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Sociology > Depression |
| User: |
"kit4kat" |
| Date: |
23 Jun 2003 09:08:28 PM |
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Thank you - (Ray Ray) |
*****, I hate doing a blanket thank you post, but I know I just don't
have the energy to respond to everyone, and I'll feel bad if I don't
answer everyone. It's why I'm mostly a lurker now. <weak smile>
So anyway, thank you for your thoughts and support. It means a lot to
me. Since I rarely post, I wasn't expecting so many responses! It was
comforting to read the replies the support from the group.
It's always a difficult day for me. I took daisies to the cemetery
because they are bright and cheerful, just like he was. He was so
beautiful and full of joy.
I think of him every day. Although I'm not in a constant state of
sorrow, little stabs of pain ***** me all the time. I don't cry
everyday anymore. That took a long time. It's also easier to remember
good times with a smile instead of tears. Healing happens, but scars
remain.
I don't know if I'll ever do more than just function (barely), but I
do seem to keep on going somehow. It's not a life I look forward to
living for the long haul. Unfortunately, I don't know how to get past
this. I do try though.
There are many, many thoughts in my head, but they never quite make it
to the keyboard. I'm off for the summer, so I hope to lurk less and
post more.
--
kit4kat
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