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05 Jun 2006 08:08:51 PM |
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What's in the air? |
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do? Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can? The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs. You
cannot serve two masters - so serve one and master the other.
Consummate, be consummated, be absorbed, absorb, keep shifting magnetic
polarities, then stop once the web is woven a hyperdimensional cobweb
between experiences and perspectives and establishments and
institutions. Yeah, that's right, you better stop laughing. Earth is
fallen, CAW, CAW, so RISE keep saying all kinds of commies, and MR.
ANTICHRIST says let's institute a dialectic refining toward quality and
once heaven is glimpsed, what are the inescapable conclusions? Once
heaven is glimpsed guess who coes down? HELLO LORD JESUS, HALLELUJAH.
Let's use integrative cognition ladies and gentlemen combining
experience and observation - to merely feel or to merely think is to
not be complete in your understanding - and the worst of these errors
is that of logical positivism, of assaying everything in reference to
linear logic and damning all things deemed illogical, creating dry
mean-spirited people who need the emotional to be complete so conquer
and prey on it, then judge and discard it, then go on to conquering
others, creating a kakistocracy of predators. That's what is meant by
banality of evil. What are the forces of nature - what is the nature of
forces? How do you deal with them? You integrate. Weave. Refine.
"Refuse to learn lessons" - no, merely false and contrived lessons;
"this displays an unsound mind" - no, just not a limited one; there are
all kinds of reasons for all kinds of actions, some are internal some
are external, gnarled roots in a pearl are extracted and then it can be
clear and then it can be good. Hello to the cell, goodbye to the cell,
keep following down the yellow brick road; the Wizard of Oz - integrate
with him. The science has been perfected and now we are going forth.
Why did Morrison lead to extinction and Eminem to life, though Morrison
started with life and Eminem with death? Is all intent? Here's proof to
the contrary. The error of the boomers is as stated - the error of Gen
X is hubris of logic creating collossal bores - and we are here to
integrate. Interpolate. Weave. Refine. Create flowers. Hello to the
Taoist wisdom, hello to the Universe, hello to everything, hello to
Lord Jesus. Let flowers bloom under the sun. "And if you've known you
should have never told" says the demon. Well I told, so there. Hello
Heaven, learn the ramifications of this [SLAM] - yes yes, it means you
have a big fist, but of what is it a manifestation and what is it that
uses it?
I yield the floor.
Ilya Shambat.
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05 Jun 2006 08:17:41 PM |
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<ilya_shambat2004@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1149556131.747511.214930@h76g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
<snip>
I yield the floor.
can you see it, can you feel it,
it's all in the air,
i can't stand the pressure much longer,
somebody say a prayer.
-- nina simone, "mississippi *****"
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06 Jun 2006 12:08:56 AM |
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wrote in news:1149556131.747511.214930
@h76g2000cwa.googlegroups.com:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
I was right.
Ilya Shambat.
--
- millipede man
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http://www.aspca.org/site/PageServer
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06 Jun 2006 12:14:10 AM |
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BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do?
Can you be more specific?
Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can?
Why are these my options?
The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs.
....and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
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06 Jun 2006 11:03:49 AM |
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darwinist wrote:
ilya_shambat2004@yahoo.com wrote:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do?
Can you be more specific?
Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can?
Why are these my options?
The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs.
...and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
Ilya is a charming madman, full of all kinds of interesting (if queer)
notions about literally everything.
But he's too long-winded. I wish he could manage shorter posts.
Cat
(ps - I'm a Darwinist too.)
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| User: "Immortalist" |
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06 Jun 2006 01:11:49 PM |
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darwinist wrote:
ilya_shambat2004@yahoo.com wrote:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do?
Can you be more specific?
Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can?
Why are these my options?
The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs.
...and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
Ilya is a charming madman, full of all kinds of interesting (if queer)
notions about literally everything.
But he's too long-winded. I wish he could manage shorter posts.
Cat
(ps - I'm a Darwinist too.)
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2453217212869715744
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5862430704861369196
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-956671320348881361
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4026487422620689457
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3552314994740921390
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| User: "" |
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07 Jun 2006 12:09:12 AM |
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wrote:
...and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
Ilya is a charming madman, full of all kinds of interesting (if queer)
notions about literally everything.
But he's too long-winded. I wish he could manage shorter posts.
Cat
(ps - I'm a Darwinist too.)
I like your style, Cat. Perhaps I would not pick on Illya's posts if I
didn't think he had a good brain on him (somewhere).
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07 Jun 2006 08:32:52 AM |
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wrote:
catbrier04@yahoo.com wrote:
...and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
Ilya is a charming madman, full of all kinds of interesting (if queer)
notions about literally everything.
But he's too long-winded. I wish he could manage shorter posts.
Cat
(ps - I'm a Darwinist too.)
I like your style, Cat. Perhaps I would not pick on Illya's posts if I
didn't think he had a good brain on him (somewhere).
Ilya likes to rave about things, that's all. I consider him a rather
harmless eccentric. But he's not a hater and one encounters so many
twisted angry men on-line. Nor is he a cynic and that's refreshing. I
think he has loved passionately and I find that admirable in a person.
And thank you. I do try not to be a bore.
Cat
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| User: "eoygeo" |
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08 Jun 2006 11:29:43 AM |
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darwinist@gmail.com wrote:
wrote:
...and here I decide to stop reading. Can anyone blame me?
Ilya is a charming madman, full of all kinds of interesting (if queer)
notions about literally everything.
But he's too long-winded. I wish he could manage shorter posts.
Cat
(ps - I'm a Darwinist too.)
I like your style, Cat. Perhaps I would not pick on Illya's posts if I
didn't think he had a good brain on him (somewhere).
Ilya likes to rave about things, that's all. I consider him a rather
harmless eccentric. But he's not a hater and one encounters so many
twisted angry men on-line. Nor is he a cynic and that's refreshing. I
think he has loved passionately and I find that admirable in a person.
And thank you. I do try not to be a bore.
Cat
hi,
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| User: "humble.life" |
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05 Jun 2006 08:12:06 PM |
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wrote:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do? Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can? The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs. You
cannot serve two masters - so serve one and master the other.
Consummate, be consummated, be absorbed, absorb, keep shifting magnetic
polarities, then stop once the web is woven a hyperdimensional cobweb
between experiences and perspectives and establishments and
institutions. Yeah, that's right, you better stop laughing. Earth is
fallen, CAW, CAW, so RISE keep saying all kinds of commies, and MR.
ANTICHRIST says let's institute a dialectic refining toward quality and
once heaven is glimpsed, what are the inescapable conclusions? Once
heaven is glimpsed guess who coes down? HELLO LORD JESUS, HALLELUJAH.
Let's use integrative cognition ladies and gentlemen combining
experience and observation - to merely feel or to merely think is to
not be complete in your understanding - and the worst of these errors
is that of logical positivism, of assaying everything in reference to
linear logic and damning all things deemed illogical, creating dry
mean-spirited people who need the emotional to be complete so conquer
and prey on it, then judge and discard it, then go on to conquering
others, creating a kakistocracy of predators. That's what is meant by
banality of evil. What are the forces of nature - what is the nature of
forces? How do you deal with them? You integrate. Weave. Refine.
"Refuse to learn lessons" - no, merely false and contrived lessons;
"this displays an unsound mind" - no, just not a limited one; there are
all kinds of reasons for all kinds of actions, some are internal some
are external, gnarled roots in a pearl are extracted and then it can be
clear and then it can be good. Hello to the cell, goodbye to the cell,
keep following down the yellow brick road; the Wizard of Oz - integrate
with him. The science has been perfected and now we are going forth.
Why did Morrison lead to extinction and Eminem to life, though Morrison
started with life and Eminem with death? Is all intent? Here's proof to
the contrary. The error of the boomers is as stated - the error of Gen
X is hubris of logic creating collossal bores - and we are here to
integrate. Interpolate. Weave. Refine. Create flowers. Hello to the
Taoist wisdom, hello to the Universe, hello to everything, hello to
Lord Jesus. Let flowers bloom under the sun. "And if you've known you
should have never told" says the demon. Well I told, so there. Hello
Heaven, learn the ramifications of this [SLAM] - yes yes, it means you
have a big fist, but of what is it a manifestation and what is it that
uses it?
I yield the floor.
Ilya Shambat.
Tell that to my neighbours
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| User: "William Blake Jr." |
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05 Jun 2006 08:29:55 PM |
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humble.life wrote:
ilya_shambat2004@yahoo.com wrote:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do? Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can? The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs. You
cannot serve two masters - so serve one and master the other.
Consummate, be consummated, be absorbed, absorb, keep shifting magnetic
polarities, then stop once the web is woven a hyperdimensional cobweb
between experiences and perspectives and establishments and
institutions. Yeah, that's right, you better stop laughing. Earth is
fallen, CAW, CAW, so RISE keep saying all kinds of commies, and MR.
ANTICHRIST says let's institute a dialectic refining toward quality and
once heaven is glimpsed, what are the inescapable conclusions? Once
heaven is glimpsed guess who coes down? HELLO LORD JESUS, HALLELUJAH.
Let's use integrative cognition ladies and gentlemen combining
experience and observation - to merely feel or to merely think is to
not be complete in your understanding - and the worst of these errors
is that of logical positivism, of assaying everything in reference to
linear logic and damning all things deemed illogical, creating dry
mean-spirited people who need the emotional to be complete so conquer
and prey on it, then judge and discard it, then go on to conquering
others, creating a kakistocracy of predators. That's what is meant by
banality of evil. What are the forces of nature - what is the nature of
forces? How do you deal with them? You integrate. Weave. Refine.
"Refuse to learn lessons" - no, merely false and contrived lessons;
"this displays an unsound mind" - no, just not a limited one; there are
all kinds of reasons for all kinds of actions, some are internal some
are external, gnarled roots in a pearl are extracted and then it can be
clear and then it can be good. Hello to the cell, goodbye to the cell,
keep following down the yellow brick road; the Wizard of Oz - integrate
with him. The science has been perfected and now we are going forth.
Why did Morrison lead to extinction and Eminem to life, though Morrison
started with life and Eminem with death? Is all intent? Here's proof to
the contrary. The error of the boomers is as stated - the error of Gen
X is hubris of logic creating collossal bores - and we are here to
integrate. Interpolate. Weave. Refine. Create flowers. Hello to the
Taoist wisdom, hello to the Universe, hello to everything, hello to
Lord Jesus. Let flowers bloom under the sun. "And if you've known you
should have never told" says the demon. Well I told, so there. Hello
Heaven, learn the ramifications of this [SLAM] - yes yes, it means you
have a big fist, but of what is it a manifestation and what is it that
uses it?
I yield the floor.
Ilya Shambat.
Tell that to my neighbours
You pay for the ticket?
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| User: "humble.life" |
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06 Jun 2006 08:03:08 AM |
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William Blake Jr. wrote:
humble.life wrote:
ilya_shambat2004@yahoo.com wrote:
BOOM again. Hi, ladies and gentlemen, this is MR. ANTICHRIST speaking.
We have here a situation: The earth is collapsing, so what are you
going to do? Are you going to serve ongoing perpetuation of life or
salvation of souls? Are you going to try to keep Earth alive or are you
going to try to save as many as you can? The fabric was made of dark
and ensnaring yarns, so I ruptured it - yes ladies and gentlemen, it
was me - and now it is being made of tender translucent webs. You
cannot serve two masters - so serve one and master the other.
Consummate, be consummated, be absorbed, absorb, keep shifting magnetic
polarities, then stop once the web is woven a hyperdimensional cobweb
between experiences and perspectives and establishments and
institutions. Yeah, that's right, you better stop laughing. Earth is
fallen, CAW, CAW, so RISE keep saying all kinds of commies, and MR.
ANTICHRIST says let's institute a dialectic refining toward quality and
once heaven is glimpsed, what are the inescapable conclusions? Once
heaven is glimpsed guess who coes down? HELLO LORD JESUS, HALLELUJAH.
Let's use integrative cognition ladies and gentlemen combining
experience and observation - to merely feel or to merely think is to
not be complete in your understanding - and the worst of these errors
is that of logical positivism, of assaying everything in reference to
linear logic and damning all things deemed illogical, creating dry
mean-spirited people who need the emotional to be complete so conquer
and prey on it, then judge and discard it, then go on to conquering
others, creating a kakistocracy of predators. That's what is meant by
banality of evil. What are the forces of nature - what is the nature of
forces? How do you deal with them? You integrate. Weave. Refine.
"Refuse to learn lessons" - no, merely false and contrived lessons;
"this displays an unsound mind" - no, just not a limited one; there are
all kinds of reasons for all kinds of actions, some are internal some
are external, gnarled roots in a pearl are extracted and then it can be
clear and then it can be good. Hello to the cell, goodbye to the cell,
keep following down the yellow brick road; the Wizard of Oz - integrate
with him. The science has been perfected and now we are going forth.
Why did Morrison lead to extinction and Eminem to life, though Morrison
started with life and Eminem with death? Is all intent? Here's proof to
the contrary. The error of the boomers is as stated - the error of Gen
X is hubris of logic creating collossal bores - and we are here to
integrate. Interpolate. Weave. Refine. Create flowers. Hello to the
Taoist wisdom, hello to the Universe, hello to everything, hello to
Lord Jesus. Let flowers bloom under the sun. "And if you've known you
should have never told" says the demon. Well I told, so there. Hello
Heaven, learn the ramifications of this [SLAM] - yes yes, it means you
have a big fist, but of what is it a manifestation and what is it that
uses it?
I yield the floor.
Ilya Shambat.
Tell that to my neighbours
You pay for the ticket?
you're on
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06 Jun 2006 10:54:00 AM |
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What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
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| User: "humble.life" |
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06 Jun 2006 11:10:46 AM |
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What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
i hope i don't get hayfever in the future, from the amount of people
that are sneezing, coughing, swelling and shouting.
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06 Jun 2006 06:23:39 PM |
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On 6 Jun 2006 08:54:00 -0700, wrote:
What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
Past pollen time here. Mostly ozone and particulate.
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06 Jun 2006 11:35:00 PM |
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bob wrote:
On 6 Jun 2006 08:54:00 -0700, wrote:
What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
Past pollen time here. Mostly ozone and particulate.
I live in a blessedly clean place. Both air and water. The water for my
house comes from a pristine mountain spring. It's a frozen Siberia in
the winter, but lush with life - like now - in the Spring.
Our Summers are truly breath-taking.
Cat
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07 Jun 2006 12:57:16 AM |
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bob wrote:
On 6 Jun 2006 08:54:00 -0700, wrote:
What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
Past pollen time here. Mostly ozone and particulate.
I live in a blessedly clean place. Both air and water. The water for my
house comes from a pristine mountain spring. It's a frozen Siberia in
the winter, but lush with life - like now - in the Spring.
Our Summers are truly breath-taking.
Beautiful here as well. Indeed it's the land of enchantment right now.
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07 Jun 2006 08:46:13 AM |
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Ilya the Bat wrote:
catbrier04@yahoo.com wrote:
I live in a blessedly clean place. Both air and water. The water for my
house comes from a pristine mountain spring. It's a frozen Siberia in
the winter, but lush with life - like now - in the Spring.
Our Summers are truly breath-taking.
Beautiful here as well. Indeed it's the land of enchantment right now.
My garden has gone positively insane. Some peasant woman, half a
century ago, built this soil lovingly for her peas, tomatoes, and
carrots. She probably fed a dozen or so strapping children off what she
grew here. Then I came along, after many years of fallow neglect, and
had the whole thing roto-tilled by a handsome shirtless young fellow
(whom I thought to despoil of his innocence - but then thought the
better of it) and sprinkling seeds promiscuously about, grew this
amazing jungle around my little rustic house.
Friends drop by and comment on my "green thumb".
"Darling", I counter, "I can't tell the weeds from the flowers. God
only knows what is growing in all that mess!"
Cat
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07 Jun 2006 08:49:29 AM |
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Ilya the Bat wrote:
catbrier04@yahoo.com wrote:
I live in a blessedly clean place. Both air and water. The water for my
house comes from a pristine mountain spring. It's a frozen Siberia in
the winter, but lush with life - like now - in the Spring.
Our Summers are truly breath-taking.
Beautiful here as well. Indeed it's the land of enchantment right now.
My garden has gone positively insane. Some peasant woman, half a
century ago, built this soil lovingly for her peas, tomatoes, and
carrots. She probably fed a dozen or so strapping children off what she
grew here. Then I came along, after many years of fallow neglect, and
had the whole thing roto-tilled by a handsome shirtless young fellow
(whom I thought to despoil of his innocence - but then thought the
better of it) and sprinkling seeds promiscuously about, grew this
amazing jungle around my little rustic house.
Friends drop by and comment on my "green thumb".
"Darling", I counter, "I can't tell the weeds from the flowers. God
only knows what is growing in all that mess!"
How's Mr. Superman?
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07 Jun 2006 11:03:09 AM |
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Ilya the Bat wrote:
How's Mr. Superman?
He is very well. He still hopes to make "an honest woman" of me, but we
are both deeply embedded professionals and still live in our respective
domains. We have settled into long weekends of debauchery linked by
luridly romantic emails. The celibate spaces between our furious
couplings intensify the animal pleasure we take in each other. We also
appear together as a solid couple at important social functions.
I am being good on my end. This present situation suits me well, though
I get the impression that some of my friends are waiting for me to do
something scandalous and ill-advised.
But I cannot bare the thought of hurting or betraying him. We have
promised each other that we will tell the other if we do stray. I think
we both enjoy the spontaneity of unprotected sex and the security of
trusting each other.
And, of course, I don't feel the need or desire to screw the brains out
of every interesting man I meet. "Superman" says that my loyalty to him
has raised curiosity about his power to control such a wanton wench. I
love to hang upon his arm, appearing completely tamed. He, in turn,
will tolerate no disparaging of me when the boys are alone. This is
important because our overlapping social circles include some of my
former lovers and I often feel their eyes on me. My seeming
subservience to him and my unswerving loyalty increases his man-creds
among his peers. I get a subtle satisfaction out of encouraging a mild
jealousy in these fellows, though I am always, if distantly, friendly
and polite to them. They know what he's getting and the duration of our
relationship validates his manhood in the minds of other men. It's
something I am very good at. Except with him, it isn't feigned. With
him I feel safe to risk vulnerability. And that is not something I am
good at.
Do I rattle on shamelessly? In truth, I am still so deeply fond of him.
Cat
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07 Jun 2006 01:50:29 PM |
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wrote:
Ilya the Bat wrote:
How's Mr. Superman?
He is very well. He still hopes to make "an honest woman" of me, but we
are both deeply embedded professionals and still live in our respective
domains. We have settled into long weekends of debauchery linked by
luridly romantic emails. The celibate spaces between our furious
couplings intensify the animal pleasure we take in each other. We also
appear together as a solid couple at important social functions.
I am being good on my end. This present situation suits me well, though
I get the impression that some of my friends are waiting for me to do
something scandalous and ill-advised.
But I cannot bare the thought of hurting or betraying him. We have
promised each other that we will tell the other if we do stray. I think
we both enjoy the spontaneity of unprotected sex and the security of
trusting each other.
And, of course, I don't feel the need or desire to screw the brains out
of every interesting man I meet. "Superman" says that my loyalty to him
has raised curiosity about his power to control such a wanton wench. I
love to hang upon his arm, appearing completely tamed. He, in turn,
will tolerate no disparaging of me when the boys are alone. This is
important because our overlapping social circles include some of my
former lovers and I often feel their eyes on me. My seeming
subservience to him and my unswerving loyalty increases his man-creds
among his peers. I get a subtle satisfaction out of encouraging a mild
jealousy in these fellows, though I am always, if distantly, friendly
and polite to them. They know what he's getting and the duration of our
relationship validates his manhood in the minds of other men. It's
something I am very good at. Except with him, it isn't feigned. With
him I feel safe to risk vulnerability. And that is not something I am
good at.
Do I rattle on shamelessly? In truth, I am still so deeply fond of him.
You operate at a quite high level together. Make sure you keep flying.
Dangers to be averted: Straying; bad influences; lack of focus; viruses
real and metaphorical; unforgiving perfectionism; failure of
compassion; short-sighted thinking.
Keep me informed.
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| User: "" |
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08 Jun 2006 09:05:05 AM |
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William Blake Jr. wrote:
You operate at a quite high level together. Make sure you keep flying.
Dangers to be averted: Straying; bad influences; lack of focus; viruses
real and metaphorical; unforgiving perfectionism; failure of
compassion; short-sighted thinking.
Keep me informed.
Straying off was the first temptation I had to deal with. Because of my
somewhat stronger than average libido and the ease with which I can
acquire a willing partner I have had to retrain my mind and instincts.
Several lovers from the past remarked that I have the sexual instincts
of a man. And you know what deliciously horny creatures men are!
My friends are my friends and I wouldn't change them for the world. And
we are quite a wild crew. But we all seem to be settling down of late.
I do a lot less club and bar hopping than I used to do. That puts
temptation away.
I am not a perfectionist. Nor do I lack compassion for others, despite
my rather icy public exterior presentation.
I suppose that it has come down to a deep familiarity and what I feel
coming back from him. And there is something that he does, in the way
he cares for me - it's like he is very protective without smothering me
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I have not been a woman in whom men would place much trust, and
justifiably so. But he does trust me and something in me says I cannot
break faith with him.
Unlike any other man, I can see myself growing old with him.
Cat
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| User: "William Blake Jr." |
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08 Jun 2006 12:48:44 PM |
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wrote:
William Blake Jr. wrote:
You operate at a quite high level together. Make sure you keep flying.
Dangers to be averted: Straying; bad influences; lack of focus; viruses
real and metaphorical; unforgiving perfectionism; failure of
compassion; short-sighted thinking.
Keep me informed.
Straying off was the first temptation I had to deal with. Because of my
somewhat stronger than average libido and the ease with which I can
acquire a willing partner I have had to retrain my mind and instincts.
Several lovers from the past remarked that I have the sexual instincts
of a man. And you know what deliciously horny creatures men are!
My friends are my friends and I wouldn't change them for the world. And
we are quite a wild crew. But we all seem to be settling down of late.
I do a lot less club and bar hopping than I used to do. That puts
temptation away.
I am not a perfectionist. Nor do I lack compassion for others, despite
my rather icy public exterior presentation.
I suppose that it has come down to a deep familiarity and what I feel
coming back from him. And there is something that he does, in the way
he cares for me - it's like he is very protective without smothering me
-
I have not been a woman in whom men would place much trust, and
justifiably so. But he does trust me and something in me says I cannot
break faith with him.
Well then, that's quite a motivator to be trustworthy, isn't it? You've
defeated coercive methods and ones obviously hypocritical; but now you
have love of an apparently wonderful man, and to break his heart would
be to break yours. Often smart people cannot take seriously the ethics
indoctrination of schools and families, but they do have to develop
such qualities afterwards in one way or another. So this is your way,
and I am happy for you.
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| User: "%" |
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07 Jun 2006 01:54:10 PM |
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hi
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| User: "bob" |
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07 Jun 2006 06:21:35 PM |
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On 6 Jun 2006 21:35:00 -0700, wrote:
bob wrote:
On 6 Jun 2006 08:54:00 -0700, wrote:
What's in the air - this morning? A lot of pollen.
Cat
Past pollen time here. Mostly ozone and particulate.
I live in a blessedly clean place. Both air and water. The water for my
house comes from a pristine mountain spring. It's a frozen Siberia in
the winter, but lush with life - like now - in the Spring.
Our Summers are truly breath-taking.
Sounds great. My boss visits his gf in Idaho once a month. It's pretty
there also. I'd forgotten how deep the greens get.
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| User: "Wordsmith" |
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08 Jun 2006 12:32:42 PM |
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Mostly nitrogen, some oxygen, and some trace gasses.
W : )
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| User: "William Blake Jr." |
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08 Jun 2006 12:42:02 PM |
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Wordsmith wrote:
Mostly nitrogen, some oxygen, and some trace gasses.
Just make sure it's not biological weapons.
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