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"lisa in mass." |
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26 Sep 2004 06:38:33 PM |
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why is it |
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
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| User: "dennis" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
26 Sep 2004 02:51:56 PM |
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On 26 Sep 2004 23:38:33 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
forbidden fruit.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
26 Sep 2004 06:58:41 PM |
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dennis wrote...
On 26 Sep 2004 23:38:33 GMT, "lisa in mass."
<mccats@rcn.com> wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i
can't stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
forbidden fruit.
yep. sure would be good...
-lisa
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| User: "=^.^=" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
27 Sep 2004 12:27:42 AM |
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On 26 Sep 2004 23:58:41 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote:
dennis wrote...
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i
can't stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
forbidden fruit.
yep. sure would be good...
-lisa
awawawaaarrrr (tm. Little Alice, circa 1981)
but she needed a teddybear, not a wild animal...
security issues from dead, and then wild mates
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
26 Sep 2004 07:23:10 PM |
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On 26 Sep 2004 23:38:33 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
stop thinking about it, night and day?
I don't know. But if it's any consolation, I've idolized my brother
for almost 40 years. And this is the first time I've ever
deliberately and openly cut off communcation with him.
So in these kinds of things, I can't offer any answers.
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| User: "=^.^=" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
27 Sep 2004 12:25:21 AM |
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On 26 Sep 2004 23:38:33 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't=20
stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
because you want to do it...
I can somewhat relate
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| User: "Jernau Gurgeh" |
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26 Sep 2004 06:57:49 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote in alt.support.depression:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
stop thinking about it, night and day?
That's the nature of the beast, innit? Most of us here have been there, I
think; sorry that you are there now.
It seems you've got it pretty bad lately, though. May strength and peace of
mind come your way. Take care, Lisa.
Jernau
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The only failure in life
is the failure to try
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
26 Sep 2004 07:04:40 PM |
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Jernau Gurgeh wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote in alt.support.depression:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i
can't stop thinking about it, night and day?
That's the nature of the beast, innit? Most of us here have
been there, I think; sorry that you are there now.
It seems you've got it pretty bad lately, though. May
strength and peace of mind come your way. Take care, Lisa.
Jernau
thank you, jernau.
-lisa
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| User: "Jernau Gurgeh" |
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26 Sep 2004 07:12:53 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote in alt.support.depression:
Jernau Gurgeh wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote in alt.support.depression:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i
can't stop thinking about it, night and day?
That's the nature of the beast, innit? Most of us here have
been there, I think; sorry that you are there now.
It seems you've got it pretty bad lately, though. May
strength and peace of mind come your way. Take care, Lisa.
Jernau
thank you, jernau.
You are very welcome. I wish there was something I could do.
Jernau
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The only failure in life
is the failure to try
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| User: "epicphart" |
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27 Sep 2004 10:04:29 AM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
i can understand that comepletly..
i thnk, ive have vivid dreams lately of escape. i did indulge for a
while. my mind and body, as well as my family cant take it. i had to
prove it to myself again.
i feel insane.
hack, slash and burn.
seems all ive ever learned.
what im talking about my be way different than what youre talking about,
but felt a need to post'
take care lisa in mass
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| User: "" |
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27 Sep 2004 10:07:55 AM |
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->lisa in mass. wrote:
->> that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
->> stop thinking about it, night and day?
I keep having dreams about mutually falling in love with someone who
isn't looking for Mama the Maid. They want a passionate, equal
friendship and long-term relationship as much as I do.
Anything is possible, but it's just a dream. I never meet anyone like
that.
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| User: "=^.^=" |
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27 Sep 2004 09:45:09 PM |
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On Mon, 27 Sep 2004 15:07:55 GMT, notchimera<dont@bother.com> wrote:
->lisa in mass. wrote:
->> that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't=20
->> stop thinking about it, night and day?
I keep having dreams about mutually falling in love with someone who
isn't looking for Mama the Maid. They want a passionate, equal
friendship and long-term relationship as much as I do.
Anything is possible, but it's just a dream. I never meet anyone like
that.
that's mostly every one I've known
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| User: "epicphart" |
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28 Sep 2004 08:04:41 AM |
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=^.^= wrote:
On Mon, 27 Sep 2004 15:07:55 GMT, notchimera<dont@bother.com> wrote:
->lisa in mass. wrote:
->> that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i can't
->> stop thinking about it, night and day?
I keep having dreams about mutually falling in love with someone who
isn't looking for Mama the Maid. They want a passionate, equal
friendship and long-term relationship as much as I do.
Anything is possible, but it's just a dream. I never meet anyone like
that.
that's mostly every one I've known
my wife seemingly loves being a mom, and takes damn good care of me, as
i try my best to do the same for her.
relationships are give and take...
sounds like someone wants a sugar dada.
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
28 Sep 2004 09:46:20 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:04:41 -0600, epicphart
<nahhhYouDontWantIt@nahh.net> wrote:
->my wife seemingly loves being a mom, and takes damn good care of me, as
->i try my best to do the same for her.
I never had any desire to be a mother. As I get older, this has
become more of an object of social rejection.
->relationships are give and take...
Absolutely.
->sounds like someone wants a sugar dada.
NO! NO! NO! NO!
I want someone who doesn't try to take control of my life and trap me
in the kitchen. "Uppity" independent women who think for themselves
are not popular where I live. I cannot afford to move away.
As much as I'd like a relationship, I won't even consider it until I
can gain personal financial stability _for myself_. Relationships
come and go, money pays the bills. It's awfully lonely, though.
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| User: "=^.^=" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
29 Sep 2004 12:58:09 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 14:46:20 GMT, notchimera<dont@bother.com> wrote:
As much as I'd like a relationship, I won't even consider it until I
can gain personal financial stability _for myself_. Relationships
come and go, money pays the bills. It's awfully lonely, though.
yeah? well it really blows because I can do housebitch duty
to the max, and have never pissed the toilet seat, either...
all I got in the area where it really counts is $560/mo and
a alottment of $137 for food. no heavy dope habits, too
when it comes down to it, itz the money, and I got my
***** knocked out of the mo-money game by someone
who wanted that but was afraid I'd get too successful
and leave. just like what happened to many she knew...
I was kicking ***** and streaking to the prize
she told me she knew hozing me off would crash me
in the time between then and now I've gotten quite an
education in relationships, and also sniffing-out issues
and carry-on baggage containing explosives. too late...
my world is shrinking and time is running-out
so it goes
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| User: "" |
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28 Sep 2004 11:00:54 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:04:41 -0600, epicphart
<nahhhYouDontWantIt@nahh.net> wrote:
->sounds like someone wants a sugar dada.
I talk an awful lot about money, because lack of it limits
opportunities. Lack of love is far worse than being broke.
A relationship without love and mutual respect is pointless, no matter
how much money the other person has. I could easily sell myself into
a situation like that, if all I cared about was money.
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
28 Sep 2004 11:08:24 AM |
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"notchimera" <dont@bother.com> wrote in message news:5h2jl0pkl51gnjbm3jvqu3c6vhg6d20asl@4ax.com...
On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:04:41 -0600, epicphart
<nahhhYouDontWantIt@nahh.net> wrote:
->sounds like someone wants a sugar dada.
I talk an awful lot about money, because lack of it limits
opportunities. Lack of love is far worse than being broke.
A relationship without love and mutual respect is pointless, no matter
how much money the other person has. I could easily sell myself into
a situation like that, if all I cared about was money.
who cares how you get it as long as your getting it
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
28 Sep 2004 11:13:55 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 09:08:24 -0700, "%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote:
->who cares how you get it as long as your getting it
I know you may have a hard time believing this, %. I want love far
more than I want money, and I do want a little more money than I have.
Love is more than having dinner on the table at 6:00 and being as
obedient as a German Shepherd. Love is more than being an efficient
maid or an attractive arm decoration.
Guess I'll keep dreaming about that person who actually wants a
personal connection...
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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28 Sep 2004 11:55:58 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 09:08:24 -0700, "%" <surfs@uniserve> wrote:
->who cares how you get it as long as your getting it
I know you may have a hard time believing this, %. I want love far
more than I want money, and I do want a little more money than I have.
Love is more than having dinner on the table at 6:00 and being as
obedient as a German Shepherd. Love is more than being an efficient
maid or an attractive arm decoration.
Guess I'll keep dreaming about that person who actually wants a
personal connection...
its not hard for me to believe in something i already have
and you could've been a nurse by now and be making great money
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| User: "=^.^=" |
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29 Sep 2004 01:00:12 AM |
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On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 16:00:54 GMT, notchimera<dont@bother.com> wrote:
On Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:04:41 -0600, epicphart
<nahhhYouDontWantIt@nahh.net> wrote:
->sounds like someone wants a sugar dada.
I talk an awful lot about money, because lack of it limits
opportunities. Lack of love is far worse than being broke.
no ***** to both. the former limits the latter, which kills...
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: why is it |
27 Sep 2004 12:55:33 PM |
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epicphart wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
that, considering it's something i can never, ever do, i
can't stop thinking about it, night and day?
-lisa
i can understand that comepletly..
i thnk, ive have vivid dreams lately of escape. i did
indulge for a while. my mind and body, as well as my family
cant take it. i had to prove it to myself again.
i feel insane.
hack, slash and burn.
seems all ive ever learned.
what im talking about my be way different than what youre
talking about, but felt a need to post'
take care lisa in mass
sounds very much like what i'm going through.
thank you, epicphart.
-lisa
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