justabeing wrote...

my son called me up yesterday and told me my appt. for
tues. at 9am has been moved up to monday at 9am

i guess thats good, i can get it out of the way

i only wish the other one was sooner too so i could get
that one outta the way, too

i'm to the point i'm just weary of doctors
(not to mention a bit leery)
i try not to feel anxious but sometimes thats a pretty tall
order........most of the time lately its more like try not
to panic when i see the 2nd doc i'm gonna have him give me
a bit of xanex to put back for a really bad one

when my anxiety gets to a certain point, there's really
nothing else i can do
and it beats taxing my entire body over *****
i'm trying to keep a positive perspective
(well at least hopeful)

one good thing
i have plenty small things to do today before i go, that
hopefully will distract me
well
at least, temporarily

yeah it will be like Christmas for me just getting those
damn doctor appts over

g<

justabeing

good luck with your appts, justa. let us know how they went,
ok?

-lisa