2be wrote \_
now THAT is a good plan. don't you think? it helps so much to feel as
if
life has some point to it. not that your life doesn't...but it helps to
feel like you are serving some purpose. being a dad accomplishes that
somewhat, but there is still a need (especially by men) to be in the
workplace. providing for the family. making a difference in the world.
even if it's a small one. :)
Well, what I'm planning on is volunteering for an operating system
project making sure that other software is kept update and compatible
with the operating system, and work my way up from there. It would all
be on my time schedule, so whenever I feel like working on it I will. It
would also keep me sharp and look good on my resume should I ever be
able to keep a real job again.
all *very* good reasons to go for it. and i feel strongly that it would be
a positive thing for you. that's great that you can do it at your own pace.
good luck with it, slunk!!
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| User: "Pegetha" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
23 Mar 2007 08:54:55 PM |
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On Mar 22, 6:02 pm, slunky <slu...@globalzero.org> wrote:
I'm going to ask my doctor about Lamactil when I go.
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-slunky
I take Lamictal with my EffexorXR. It does help.
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
23 Mar 2007 10:11:43 PM |
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_/ Pegetha wrote \_
I take Lamictal with my EffexorXR. It does help.
I used to take Effexor and EffexorXR, and they worked great for a while.
Now I take Geodon, Cymbalta, Cogentin, and occasionally Deseryl. I want
to take Ativan and Lamictal, and I just stopped taking depakote.
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-slunky
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:17:43 PM |
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slunky wrote...
I've been thinking about working on a free software
project. I might as well be volunteering some effort to
something if I'm going to be getting paid. Sort of earn
that money.
That sounds like a good plan, if you're up to it. You'll be here
less, though :-(
-lisa
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:20:30 PM |
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_/ lisa in mass. wrote \_
That sounds like a good plan, if you're up to it. You'll be here
less, though :-(
No, it'll all be in my free time, which I have a lot of. I keep this
window open while I do a lot of stuff. I'm working on a website as we
speek. I like to multitask.
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-slunky
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:43:02 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnf05t6p.4e4.slunky@evo.zero...
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
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-slunky
It's probably the adrenalin leaving your body after the rush of court. Sort
of like my mind has crashed and is wore out from all the worry. Take a deep
breath and go on a mental break. What I'm trying to say is, turn it around
and relax, take a vacation from stress. Hope you feel better soon!
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 05:56:24 PM |
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_/ Jane wrote \_
It's probably the adrenalin leaving your body after the rush of court. Sort
of like my mind has crashed and is wore out from all the worry. Take a deep
breath and go on a mental break. What I'm trying to say is, turn it around
and relax, take a vacation from stress. Hope you feel better soon!
I noticed I keep trying to think about something to be stressed about,
but there isn't anything I can think of. It's hard for me to relax.
Maybe I need a drink.
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-slunky
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 06:13:38 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ Jane wrote \_
It's probably the adrenalin leaving your body after the rush of court.
Sort
of like my mind has crashed and is wore out from all the worry. Take a
deep
breath and go on a mental break. What I'm trying to say is, turn it
around
and relax, take a vacation from stress. Hope you feel better soon!
I noticed I keep trying to think about something to be stressed about,
but there isn't anything I can think of. It's hard for me to relax.
Maybe I need a drink.
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-slunky
It might relax you! I'm just getting angry at the moment with my doc, but
there is nothing I can do about it. Sometimes anger helps me when I'm
emotionally crashed after being under a lot of stress.
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 06:16:58 PM |
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_/ Jane wrote \_
It might relax you! I'm just getting angry at the moment with my doc, but
there is nothing I can do about it. Sometimes anger helps me when I'm
emotionally crashed after being under a lot of stress.
I was really ***** last night, and I don't know why. I was just
really angry. I had to go lay in bed with my daughter and sing to her to
cool off.
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-slunky
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
23 Mar 2007 11:31:11 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnf05t6p.4e4.slunky@evo.zero...
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
tonite, i'm feeling the exact same way.
:/
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
23 Mar 2007 11:42:08 PM |
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"used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:4604a98d$0$17147$4c368faf@roadrunner.com...
"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnf05t6p.4e4.slunky@evo.zero...
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
tonite, i'm feeling the exact same way.
:/
there is no why
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
24 Mar 2007 12:45:27 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:4OGdnTJDf5jZMZnbnZ2dnUVZ_tyinZ2d@giganews.com...
"used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnf05t6p.4e4.slunky@evo.zero...
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
tonite, i'm feeling the exact same way.
:/
there is no why
well, perhaps i should read dr burns book and do a bunch of self
inventories. maybe then i'd figure out the why of the why of the why...
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 08:10:34 PM |
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On 3/22/2007 3:29 PM, slunky was all like:
That's how I'm feeling right now, and I don't know why.
I started a club for that at the end of last month.
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 08:23:14 PM |
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_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
I started a club for that at the end of last month.
Can I join? Are there dues?
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 09:42:05 PM |
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On 3/22/2007 7:23 PM, slunky was all like:
_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
I started a club for that at the end of last month.
Can I join? Are there dues?
Are you good at sleeping? Also starting things and then feeling as
though you're exhausted/bored after just beginning? Impatient?
If so, then you can join.
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 09:47:36 PM |
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_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
Are you good at sleeping?
I'm good at sleeping, just not the falling asleep part.
Also starting things and then feeling as
though you're exhausted/bored after just beginning?
Yes!
Impatient?
I can be.
If so, then you can join.
Yey!
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-slunky
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 10:15:36 PM |
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On 3/22/2007 8:47 PM, slunky was all like:
_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
Are you good at sleeping?
I'm good at sleeping, just not the falling asleep part.
Also starting things and then feeling as
though you're exhausted/bored after just beginning?
Yes!
Impatient?
I can be.
If so, then you can join.
Yey!
We'll celebrate by laying down
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
22 Mar 2007 10:17:49 PM |
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"Franz Bestuchev" <franz.bestuchev@gmail.com> wrote in message
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On 3/22/2007 8:47 PM, slunky was all like:
_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
Are you good at sleeping?
I'm good at sleeping, just not the falling asleep part.
Also starting things and then feeling as
though you're exhausted/bored after just beginning?
Yes!
Impatient?
I can be.
If so, then you can join.
Yey!
We'll celebrate by laying down
wait , i want in on this , '
but first i have to make a sandwich ,
and then leave it cause i'm not hungry now
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: Really Fucking Depressed |
23 Mar 2007 09:29:55 AM |
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On 3/22/2007 9:17 PM, % was all like:
"Franz Bestuchev" <franz.bestuchev@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:56gv2aF27vop5U2@mid.individual.net...
On 3/22/2007 8:47 PM, slunky was all like:
_/ Franz Bestuchev wrote \_
Are you good at sleeping?
I'm good at sleeping, just not the falling asleep part.
Also starting things and then feeling as
though you're exhausted/bored after just beginning?
Yes!
Impatient?
I can be.
If so, then you can join.
Yey!
We'll celebrate by laying down
wait , i want in on this , '
but first i have to make a sandwich ,
and then leave it cause i'm not hungry now
Preparation of any food other than cereal or eating things in the fridge
that were made by others is against the bylaws. We're too tired for that.
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