I have such bad sleep disorders, my sleep doc ..yes I go to one just for
sleep thinks I should try to take a sonata every night for a month. So I
took the sonata. Prob being on the computer revving up my mind is not the
best choice. I should be back in bed with the cat. She has the right Idea.

I had the sleep test .. where I was hooked up to wires .. and watched

I slept. Seems that I don't stay in any of the sleep cycles very long I'm

"Rapid cycle sleeper" Not to be confused with Manic Depression Rapid

I've been this way my entire life. I can remember age 5 walking around the
house while everybody else was lucky enough to sleep. I'd go down to the
living room

and gaze at my parents books. My dad was a teacher, Mom getting her

in Library science I loved the hush. They had built in bookcases in the

house.

So many books there were stacked two/three deep.

Now I look at my own home. I only have a two bedroom condo. My book cases
are filled to the brim. I'm trying to think of how I can fit in more with
out having the place look like a Marlo or a Borders exploded. It is

just to know I have my books here.

Yea, I'm a loner at heart .. And by trade. I do have a few close friends.

stand back sometimes and am amazed at them. How wonderful they are, but

no matter how much I love my good friends, I find the stillness of my

sometimes makes me feel better then being out with them.

I hope I don't sound like I am taking them for granted God no. The good
souls you meet in your path of life are part of God's Gift. If you let

This was not meant to preach on God. People find their own path to God. If
that path is not right for them. Well It is not up to me to call them.

Is there an afterlife where God will punish those who don't love Him? I

t know Heck I don't even know if there is one for those who love Him. All
know it helps me in the here and now

and I miss being 5