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"Used2be" |
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09 Dec 2005 03:41:56 PM |
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the greyness... |
flows through me...all around me...encompassing all of me.
melancholy music floats around and through my head and lifts my body
seemingly into the air. i find myself drifting around the room and unable
to get back to my body.
the dreariness *is* me, and i *am* the dreariness.
the weight is far heavier than i could have imagined...
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: the greyness... |
09 Dec 2005 09:30:10 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:ESmmf.42226$Ox.38606@tornado.texas.rr.com...
flows through me...all around me...encompassing all of me.
melancholy music floats around and through my head and lifts my body
seemingly into the air. i find myself drifting around the room and unable
to get back to my body.
the dreariness *is* me, and i *am* the dreariness.
the weight is far heavier than i could have imagined...
It's hard to watch you go through this, when not so long ago I gave up and
decided to fall a sleep and never wake up. It didn't work, I just slept
like 36 hours instead. When I had the energy after all the drugs wore off
and got up, I sat there for a week just wondering what my purpose was.
You'll find it U2B, have faith.
Jane
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| User: "Sharon Bruno" |
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| Title: Re: the greyness... |
10 Dec 2005 05:37:56 PM |
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I just have have to ask your the first one I read that remaked about
the energy level. Do the meds realy make your energy level go down?
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: the greyness... |
12 Dec 2005 04:22:28 AM |
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Sharon Bruno <sharbruhome@webtv.net> wrote:
I just have have to ask your the first one I read that remaked about
the energy level. Do the meds realy make your energy level go down?
no. not always, and my guess is not
usually. I've seen a number of posts
from ppl saying things such as "I have my life
back." hasn't happened with me (yet).
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but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "Hexe" |
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| Title: Re: the greyness... |
09 Dec 2005 09:47:46 PM |
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On Fri, 09 Dec 2005 21:41:56 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote:
flows through me...all around me...encompassing all of me.
melancholy music floats around and through my head and lifts my body
seemingly into the air. i find myself drifting around the room and unable
to get back to my body.
Could be the music. I have to be careful what I listen to. I recommend
Neil Diamond's "Hot August Night" or "Jonathan Livingstone Seagull".
and the Waterboys "The Waterboys".
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:Hexe
: Thought for the journey:
You'll find that the only thing you can do easily is be wrong, and that's hardly worth the effort. (Norton Juster)
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: the greyness... |
09 Dec 2005 07:36:18 PM |
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You are very eloquently describing the feeling, it breaks my heart.
When I was there, you were a great support to me, tossing life rafts
every so often. I am tossing them out for you so you won't lose your
way.
Bobbie, waiting for you at the edge of the sunlit lands...
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