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"electroscopillan" |
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20 Apr 2005 09:27:20 PM |
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supposed to be studying.. |
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend.. ..and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
...and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual. Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life.. ..generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
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| User: "Fiber Optic" |
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21 Apr 2005 12:30:01 AM |
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At least the course will be over soon, one way or another. Better to
stick it out and get it done as best you can.
-Chris
electroscopillan wrote:
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend.. ..and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
..and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual. Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life.. ..generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
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| User: "ponette" |
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| Title: Re: supposed to be studying.. |
20 Apr 2005 09:39:29 PM |
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On Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:27:20 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend.. ..and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
..and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual. Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life.. ..generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
If you were near, I'd volunteer to babysit for a few hours. How old is
your son?
p
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| User: "electroscopillan" |
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20 Apr 2005 09:53:52 PM |
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"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
If you were near, I'd volunteer to babysit for a few hours. How old is
your son?
he's 20 months. thanks for the offer.. ..if you live anywhere near wombn..
(who can grow passion fruit in her climate zone) then you are much too far
away. =)
I'm in Saskatoon.
ps: (do you wanna write my calculus final for me too?)
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| User: "wombn" |
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21 Apr 2005 02:11:59 AM |
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On Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:53:52 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
If you were near, I'd volunteer to babysit for a few hours. How old is
your son?
he's 20 months. thanks for the offer.. ..if you live anywhere near wombn..
(who can grow passion fruit in her climate zone) then you are much too far
away. =)
I don't KNOW if I can! I've just been told that it's possible.
I'm in Saskatoon.
loonng ways
ps: (do you wanna write my calculus final for me too?)
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| User: "ponette" |
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21 Apr 2005 09:11:12 AM |
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On Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:11:59 -0700, wombn
<wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote:
I don't KNOW if I can! I've just been told that it's possible.
Well then you "can" ... but may you?
Sorry, I grew up on that line... ;) and then inflicted it on my kid.
p
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| User: "Catybu" |
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21 Apr 2005 02:25:53 PM |
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"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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On Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:11:59 -0700, wombn
<wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote:
I don't KNOW if I can! I've just been told that it's possible.
Well then you "can" ... but may you?
Sorry, I grew up on that line... ;) and then inflicted it on my kid.
p
I grew up in the south and said a lot of things like "where'd you get that
at?".....my step-father who would always say, "after the preposition"
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"What a terrible thing to have lost one's mind.
Or not to have a mind at all. How true that is."
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21 Apr 2005 02:12:13 PM |
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On Thu, 21 Apr 2005 07:11:12 -0700, ponette <ponette0000@yahoo.com>
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On Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:11:59 -0700, wombn
<wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote:
I don't KNOW if I can! I've just been told that it's possible.
Well then you "can" ... but may you?
Sorry, I grew up on that line... ;) and then inflicted it on my kid.
p
:-)
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If laughter is the best medicine,
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| User: "ponette" |
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20 Apr 2005 10:14:22 PM |
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On Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:53:52 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
he's 20 months. thanks for the offer.. ..if you live anywhere near wombn..
(who can grow passion fruit in her climate zone) then you are much too far
away. =)
I'm in Saskatoon.
I'm in the Pacific Northwest. So, that's a bit of a commute. I still
remember, though, trying to do some part time work on a tight dead
line while watching my then-baby, who had decided to pick that very
moment to have an extended bellowing session. Putting them in a
playpen beside you just doesn't work when they just won't ...
well...play. You have my total sympathy.
ps: (do you wanna write my calculus final for me too?)
I would, but I suck at math. ;)
p
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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21 Apr 2005 05:52:38 AM |
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electroscopillan <tminish01@nospamsasktel.net> wrote:
"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
I'm in Saskatoon.
Let's me out too.
ps: (do you wanna write my calculus final for me too?)
Trying to think of how I coped with finals. Don't think I ever
had any math take home finals.
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but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "electroscopillan" |
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21 Apr 2005 10:16:31 AM |
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"Contrarian" <adrba65@gmail.com> wrote in message
ps: (do you wanna write my calculus final for me too?)
Trying to think of how I coped with finals. Don't think I ever
had any math take home finals.
oh, it's not a take-home.. ..that would be awesome if it was. It's a timed,
written exam in a huge gym complex with about 500 other students on Monday
morning.. ..I just need to find study time from my son between now and then.
And time that isn't wasted on procrastination / self-hatred/disgust.
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| User: "wombn" |
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21 Apr 2005 02:11:14 AM |
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On Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:27:20 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend.. ..and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
Can you take an incomplete if you need to?
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
heh. I know that phenomenon very well. I used to be in danger of
becoming a professional student. Until I finally gave up. Not that
you should!! I just say it to let you know that I've BTDT.
..and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
When you're depressed sometimes thinking work is impossible. So then
non-thinking work, like laundry looks easy.
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual. Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life.. ..generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
Are you bipolar?
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "electroscopillan" |
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21 Apr 2005 02:39:25 AM |
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"wombn" <wombnhearmeroar@comcast.net> wrote in message
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On Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:27:20 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated
textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend..
...and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical
symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
Can you take an incomplete if you need to?
I don't think so.. .and besides, I've gotten a deferral for 2 other
classes.. ..I figured I gotta stick something out, and get it over with
*now*.
When you're depressed sometimes thinking work is impossible. So then
non-thinking work, like laundry looks easy.
yup.. ..it's done.. ..and I cleaned up in my room, and also converted
EraserHead from a DivX avi, into an mpg.. ..as well as actually
scratching below the surface on some calculus death-pain. I've gotten my
head around McLauren series' functions finally (I know that likely means
nothing to most reading this). =)
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem
to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual.
Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life..
...generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too
long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
Are you bipolar?
not in the strong sense. I've been given the title: treatment-resistant
chronic depression by several dr's. Tho I know I experience mania in a mild
sense. Seems more like a "potential-for-mania" window period (where I don't
necessarily exhibit strong highs, but simply feel, what I would deem
"normal", or ideal).. ..and then a slow churning under, into
potential-for-suicide window period (where I don't necessarily dwell on
suicide, per se, but contend with mainly the physical symptoms of
depression - lethargy, insomnia, nervousness, as well as (fluctuating)
emotional feelings of worthlessness or lack of purpose.
It's hard to dwell on the feeling that you want to die/hurt-yourself, when
your son is sleeping curled up under your arm. As overwhelming a
responsibility as he is...
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21 Apr 2005 06:43:49 AM |
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"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote in message
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yup.. ..it's done.. ..and I cleaned up in my room, and also converted
EraserHead from a DivX avi, into an mpg.. ..as well as actually
scratching below the surface on some calculus death-pain. I've gotten my
head around McLauren series' functions finally (I know that likely means
nothing to most reading this). =)
in second year, we did linear algebra, line integrals, surface integrals,
and eigenvalues, followed by a course on diff eqs. it's good to learn the
material since it will pop up in electromagnetics, thermodynamics, etc.
i took the simplified courses for non-specialists. if you are taking
something similar, i'd recommend the Schaum's outlines and a good textbook
(several calc books are online in PDF form).
m.
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21 Apr 2005 10:37:03 AM |
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"gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
in second year, we did linear algebra, line integrals, surface integrals,
and eigenvalues, followed by a course on diff eqs. it's good to learn the
material since it will pop up in electromagnetics, thermodynamics, etc.
i took the simplified courses for non-specialists. if you are taking
something similar, i'd recommend the Schaum's outlines and a good textbook
(several calc books are online in PDF form).
m.
did the class covering integrals involving volumes and surfaces of rotated
functions about an axis - as well as work rate-of-change functions.
Strategies for integrating trig. functions, (oh god). I took a seperate
linear algebra class, involving matrices, last year, which was a slice of
pie after doing integrals. And now.. ..I dunno how to sum up this class.
It's all about infinite series & sequences of integrals, getting well
acquainted with infinite limits and using sigma notation, (the latter of
which I despise). Lots of nearly incomprehensible abstract theory that
boils down to simply diving in to practicing the problems using the methods
and examples over and over and over and over, until a revelation of
understanding is reached. In this class, we learned (and use) the exact
algorithm a calculator uses to find cos, sin, and e^x, among other things.
weee fun.. ..yay!!!
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24 Apr 2005 04:17:57 PM |
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"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote in message
news:116fi3cangeh98c@corp.supernews.com...
did the class covering integrals involving volumes and surfaces of rotated
functions about an axis - as well as work rate-of-change functions.
Strategies for integrating trig. functions, (oh god). I took a seperate
linear algebra class, involving matrices, last year, which was a slice of
pie after doing integrals. And now.. ..I dunno how to sum up this class.
It's all about infinite series & sequences of integrals, getting well
acquainted with infinite limits and using sigma notation, (the latter of
which I despise).
it's interesting how different majors and schools have a different
approaches to teaching the basic maths. our standard path was (over 2
years):
Calc I: differentiation
Calc II: integration
Calc III: linear algebra, sequences, series, vectors
Calc IV: vector calculus, div, grad, curl
Calc V: eigenvalues
Diff Eqs: ordinary differential equations
the general recommendation was 2 hours of homework for every 1 hour of
lecture. so that's about 900 hours of doing calculus! no wonder i got a
bit tired of it.
i've found i like discrete mathematics, so i am going to take that at the
local community college.
m.
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| User: "ponette" |
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21 Apr 2005 08:26:05 PM |
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On Thu, 21 Apr 2005 09:37:03 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
did the class covering integrals involving volumes and surfaces of rotated
functions about an axis - as well as work rate-of-change functions.
Strategies for integrating trig. functions, (oh god). I took a seperate
linear algebra class, involving matrices, last year, which was a slice of
pie after doing integrals. And now.. ..I dunno how to sum up this class.
It's all about infinite series & sequences of integrals, getting well
acquainted with infinite limits and using sigma notation, (the latter of
which I despise). Lots of nearly incomprehensible abstract theory that
boils down to simply diving in to practicing the problems using the methods
and examples over and over and over and over, until a revelation of
understanding is reached. In this class, we learned (and use) the exact
algorithm a calculator uses to find cos, sin, and e^x, among other things.
Um.
What?
p
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| User: "electroscopillan" |
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22 Apr 2005 03:09:08 AM |
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"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
What?
p
heh, that's why I wrote:
"Lots of nearly incomprehensible abstract theory that boils down to simply
diving in to practicing the problems using the methods and examples over and
over and over and over..."
doing calculus is like playing a musical instrument, it only comes with
practice & repetition. (excepting for idiot savants.. ..of course)
oh god, it is painful tho. My left temple seriously has a blood vessel
bulging out of it...
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| User: "wombn" |
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22 Apr 2005 03:54:56 AM |
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On Fri, 22 Apr 2005 02:09:08 -0600, "electroscopillan"
<tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
What?
p
heh, that's why I wrote:
"Lots of nearly incomprehensible abstract theory that boils down to simply
diving in to practicing the problems using the methods and examples over and
over and over and over..."
That's what I had to do. I bought a lap-sized white board to practice
the problems on without going through so much paper. Although the ink
sorta made me feel high.
doing calculus is like playing a musical instrument, it only comes with
practice & repetition. (excepting for idiot savants.. ..of course)
oh god, it is painful tho. My left temple seriously has a blood vessel
bulging out of it...
In Calculus I, I cried every day until about 1/2 way through when I
finally found someone who could translate it into my "language". By
Calc II and III it was getting easier. No tears, IIRC.
Accounting, IMO, is harder, cuz it can take me 2 hours or **more** (or
your husband) to find the stupid clerical error.... grrrr.
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20 Apr 2005 10:08:39 PM |
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electroscopillan wrote...
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in
concentrated textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter
lined up this weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for
studying over the weekend.. ..and I'm feeling really
frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms of
what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere
else. someone else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad.
It seems that all those things I put off doing, (laundry,
dishes, tidying up), appear as really attractive options
right now, (compared to studying math pain).. ..and I'd let
them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I
should be focussing on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting
here whining about it to strangers online whilst I eye the
laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me
lately, and it's driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake
of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to be helping much.. ..just
making me a little sleepier than usual. Depression seems
to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life..
..generally coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This
dip has been lasting too long though.. ..and I'm worried.
I want to escape.
loads of stress. i can't imagine what you're going through. i
wish i could help out, but all i can offer is an ear.
-lisa
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21 Apr 2005 04:46:15 PM |
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still procrastinating and pretending to study (to fool myself).. ..god, I
hate this *****.
oh, some good news tho! I got a sitter lined up for this weekend.. ..so
I'll have 2 full days to procrastinate and hate myself for it!!! yay!
"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote in message
news:116e3plnpfkih4a@corp.supernews.com...
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated
textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend.. ..and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else. someone
else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
..and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be
focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual.
Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life..
...generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too
long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
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26 Apr 2005 10:18:39 PM |
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just to follow up.. (at first, I didn't want to talk about it) but just
between you guys and me.. ..I totally ***** the bed on my exam. like
hardcore.
But I came to the realization that I don't really care.. ..or more
accurately: I can't really afford to let myself feel bad for it. I had only
about a week to catch up on 2 months worth of notes - something that just
doesn't work with calculus. Having gone through the wringer with court and
being thrown into single-dad mode so suddenly, amidst juggling 10,000
administrative things and slashing through lines of beurocratic red-tape to
get my son recognized as my dependant by all concerned agencies as quickly
as possible. Working night shifts to cover this months rent, and sleeping
while ds was in daycare. I honestly didn't have much of a chance.
so ***** it.
Besides, I got an 87% in sculpture.
"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote in message
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still procrastinating and pretending to study (to fool myself).. ..god, I
hate this *****.
oh, some good news tho! I got a sitter lined up for this weekend.. ..so
I'll have 2 full days to procrastinate and hate myself for it!!! yay!
"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote in message
news:116e3plnpfkih4a@corp.supernews.com...
..for 2nd year calculus (ie: pure mental anguish in concentrated
textbook
format). I'm beyond stressed out, as I don't have a sitter lined up
this
weekend for my son.. ..so, so much for studying over the weekend..
...and
I'm feeling really frikkin lethargic and like, all those physical
symptoms
of what i know is depression. I just want to be somewhere else.
someone
else.
and I can't stop from procrastinating.. ..like, really bad. It seems
that
all those things I put off doing, (laundry, dishes, tidying up), appear
as
really attractive options right now, (compared to studying math pain)..
..and I'd let them pile up too much.. ..so I'm not getting any work
done.
Which is bad because my son is now finally asleep, and I should be
focussing
on studying.. ..but instead I'm sitting here whining about it to
strangers
online whilst I eye the laundry...
I've been feeling this ~something~ rearing up inside me lately, and it's
driving me nuts.. ..I've doubled my intake of 5htp, and it doesn't seem
to
be helping much.. ..just making me a little sleepier than usual.
Depression
seems to come in waves/cycles for me at this point in my life..
..generally
coinciding with about a 6-7 week period. This dip has been lasting too
long
though.. ..and I'm worried. I want to escape.
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| User: "ponette" |
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| Title: Re: supposed to be studying.. |
21 Apr 2005 04:51:28 PM |
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"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
oh, some good news tho! I got a sitter lined up for this weekend...
what a relief! it's been hell trying to locate a roundtrip ticket from here
to saskatoon for the weekend ;)
p
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| User: "electroscopillan" |
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| Title: Re: supposed to be studying.. |
21 Apr 2005 05:25:28 PM |
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"ponette" <ponette0000@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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"electroscopillan" <tminish01@NOSPAMsasktel.net> wrote:
oh, some good news tho! I got a sitter lined up for this weekend...
what a relief! it's been hell trying to locate a roundtrip ticket from
here
to saskatoon for the weekend ;)
lol =)
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