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Sociology > Depression |
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"liah van" |
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23 Dec 2003 11:52:47 AM |
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Yesterday sucked in the middle |
I got off work at 8am. I went to the County Sheriffs office, got my gaming
card. Went to the courthouse and made arrangements to make payments on my
speeding ticket. Got home a little before 11. Checked e-mail, vacuumed,
washed the dishes, took a shower and got into bed around noon. Took Nyquil
because I have a hellish, hoarse cough that sounds like a dog choking on
water... =), took my seroquel and fell right to sleep. 2:30pm door slams.
Family has been in AZ and weren't supposed to be back until 5ish. Daughter
comes in my room, I hug and kiss her and she heads off to play with her
great-grandma. Dad comes in and says get up. I tell him I've only been asleep
for a few hours. Mom comes in screaming. Get out of bed now, we've been gone
for four days and you should at least be up to meet us.
I treid to explain that I'd worked all night and had to work again that night.
She didn't care. Said I had to get up. So I got up. I was so tired I crawled
under a table and slept for a little while. She found me after about an hour
so I sat down on the sofa and fell asleep sitting up. Finally my grandmother
told them they were being ridiculous. It was seven pm by them so I had some
breakfast, put my daughter to bed and crawled back under my table until 11pm
when I got up and got dressed for work.
Today, my mother apologised for being so mean to me. Her words. Being Cruel.
liah
"He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."
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| User: "Whateverafter" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
24 Dec 2003 12:02:26 AM |
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Subject: Yesterday sucked in the middle
From: hailnayr@aol.comREMOVEME (liah van)
Date: 12/23/2003 11:52 AM Central America Standard Time
Message-id: <20031223125247.14191.00001737@mb-m28.aol.com>
I got off work at 8am. I went to the County Sheriffs office, got my gaming
card. Went to the courthouse and made arrangements to make payments on my
speeding ticket. Got home a little before 11. Checked e-mail, vacuumed,
washed the dishes, took a shower and got into bed around noon. Took Nyquil
because I have a hellish, hoarse cough that sounds like a dog choking on
water... =), took my seroquel and fell right to sleep. 2:30pm door slams.
Family has been in AZ and weren't supposed to be back until 5ish. Daughter
comes in my room, I hug and kiss her and she heads off to play with her
great-grandma. Dad comes in and says get up. I tell him I've only been
asleep
for a few hours. Mom comes in screaming. Get out of bed now, we've been
gone
for four days and you should at least be up to meet us.
I treid to explain that I'd worked all night and had to work again that
night.
She didn't care. Said I had to get up. So I got up. I was so tired I
crawled
under a table and slept for a little while. She found me after about an hour
so I sat down on the sofa and fell asleep sitting up. Finally my grandmother
told them they were being ridiculous. It was seven pm by them so I had some
breakfast, put my daughter to bed and crawled back under my table until 11pm
when I got up and got dressed for work.
Today, my mother apologised for being so mean to me. Her words. Being Cruel.
liah
"He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."
Would she possibly have been more considering of your needs is you had told her
your glad to see them home safe ,. but you just took the Nyquill AND the
seroquel, in combintion would knock out a horse, and there was no way you would
be able to wake up yet?
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| User: "liah van" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
29 Dec 2003 11:36:03 PM |
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From: (Whateverafter)
Subject: Yesterday sucked in the middle
From: hailnayr@aol.comREMOVEME (liah van)
Date: 12/23/2003 11:52 AM Central America Standard Time
Message-id: <20031223125247.14191.00001737@mb-m28.aol.com>
I got off work at 8am. I went to the County Sheriffs office, got my gaming
card. Went to the courthouse and made arrangements to make payments on my
speeding ticket. Got home a little before 11. Checked e-mail, vacuumed,
washed the dishes, took a shower and got into bed around noon. Took Nyquil
because I have a hellish, hoarse cough that sounds like a dog choking on
water... =), took my seroquel and fell right to sleep. 2:30pm door slams.
Family has been in AZ and weren't supposed to be back until 5ish. Daughter
comes in my room, I hug and kiss her and she heads off to play with her
great-grandma. Dad comes in and says get up. I tell him I've only been
asleep
for a few hours. Mom comes in screaming. Get out of bed now, we've been
gone
for four days and you should at least be up to meet us.
I treid to explain that I'd worked all night and had to work again that
night.
She didn't care. Said I had to get up. So I got up. I was so tired I
crawled
under a table and slept for a little while. She found me after about an
hour
so I sat down on the sofa and fell asleep sitting up. Finally my
grandmother
told them they were being ridiculous. It was seven pm by them so I had some
breakfast, put my daughter to bed and crawled back under my table until 11pm
when I got up and got dressed for work.
Today, my mother apologised for being so mean to me. Her words. Being
Cruel.
liah
"He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."
Would she possibly have been more considering of your needs is you had told
her
your glad to see them home safe ,. but you just took the Nyquill AND the
seroquel, in combintion would knock out a horse, and there was no way you
would
be able to wake up yet?
nah, that kind of thing doesn't work. they assume bipolar means absolutely
crazy so we don't discuss it or the fact that i have meds. she has gotten
better about my need to day sleep though. I mean i only need to do it three
days a week and she is babysitting half as often as she used to.
liah
"He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
24 Dec 2003 04:38:38 PM |
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On 23 Dec 2003 17:52:47 GMT, hailnayr@aol.comREMOVEME (liah van)
wrote:
I got off work at 8am. I went to the County Sheriffs office, got my gaming
card. Went to the courthouse and made arrangements to make payments on my
speeding ticket. Got home a little before 11. Checked e-mail, vacuumed,
washed the dishes, took a shower and got into bed around noon. Took Nyquil
because I have a hellish, hoarse cough that sounds like a dog choking on
water... =), took my seroquel and fell right to sleep. 2:30pm door slams.
Family has been in AZ and weren't supposed to be back until 5ish. Daughter
comes in my room, I hug and kiss her and she heads off to play with her
great-grandma. Dad comes in and says get up. I tell him I've only been asleep
for a few hours. Mom comes in screaming. Get out of bed now, we've been gone
for four days and you should at least be up to meet us.
I treid to explain that I'd worked all night and had to work again that night.
She didn't care. Said I had to get up. So I got up. I was so tired I crawled
under a table and slept for a little while. She found me after about an hour
so I sat down on the sofa and fell asleep sitting up. Finally my grandmother
told them they were being ridiculous. It was seven pm by them so I had some
breakfast, put my daughter to bed and crawled back under my table until 11pm
when I got up and got dressed for work.
Today, my mother apologised for being so mean to me. Her words. Being Cruel.
ugh.
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If laughter is the best medicine,
then kittens should be covered by our health insurance. :-)
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| User: "Sam Hill" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
23 Dec 2003 12:27:29 PM |
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The world is madness and we are the world.
The diary is cute, but it's not getting to the point. What's the point?
What's the question? What's problem? What are you thinking? Are you
depressed?
Is your mother a bully? Tell her off. Ask for respect.
Sam Hill
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| User: "liah van" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
23 Dec 2003 05:50:09 PM |
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From: "Sam Hill"
The world is madness and we are the world.
The diary is cute, but it's not getting to the point. What's the point?
What's the question? What's problem? What are you thinking? Are you
depressed?
there is no point. don't always look for a point in things. sometimes i just
feel the need to discuss something in my life and i can do it here without
having to involve someone in person in my life.
the other questions are definitely pointless. what is in my head is none of
your business unless i feel the need to share. I've been here around six years
and i'll share exactly what i want. don't like it, don't read it.
am i depressed right now? nah, i tend to swing the other way.
Is your mother a bully? Tell her off. Ask for respect.
there is no such thing as respect in my household.
liah
"He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad."
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| User: "Sam Hill" |
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| Title: Re: Yesterday sucked in the middle |
23 Dec 2003 11:22:36 PM |
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denial... A waste is a terrible thing to mind.
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