"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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beats spoilering for it, doesn't it?

it's back. been gone for awhile. but i want to die
tonight. there's no reason for it, nothing happened today.
in fact, it was a good day. just a bad night, out of the
blue.

this is scary. first step to my med pooping out, i'm
afraid. when that happens, it's back to med roulette,
though i've taken just about everything out there.
cymbalta's new, and the consulting pdoc said to try it
with wellbutrin, so we will. i don't have a good feeling
about it, since i did so poorly on wellbutrin alone and
with celexa. but i guess i'll see.

in the meantime, i just need to get through tonight.

-lisa

you should'a tried that therapy you didn't try ,
i did and it was fantastic and now i'm cured

you should'a tried that therapy you didn't try ,
i did and it was fantastic and now i'm cured

"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns977AE617DC8C0mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...

beats spoilering for it, doesn't it?

it's back. been gone for awhile. but i want to die tonight.
there's no reason for it, nothing happened today. in fact, it
was a good day. just a bad night, out of the blue.

this is scary. first step to my med pooping out, i'm afraid.
when that happens, it's back to med roulette, though i've taken
just about everything out there. cymbalta's new, and the
consulting pdoc said to try it with wellbutrin, so we will. i
don't have a good feeling about it, since i did so poorly on
wellbutrin alone and with celexa. but i guess i'll see.

in the meantime, i just need to get through tonight.

-lisa

oh man that sucks Lisa, I guess I would call your therp in the morning and
let him know...

Hang in there hon

"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns977AE617DC8C0mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...

beats spoilering for it, doesn't it?

it's back. been gone for awhile. but i want to die
tonight. there's no reason for it, nothing happened today.
in fact, it was a good day. just a bad night, out of the
blue.

this is scary. first step to my med pooping out, i'm
afraid. when that happens, it's back to med roulette,
though i've taken just about everything out there.
cymbalta's new, and the consulting pdoc said to try it
with wellbutrin, so we will. i don't have a good feeling
about it, since i did so poorly on wellbutrin alone and
with celexa. but i guess i'll see.

in the meantime, i just need to get through tonight.

-lisa

oh man that sucks Lisa, I guess I would call your therp in
the morning and let him know...

Hang in there hon

I'll be looking in here off and on
for some hours. Hoping right now isn't
too bad, if not plain old better.

Wellbutrin at the starting dose did
absolutely nothing for me. *maybe* it's
a good idea to start at a higher dose
if your pdoc will.

I'll be looking in here off and on
for some hours. Hoping right now isn't
too bad, if not plain old better.

Wellbutrin at the starting dose did
absolutely nothing for me. *maybe* it's
a good idea to start at a higher dose
if your pdoc will.

I'm going to be up for quite a while yet, lisa.
Have to go feed the cats at some point (we're waiting till this weekend to
move them to where we are now), and that'll take up an hour or so. But
otherwise I should be here for the next five or six hours.
You can email me if you want.
Besides--now Kristina tells me that centipedes travel in pairs, so we have
the other one to worry about. Doesn't exactly make me want to hop into

<:o)

I'm going to be up for quite a while yet, lisa.
Have to go feed the cats at some point (we're waiting till
this weekend to move them to where we are now), and that'll
take up an hour or so. But otherwise I should be here for
the next five or six hours. You can email me if you want.
Besides--now Kristina tells me that centipedes travel in
pairs, so we have the other one to worry about. Doesn't
exactly make me want to hop into bed. <:o)

On 3 Mar 2006 03:37:12 GMT, "lisa in mass."
<mccats@rcn.com> wrote:

beats spoilering for it, doesn't it?

it's back. been gone for awhile. but i want to die tonight.
there's no reason for it, nothing happened today. in fact,
it was a good day. just a bad night, out of the blue.

this is scary. first step to my med pooping out, i'm
afraid. when that happens, it's back to med roulette,
though i've taken just about everything out there.
cymbalta's new, and the consulting pdoc said to try it with
wellbutrin, so we will. i don't have a good feeling about
it, since i did so poorly on wellbutrin alone and with
celexa. but i guess i'll see.

in the meantime, i just need to get through tonight.

I wasn't on line much last night, so I just saw this. I
wanted to let you know I'm out here and I care. I really
hope you're feeling better this morning.

p


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Sweetie,

If you don't mind me asking is there any chance part of
this is from unhappiness about live matters? I mean, are
there things you wish were different and which would take
away the misery?

I hate it for you when you feel this way. And for so long
now I have watched you fight to live, fight these
onslaughts and it must emotionally exhaust you. You are
such a dear good good woman - it seems not only should you
succeed in fighting off wish to die, but also that you
should find actual damn joy!

My email is always open to you if it would help tp talk.

Rosena