I can't *stand* it!! Waking up with that agonizing pain I've talked
about before...I wake up several times in the middle of the night with
it as well as first thing in the morning. I hadn't relized it until
last night but it's so intense I get set off into a panic. It hurts
more than I feel that I can bear and I feel completely unable to cope
with the grief and pain. Sometimes it spills over into my dreams as
well which just makes things even worse. My heart just doesn't have
the capacity to hurt this much and live! Yet, here I am, alive. I
wish I never had to sleep, ever. This sucks!
~Rose
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: That morning rush |
24 Jun 2007 03:43:30 PM |
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<smudgedrose@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1182698205.508830.25280@a26g2000pre.googlegroups.com...
I can't *stand* it!! Waking up with that agonizing pain I've talked
about before...I wake up several times in the middle of the night with
it as well as first thing in the morning. I hadn't relized it until
last night but it's so intense I get set off into a panic. It hurts
more than I feel that I can bear and I feel completely unable to cope
with the grief and pain. Sometimes it spills over into my dreams as
well which just makes things even worse. My heart just doesn't have
the capacity to hurt this much and live! Yet, here I am, alive. I
wish I never had to sleep, ever. This sucks!
those kinds of mornings are torture, indeed.
keep holding on ms. rose...you just gotta!!
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| User: "David" |
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| Title: Re: That morning rush |
24 Jun 2007 10:19:53 AM |
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I am hanging around, I have been having trouble too. I have been having some
difficulty coping with present regimen, but for now it isn't too bad. Maybe
doing something to improve your environment may help with mood.
<smudgedrose@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1182698205.508830.25280@a26g2000pre.googlegroups.com...
I can't *stand* it!! Waking up with that agonizing pain I've talked
about before...I wake up several times in the middle of the night with
it as well as first thing in the morning. I hadn't relized it until
last night but it's so intense I get set off into a panic. It hurts
more than I feel that I can bear and I feel completely unable to cope
with the grief and pain. Sometimes it spills over into my dreams as
well which just makes things even worse. My heart just doesn't have
the capacity to hurt this much and live! Yet, here I am, alive. I
wish I never had to sleep, ever. This sucks!
~Rose
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| User: "BoredToTears" |
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| Title: Re: That morning rush |
24 Jun 2007 11:40:04 AM |
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On 24 Jun, 16:16, wrote:
I can't *stand* it!! Waking up with that agonizing pain I've talked
about before...I wake up several times in the middle of the night with
it as well as first thing in the morning. I hadn't relized it until
last night but it's so intense I get set off into a panic. It hurts
more than I feel that I can bear and I feel completely unable to cope
with the grief and pain. Sometimes it spills over into my dreams as
well which just makes things even worse. My heart just doesn't have
the capacity to hurt this much and live!
I'm sorry you have to experience that. Don't know what else to say...
Yet, here I am, alive.
And that's the important part, you keep on keeping on (clich=E9d, I know
but clich=E9s are clich=E9s for a reason!).
I wish I never had to sleep, ever. This sucks!
~Rose
I wish you could get some sleep without having the subsequent crash on
waking. How long has this been happening, if you don't mind saying?
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| User: "Bacon" |
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| Title: Re: That morning rush |
25 Jun 2007 09:44:37 PM |
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On Sun, 24 Jun 2007 15:16:45 -0000, wrote:
I can't *stand* it!! Waking up with that agonizing pain I've talked
about before...I wake up several times in the middle of the night with
it as well as first thing in the morning. I hadn't relized it until
last night but it's so intense I get set off into a panic. It hurts
more than I feel that I can bear and I feel completely unable to cope
with the grief and pain. Sometimes it spills over into my dreams as
well which just makes things even worse. My heart just doesn't have
the capacity to hurt this much and live! Yet, here I am, alive. I
wish I never had to sleep, ever. This sucks!
~Rose
sleep is such an enemy when your state of mind is troubled, and such
bliss when it's not...at least for me, what a pisser
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