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Sociology > Depression |
| User: |
"David" |
| Date: |
26 Sep 2007 01:48:07 AM |
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Weblog: Keeping up with Thoughts |
Things are ok, I have been anxious, and posting to the group again. I took a
diazepam and lied down for a bit. It seems that the noise has died down for
awhile. The stress started up again after this afternoon's rest. The quality
of awakeness has decreased because I can't seem to keep the place clean. My
thoughts are very organized, but tend to race and can come on impulse. I get
angry at the slightest movement.
Other then that, there isn't much going on right now, after the big post. I
imagine I have addictions that keep me going, but there are other things
happening in my life right now too, that I am unaware of, in a dissociative
level, regarding protecting others from past events. I am sorry for stepping
on any toes, especially towards slunky after his getting home from the
hospital. I do have memories flooding in, and its nice when it doesn't
happen, sometimes I think I have an ailment that needs tended to to help me
to accept it more. I guess that gets to me in a way. I am hearing voices,
but I think it is a radio signal coming from somewhere nearby. I have been
given other theories as well, dealing with an unknown entity that has the
ability to communicate. My grandfather may have dealt with some of this
during his career. It is hard to keep secrecy because of lack of appropriate
training, but I feel a compulsion and need to keep me from thinking things.
I guess I'll close for now, will be in contact soon.
David
From www.psychsummary.com
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