Saw the pdoc to day he was a fuckin packie and he didn't do any thing but
make me feel worse than when i left all he did is say my life is going good
i have lots to look forward to and upped my dose to 300mg. He said anti
depressants rarely dont work. So what he saying im lying. I dont mind being
called a liar when i am lieing or about to lie. So what now im outa options
this is as good as it gets im better off dead.
This time i'm doing it right i swallowed every pill I could find, Effexor,
advil, tylenol now i will get drunk and go to sleep
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08 Jan 2004 05:50:09 PM |
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Brad <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> spake thusly:
Saw the pdoc to day he was a fuckin packie and he didn't do any thing but
make me feel worse than when i left all he did is say my life is going
good i have lots to look forward to and upped my dose to 300mg. He said
anti depressants rarely dont work. So what he saying im lying. I dont
mind being called a liar when i am lieing or about to lie. So what now im
outa options this is as good as it gets im better off dead.
This time i'm doing it right i swallowed every pill I could find, Effexor,
advil, tylenol now i will get drunk and go to sleep
Man, you really need to get yourself to the emergency room, especially if
youi really took all the pills you just said you did? How much tylenol did
you take? An OD on acetaminophen is a long and painful death that you can
do nothing to stop once all of the pills are dissolved. QUIT MESSING AROUND
AND GET TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM NOW. Why don't you go inpatient for a few
days so you can get a start on getting things sorted out?
I really hope that you are ok.
--
For I determined not to know any thing among
you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.
1 Corinthians 2:2
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| User: "ElleninFL" |
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08 Jan 2004 10:45:36 PM |
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Brad:
First, never mix alcohol with anti-depressants. It is not a healthy mixture.
Alcohol is a depressant, so you are counteracting the affect of your meds.
If the doctor as (let's speak frankly) an *****....go to a different one!
There are plenty of them out there. I realize it is frustrating finding the
right one, but it will be worth the effort once you find the once for you!
Keep your chin up and toss the alcohol. Trust me.....it only makes it worse!
I know this from experience.
Ellen inFL
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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08 Jan 2004 10:47:45 PM |
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thank you doctor Ellenin FU
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:QlqLb.149639$Dt6.3847362@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
First, never mix alcohol with anti-depressants. It is not a healthy
mixture.
Alcohol is a depressant, so you are counteracting the affect of your meds.
If the doctor as (let's speak frankly) an *****....go to a different
one!
There are plenty of them out there. I realize it is frustrating finding
the
right one, but it will be worth the effort once you find the once for you!
Keep your chin up and toss the alcohol. Trust me.....it only makes it
worse!
I know this from experience.
Ellen inFL
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| User: "Clark" |
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10 Jan 2004 02:18:03 AM |
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On Thu, 8 Jan 2004 21:47:45 -0700, "%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote:
thank you doctor Ellenin FU
*****... that is what i was going to post... except for the FU of
course..
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| User: "" |
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08 Jan 2004 07:27:45 PM |
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On Thu, 8 Jan 2004 17:13:05 -0500, "Brad"
<brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote:
<(((*> This time i'm doing it right i swallowed every pill I could find, Effexor,
<(((*> advil, tylenol now i will get drunk and go to sleep
Damn, Brad, don't give up on yourself. Please.
If this pdoc sucks, ask for a different one. But don't give up.
Tara J. Ballance
Montreal, Canada
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| User: "Beautiful" |
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08 Jan 2004 05:42:12 PM |
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On Thu, 8 Jan 2004 17:13:05 -0500, "Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca>
wrote:
Saw the pdoc to day he was a fuckin packie
{don't get what race has to do with it but whatever]
and he didn't do any thing but
make me feel worse than when i left all he did is say my life is going good
i have lots to look forward to and upped my dose to 300mg. He said anti
depressants rarely dont work. So what he saying im lying. I dont mind being
called a liar when i am lieing or about to lie. So what now im outa options
this is as good as it gets im better off dead.
i think you have more options. go to the hospital. yea, you've been
down this route before but you gotta keep complaining until you get
the right doctor. If he ain't listening to you he ain't the right
doctor. but you know all this.
it sucks that when you are at the lowest you have to be the loudest
representative for yourself.
This time i'm doing it right i swallowed every pill I could find, Effexor,
advil, tylenol now i will get drunk and go to sleep
well i hope you wake up.
bc
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| User: "Brad" |
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08 Jan 2004 11:07:02 PM |
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Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks everybody
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
08 Jan 2004 11:08:52 PM |
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"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
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| User: "Brad" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
08 Jan 2004 11:57:13 PM |
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Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC and Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
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| User: "ElleninFL" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 12:32:56 AM |
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Brad:
PLEASE....I implore you to ignore %. He is only making your situation worse.
Stick with trying to find the right doctor and keep talking in here, so (at
least) I know you are OK.
ElleninFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlfmm$8r38d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC and Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 12:37:39 AM |
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ya Brad , even if i have saved you before ,
and as far as we go back and all ,
listen to her , she lied in her first post
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:sWrLb.149966$Dt6.3854532@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
PLEASE....I implore you to ignore %. He is only making your situation
worse.
Stick with trying to find the right doctor and keep talking in here, so
(at
least) I know you are OK.
ElleninFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlfmm$8r38d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC and
Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and
made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a
positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they
dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not
live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
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| User: "ElleninFL" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 12:50:09 AM |
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I NEVER lied for a moment in here. To do so would be an uncharacteristic of
me. I resent that remank....as I do most of your postings. I wonder why I am
continuing to speak to you actually!!!! I think I will stop! (NOT YOU
BRAD.....I am referring to %.)
ElleninFL
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsj1srvm947fd@corp.supernews.com...
ya Brad , even if i have saved you before ,
and as far as we go back and all ,
listen to her , she lied in her first post
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:sWrLb.149966$Dt6.3854532@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
PLEASE....I implore you to ignore %. He is only making your situation
worse.
Stick with trying to find the right doctor and keep talking in here, so
(at
least) I know you are OK.
ElleninFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlfmm$8r38d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC
and
Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and
made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around
to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a
positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard
to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they
dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal
i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not
live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
.
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 01:01:28 AM |
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sure you did , you've said you came here for support ,
and haven't asked for it yet ,
yea , i understand , once exposed , most people like you ,
do stop talking to the exposer ,
try saying this , he makes me see my issues ,
and i hate that , or wait , there's another word for it in your circles ,
denial
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:BasLb.150025$Dt6.3855243@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
I NEVER lied for a moment in here. To do so would be an uncharacteristic
of
me. I resent that remank....as I do most of your postings. I wonder why I
am
continuing to speak to you actually!!!! I think I will stop! (NOT YOU
BRAD.....I am referring to %.)
ElleninFL
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsj1srvm947fd@corp.supernews.com...
ya Brad , even if i have saved you before ,
and as far as we go back and all ,
listen to her , she lied in her first post
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:sWrLb.149966$Dt6.3854532@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
PLEASE....I implore you to ignore %. He is only making your situation
worse.
Stick with trying to find the right doctor and keep talking in here,
so
(at
least) I know you are OK.
ElleninFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlfmm$8r38d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC
and
Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work
and
made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times
as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around
to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a
positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very
hard
to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that
they
dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still
suicidal
i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not
live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares.
Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
.
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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09 Jan 2004 12:19:07 AM |
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when they did it to me ,
i was in Ontario ,
york finch hospital ,
no no no ,
sorry , it don't wash here
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlfmm$8r38d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Believe what you want. This is what happened and besides your in BC and Im
in Ontario
"%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote in message
news:vvsdrcrfqt0237@corp.supernews.com...
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
the hospital would've notified the police ,
and you'd be held for observation for 72 hours ,
)))))))))))))))) ***** (((((((((((((((((((((
.
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| User: "ElleninFL" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
08 Jan 2004 11:24:54 PM |
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Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If you do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
.
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| User: "Clark" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
10 Jan 2004 02:19:57 AM |
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On Fri, 09 Jan 2004 05:24:54 GMT, "ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com>
wrote:
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
everyone ignore percent because ellen doesn't understand him...
that is logic at it's finest.
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| User: "Rhiannon" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
10 Jan 2004 05:40:42 PM |
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--
x-no-archive: yes
"Clark" <wm-clarkSPAMNOT@sbcglobal.net> wrote in message
news:rbdvvvkf3t8b87u88a3trh9s1nafttbmte@4ax.com...
On Fri, 09 Jan 2004 05:24:54 GMT, "ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com>
wrote:
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
everyone ignore percent because ellen doesn't understand him...
that is logic at it's finest.
Laugh! Now, this is funny!
--
Rhiannon
rhiannon_@rogers.com
(rhiannon underscore at rogers dot com)
The Labyrinth of the Divine Miss Rhiannon
a.k.a. The Wondrous One
'll tell you in another life. When we are both cats."
Sophia - Vanilla Sky
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| User: "Lynda" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
11 Jan 2004 01:44:48 AM |
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i know back in 1981 i swallowed a bunch of pills and my mom took me to
the hospital, they pumped my stomach, i had to talk to someone then they
let me go home, the cops weren't called. but i live in the united
states and like i said that was many years ago so don't know if times
have changed or not.
.
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| User: "Brad" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
11 Jan 2004 11:14:48 AM |
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Same here they didn't pump my stomache they just made me drink charcoal.
I had to wait around to see the crisis team. And i live in canada
"Lynda" <homdepo20@webtv.net> wrote in message
news:7317-4000FEF0-2@storefull-3134.bay.webtv.net...
i know back in 1981 i swallowed a bunch of pills and my mom took me to
the hospital, they pumped my stomach, i had to talk to someone then they
let me go home, the cops weren't called. but i live in the united
states and like i said that was many years ago so don't know if times
have changed or not.
.
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| User: "Brad" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 10:06:51 AM |
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Thanks I think your the only one that cares in here. I have to go for a
apointment after lunch they wouldnt let me leave without making one. And I
couldn't stay cause there were no beds. but know one seems to believe me
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:GWqLb.149762$Dt6.3849840@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If you do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
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09 Jan 2004 10:09:07 AM |
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Brad wrote:
Thanks I think your the only one that cares in here. I have to go for a
apointment after lunch they wouldnt let me leave without making one. And I
couldn't stay cause there were no beds. but know one seems to believe me
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:GWqLb.149762$Dt6.3849840@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If you do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
I CARE BRAD! DONT LEAVE US!
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| User: "Brad" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 10:15:24 AM |
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Do you or are you just another troll.
You seem like a good person lately
"10¢ punk" <no@no.net> wrote in message news:3FFED274.7050108@no.net...
Brad wrote:
Thanks I think your the only one that cares in here. I have to go for a
apointment after lunch they wouldnt let me leave without making one. And
I
couldn't stay cause there were no beds. but know one seems to believe me
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:GWqLb.149762$Dt6.3849840@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a
while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If you
do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the
mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
I CARE BRAD! DONT LEAVE US!
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| User: "=?ISO-8859-1?Q?10=A2_punk?=" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 10:22:24 AM |
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Brad wrote:
Do you or are you just another troll.
You seem like a good person lately
"10¢ punk" <no@no.net> wrote in message news:3FFED274.7050108@no.net...
Brad wrote:
Thanks I think your the only one that cares in here. I have to go for a
apointment after lunch they wouldnt let me leave without making one. And
I
couldn't stay cause there were no beds. but know one seems to believe me
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:GWqLb.149762$Dt6.3849840@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a
while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If you
do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the
mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
I CARE BRAD! DONT LEAVE US!
some call me a troll, i like to troll for walleye. i got jumped on and
accused of trolling cause i jumped on the resident troll. sorry for the
confusion...i do care though, i hate feeling the way you do right now, i
was a bigger mess about september, effexor helped with taking me outta
the pit, enough to to post to a ng. its still up and down though, im
scheduling another apt, see about something for the manic/anxiety *****.
i hate talking to therps, pdocs, but its the only way to get the help i
need..ive tried being my own doc all my life, prescribing as neccessary,
just made the madness worse. im not much of an emailer, but feel free to
email me dude..like i said, im sick..so i may not be much help..remove
spamicide to reply. there tons of fun ***** on this world that you have
left to do...i think...
Greg
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| User: "Brad" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
09 Jan 2004 10:37:57 AM |
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Thanks
"10¢ punk" <no@no.net> wrote in message news:3FFED595.2030204@no.net...
Brad wrote:
Do you or are you just another troll.
You seem like a good person lately
"10¢ punk" <no@no.net> wrote in message news:3FFED274.7050108@no.net...
Brad wrote:
Thanks I think your the only one that cares in here. I have to go for a
apointment after lunch they wouldnt let me leave without making one.
And
I
couldn't stay cause there were no beds. but know one seems to believe
me
"ElleninFL" <justme@nospam.com> wrote in message
news:GWqLb.149762$Dt6.3849840@twister.tampabay.rr.com...
Brad:
Keep trying and do not give up hope! I am here for you. Ignore %. He
is
bitter and I do not understand him at all.
Concentrate on the good. Leave the alcohol alone and think positive
thoughts. You WILL eventually find a doctor who cares. It took me a
while,
but I succeeded. There are a lot of buutthole doctors out there. If
you
do
not like one....move one. The next, or the next may be better. In the
mean
time. Take care of YOU!
Ellen inFL
"Brad" <brad.kraan@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:btlcoj$8n8db$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de...
Well lets see my relitives found out about the pills. And they
wouldn't
leave me alone so i went to the hospital. They did blood work and
made
me
drink that aweful charcoal *****.I guess it works i took 5 times as
many
pills as last time and i feel fine. And they made me wait around to
talk
to
the crisis centre. she went on for 2 hours about how i need a
positive
attitude about myself and think better of myself. It is very hard to
do.
They would of kept me there for a couple of days except that they
dont
have
enough beds. So she made another appointment for a diffrent pdoc
tomorrow
hes susposed to be better than the other one. If im still suicidal i
can
stay then. She also mentioned that 5 week program again. Its not live
in.
its from 9:00 till 4:00 for 5 weeks and basicly works on my self
esteem
and
help me to feel better about myself. I still dont know about it.
At least i know there are a few people out there who cares. Thanks
everybody
I CARE BRAD! DONT LEAVE US!
some call me a troll, i like to troll for walleye. i got jumped on and
accused of trolling cause i jumped on the resident troll. sorry for the
confusion...i do care though, i hate feeling the way you do right now, i
was a bigger mess about september, effexor helped with taking me outta
the pit, enough to to post to a ng. its still up and down though, im
scheduling another apt, see about something for the manic/anxiety *****.
i hate talking to therps, pdocs, but its the only way to get the help i
need..ive tried being my own doc all my life, prescribing as neccessary,
just made the madness worse. im not much of an emailer, but feel free to
email me dude..like i said, im sick..so i may not be much help..remove
spamicide to reply. there tons of fun ***** on this world that you have
left to do...i think...
Greg
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| User: "Nathan Stehle" |
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| Title: Re: This sucks |
08 Jan 2004 08:10:03 PM |
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in article btkkgf$75r1d$1@ID-218065.news.uni-berlin.de, Brad at
brad.kraan@sympatico.ca wrote on 1/8/04 4:13 PM:
Saw the pdoc to day he was a fuckin packie and he didn't do any thing but
make me feel worse than when i left all he did is say my life is going good
i have lots to look forward to and upped my dose to 300mg. He said anti
depressants rarely dont work. So what he saying im lying. I dont mind being
called a liar when i am lieing or about to lie. So what now im outa options
this is as good as it gets im better off dead.
This time i'm doing it right i swallowed every pill I could find, Effexor,
advil, tylenol now i will get drunk and go to sleep
Find a new pdoc ASAP if you can.
The best advice I have heard, seen, read, etc. on finding a pdoc is to find
an SOB with a heart.
--
"Nothing contributes so much to tranquility of the mind as a steady purpose
- a point to which the soul may fix its intellectual eye."
Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley
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