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Sociology > Depression |
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"Used2be" |
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22 May 2005 03:22:40 PM |
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the day just keeps gettin better... |
i just wish this day would END!!!
as soon as i got in bed and fell asleep this afternoon (after running my
middle schooler back up to the church for an 8th grade function and running
my high schooler over to her job at the mall), the phone rings and my hubby
informs me that he is bringing the new preacher home for lunch. (they'd
been out together visiting someone in the hospital after church this morning
and hadn't had lunch yet). i had less than 30 minutes to run through the
house picking it up and throwing something together for lunch. and of
course i look like a zombie because i cried so much this morning after
church, and i felt like a zombie because i'm just so tired and depressed
today, and it was all i could do to sit at the kitchen table and make polite
"chit chat" for an hour. all i wanted to do was crawl back in bed!! now
there isn't enough time for that because i have to be back up at the church
in a little over an hour for a VBS (vacation bible school) meeting. <sigh>
i'm just worn out, ya know? the last 10 days have been insanely hectic
because of all the stuff i had to finish up for preschool, and then there
was graduation and dinners to go to this past week, and then that 16 hour
softball tournament yesterday (including a 30 minute drive back home to get
oldest daughter and take her a 20 minute drive to her job, and then 40
minutes back to the ballfield...oh and just in time to find out i missed my
middle daughter's big home run hit by 5 minutes!!). it's just been so
hectic and i'm totally exhausted. physically and emotionally. and i just
want a day to relax. and it just isn't happening. :(
it didn't help that someone made a mean spirited comment to me today either.
someone that i thought was a friend. that was what triggered the tears and
i just can't seem to get myself together now. i know it's because i'm so
tired. normally that kind of stuff would roll off of me, but today it just
sent me into a tailspin. i guess it was the last straw and i just needed a
really good cry anyway. i try so hard to smother my depression as much as
possible because that's the only way i know how to live with it, and it's
catching up with me in a big way. i just need a break. :/
oh well, i'm done whining for now. i don't do it often, so maybe it's out
of my system for awhile.
thanks for listening.
~u2b
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: the day just keeps gettin better... |
22 May 2005 06:33:29 PM |
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On Sun, 22 May 2005 20:22:40 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
wrote:
oh well, i'm done whining for now. i don't do it often, so maybe it's out
of my system for awhile.
I hope it helped!
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: the day just keeps gettin better... |
22 May 2005 06:37:06 PM |
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Used2be wrote...
oh well, i'm done whining for now. i don't do it often, so
maybe it's out of my system for awhile.
thanks for listening.
no, you don't do it often. maybe it would help to do it more.
you are one busy lady! no wonder you're worn out. i couldn't
possibly keep up with that pace. i guess maybe you can't either?
-lisa
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