I'm usually very sedate, but today I can't focus. My mind is restless,
it's a very strange feeling for me...not one I'm handling well.
Nothing is satisfying. So many impulse all w/ immediate
counter-reasoning. Drive!...where? Watch TV!...what?
Computer!...requires too much focus.
Already cleaned, one of the things I can do when in this state.
I'll post drivel to ASD perhaps, take Ativan until knocked down. If
nothing works, perhaps Haldol. Far too amped.
Must function tomorrow.
Always seems that the "facade" only has to be maintained for a...little
longer...but longer is always extended indefinitely.
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