David,

I'm afraid you have alienated most everyone on ASD and you have been
killfiled over and over again, I also believe that most see your name and
automatically killfile you without reading what you wrote. Do you care?
Does it matter to you? You can not use your illnesses, lack of
medication, lack of structure as an excuse to be offensive/abusive
anymore. I can not sympathize with your behavior anymore. You have to
take action and help yourself by allowing your family to make medical
decisions for you.

I truly believe you will not get better without "long term" inpatient
care, weather it be hospitalization or a group home setting. You do not
see the seriousness of your behavior or you refuse to see it, or how your
behavior affects your family or those around you. Skipping medication for
days on end, consuming the amount of caffeine that you consume can cause
the lack of sleep you are getting which is turn causes your horrible
display of behavior on the group. I am still your friend, and I'm not
sure why I haven't completely killfiled you, I don't answer your emails
because it's like talking to air, you don't absorb any of it, but just
ignore it, like you do your family and everyone on here who wanted to help
you. You have over and over again abused those of us who cared. Do you
care? Do you want to get well? My suggestion, call your doctor now tell
them you are completely out of control and can not take care of yourself
and that you need help now, not in a week, not in a month, not after
something completely horrible happens, now while there is still hope!!!

Jane




"David" <davidd@spamex.com> wrote in message
news:FJmdnWX2adVQnYfanZ2dnUVZ_uCinZ2d@giganews.com...

Hi, I am doing well. I have just taken my medication for this morning. I
have a new disposable email that will forward to my hotmail address. You
are welcome to contact me unanxiously, if you'd like to have my web
domain. I have been doing ok. I feel better these days, but regret some
agitation I experienced the past couple of days. I am still doing web
work, I have completed the transition to a new domain, and updated the
form and guestbook, which you will likely be signed a lot. If you'd like
the url, just go to my domainsite email address. My goal today is to work
on some interesting content that will attract visitors, as well as launch
the forums (again). I also hope to find a redirect url service to go to
my domain, so it won't have higher power issues. Will write more soon,
David.