| Topic: |
Sociology > Depression |
| User: |
"Velvet Elvis" |
| Date: |
02 Mar 2004 09:02:13 PM |
| Object: |
Went to the pdoc yesterday. |
He changed my meds around again. OCD keeps getting more and more anoying.
He seems a bit puzzled. I've been trying different meds for going on ten
years and I still don't feel like I'm in control of my own brain. It's
like some dark force has purchased a time-share in my cerebrum. I just
want to be able to think about what I want to think about when
I want to think about it. Is that really too much to ask? Anything that
gets my ADD under control to the point where I can be productive makes my
OCD symptoms bad enough to be disabling. Anything that helps with the OCD
symptoms makes my head too fuzz to be able to focus. It sucks. As I
said, the doc is puzzled. He had me do a battery of blood tests and is
suggesting that I get SPECT scans done. He's a neuro-psychiatrist who
specializes in ADD and it's comorbidities and teaches off and on at
Vanderbilt medical school. He's supposedly the best in the area. If he
can't figure out what's wrong with me, I don't know who else would be able
to. If I'm never going to be able to function in society, I wish someone
would just tell me so that I can quit trying and just stay drunk for a few
years.
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