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Sociology > Depression |
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"DaKitty" |
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09 Oct 2004 05:36:53 PM |
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Sometimes I wish |
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating life'
????
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 02:57:54 AM |
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On Sat, 9 Oct 2004 15:36:53 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating life'
????
BTDT, still doing it.
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
Yeah, it snowballs.
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And yet, somehow, I'm considered far right wing...
http://www.digitalronin.f2s.com/politicalcompass/questionnaire.pl?page=printable_graph&X=2.75&Y=0.46
This, otoh, is an extremist:
http://www.digitalronin.f2s.com/politicalcompass/questionnaire.pl?page=printable_graph&X=-8.62&Y=-7.64
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| User: "DaKitty" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 05:47:55 PM |
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"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:i6fkm0hj3lqrl2chler7gfaohogsp4cf1i@4ax.com...
On Sat, 9 Oct 2004 15:36:53 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating
life'
????
BTDT, still doing it.
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or
the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
Yeah, it snowballs.
yup!
Last few weeks made me think maybe I need to see a doc and get some sort of
an anti-anxiety or something pill for the bad days. I can't afford to spend
a week or two out of a month not functioning.
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 06:32:14 PM |
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On Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:47:55 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:i6fkm0hj3lqrl2chler7gfaohogsp4cf1i@4ax.com...
On Sat, 9 Oct 2004 15:36:53 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating
life'
????
BTDT, still doing it.
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or
the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
Yeah, it snowballs.
yup!
Last few weeks made me think maybe I need to see a doc and get some sort of
an anti-anxiety or something pill for the bad days. I can't afford to spend
a week or two out of a month not functioning.
boy, do I hear that. With all the pain I've been having lately, I
would sure be grateful for something that could help my moods.
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "DaKitty" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 06:38:20 PM |
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"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
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On Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:47:55 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:i6fkm0hj3lqrl2chler7gfaohogsp4cf1i@4ax.com...
On Sat, 9 Oct 2004 15:36:53 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating
life'
????
BTDT, still doing it.
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because
I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy
or
the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out
of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with
me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the
right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
Yeah, it snowballs.
yup!
Last few weeks made me think maybe I need to see a doc and get some sort
of
an anti-anxiety or something pill for the bad days. I can't afford to
spend
a week or two out of a month not functioning.
boy, do I hear that. With all the pain I've been having lately, I
would sure be grateful for something that could help my moods.
yeap!
Last night I couldn't sleep till 3AM or so...
Then I remembered that somewhere I had some xanax left from last year. Took
one, and within the hour I was comfortably relaxed, not worried and fell
asleep like a baby.
The only thing is, I can't do xanax during the day, it knocks me out.
I didn't mind taking it and getting relaxed cause I knew that all my stupid
anxieties weren't realistic, but I didn't know how to calm them down on my
own, even knowing they're not realistic,so it's not like I was escaping
reality... I was escaping some stupid imaginary problems that I knew
logically weren't problems at all. Talking myself out of it wasn't working.
This is where I start thinking, it's not just personality and cognitive
issue, it's chemical, needing chemical adjustment.
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 06:47:51 PM |
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On Mon, 11 Oct 2004 16:38:20 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
boy, do I hear that. With all the pain I've been having lately, I
would sure be grateful for something that could help my moods.
yeap!
Last night I couldn't sleep till 3AM or so...
Then I remembered that somewhere I had some xanax left from last year. Took
one, and within the hour I was comfortably relaxed, not worried and fell
asleep like a baby.
The only thing is, I can't do xanax during the day, it knocks me out.
I didn't mind taking it and getting relaxed cause I knew that all my stupid
anxieties weren't realistic, but I didn't know how to calm them down on my
own, even knowing they're not realistic,so it's not like I was escaping
reality... I was escaping some stupid imaginary problems that I knew
logically weren't problems at all. Talking myself out of it wasn't working.
This is where I start thinking, it's not just personality and cognitive
issue, it's chemical, needing chemical adjustment.
that makes sense.
--
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "DaKitty" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
11 Oct 2004 06:50:23 PM |
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"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:ps6mm05q7ton0kvf9t8edpc3rbrstgo38f@4ax.com...
On Mon, 11 Oct 2004 16:38:20 -0700, "DaKitty"
<Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote:
boy, do I hear that. With all the pain I've been having lately, I
would sure be grateful for something that could help my moods.
yeap!
Last night I couldn't sleep till 3AM or so...
Then I remembered that somewhere I had some xanax left from last year.
Took
one, and within the hour I was comfortably relaxed, not worried and fell
asleep like a baby.
The only thing is, I can't do xanax during the day, it knocks me out.
I didn't mind taking it and getting relaxed cause I knew that all my
stupid
anxieties weren't realistic, but I didn't know how to calm them down on
my
own, even knowing they're not realistic,so it's not like I was escaping
reality... I was escaping some stupid imaginary problems that I knew
logically weren't problems at all. Talking myself out of it wasn't
working.
This is where I start thinking, it's not just personality and cognitive
issue, it's chemical, needing chemical adjustment.
that makes sense.
I suppose. I feel like something somewhere needs to give.
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| User: "solidac" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
09 Oct 2004 08:21:58 PM |
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joining a club or some local special interest group can be good fun and gets
new faces into your life. You'd be doing something you enjoy and might make
new friends out of it
just an idea (and probably an over simplistic one as well)
"DaKitty" <Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote in message
news:9KZ9d.34716$a85.19464@fed1read04...
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating
life'
????
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or
the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
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| User: "DaKitty" |
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| Title: Re: Sometimes I wish |
09 Oct 2004 10:31:35 PM |
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Yea, I know... Provided I had the energy and the inkling to do that.
Knowing what to do is not the issue.
Getting the energy and will to do it is the problem. Getting over the
feeling that are making me hide away from doing it is the problem.
I'm tired of just biting the bullet and doing it. I've done that for years
and years and years, and I;m sitting here alone all over again.
I have no energy for this, no motivation.
"solidac" <waves@spam.bot> wrote in message
news:1097376382.492829@teuthos...
joining a club or some local special interest group can be good fun and
gets
new faces into your life. You'd be doing something you enjoy and might
make
new friends out of it
just an idea (and probably an over simplistic one as well)
"DaKitty" <Imgonna@dotcomsomething.net> wrote in message
news:9KZ9d.34716$a85.19464@fed1read04...
I was thinking less.
I seem to have a knack of thinking myself into a really bad mood.
Why the heck do I have to get up on weekends and start 'contemplating
life'
????
Seems like the weekends are especially bad for that, I suppose because I
think I should be doing other things than what I do with my weekends.
All my friends have dispersed somewhere, and I don't have the energy or
the
inclination to make new ones.
I need someone who is much better with people than I am to drag me out
of
the house. :(
It's torture doing it by-yourself, I feel like something is wrong with
me
for being by-myself' then I get sad and moody and, well, not in the
right
frame of mind to get out and make new friends.
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