"WH" <bollogs@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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On 3 Maj, 09:32, "Docrodile" <swampth...@hellsbayou.net> wrote:

"WH" <boll...@hotmail.com> wrote in message

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This ***** you pair have been talking about...people dying and stuff.
You have to think about it a bit. My mum, who I loved more than
anything, died in 1989, just before my dads birthday and I remember
him saying "what a great birthday this is gonna be. Myself and two of
my sisters were there when she took her last breath. I saw her die.
But I was glad because of it. She had emphasyma (SP) and was gonna die
anyway. She suffered for so many years. Even before I left home in
1980 she was cougin like ***** and she told me that the doctor told her
to stop smoking. She didn't, although she told us she had...she was
smoming in secret. Anyway I was there in the hospital when she died
and it's OK. I don't regret it. I've never spent any time regetting
the death of my mum. I wonder why people just caN'

I wonder why people just canN' -- what were you going to say? Maybe that
people just "shut up and accept it?" I hope that isn't what you're
attempting to say...because I've already been told by you that you can't
tolerate my Asian character routine (basically as a fun thing with
Dani),
and now are you saying you can't tolerate my remembrances of my mother's
life or death? Well, if you are...***** YOU !! I've about had it with
you.
Whatever is eating your ***** out, you let it eat all the way up to your
brain and hemorrhage from it, buddy. I don't give a ***** what you think
about me, or my posts. If we want to get real stickily personal here,
there are a number of behavioural aspects of your personality I don't
care
for. And this is fucking one of 'em!
So, I'm sorry you went through a terrible time -- like I did, like so
many
have -- and that's fucking the way it goes in life. Life has plenty of
pain and the way we deal with it is our fucking business. If you want to
be stoic and say nothing about your pain in life, your losses, that's
your
choice, your way of living your life. But, don't expect the rest of us
to
follow suit, okay? I will emotionally exude whatever pains, injustices,
irritations, etc., I fucking feel I need to in order to feel better. If
it
doesn't make you feel better, that's just too fucking bad, fella. We're
all different in the way we live our lives, and I don't expect your
attitude towards living it, is something I want to emulate. I feel bad
about your losses and pain, but I expect that the reason you chose to
mention it, in reference to my own pain, is that it made you feel a bit
better letting some of it out to us. And that's what talking about the
things that trouble us does positively about coping with these terrible
things.
Don't you ever for a ***** moment think that I don't have the right to
express myself in the way I feel best. You're not the standard by which
we're all to measure our lives, personalities, or behaviour.
I came fairly close to either being badly disabled or dead last year,
and
I won't put up with any tyrannical ***** from any pinhead who thinks his
life is the ***** model for me or anyone else to follow.
Doc

Easy boy! Actually that's the first time I've ever fallen asleep in
mid sentence. Anyway, I don't remember exactly what I was going to say
but I doubt it was what you've jumped to. I might be a ***** but I'm
not an insensitive one.
Having said that, even if that was what I was going to say, it makes
no difference does it. If my opinion was that people should just
accept it and shut the ***** up then I'm entitled to have that opinion
just as you're entitled to feel sorry for yourself. Don't cha think?

WH

I have no argument with what you said. I am pointing out my right to
blubber about my pains. LOL! OKAY? You certainly have the right to
criticize them, but just know that I will not take your criticism without
defending myself. OKAY?
And I expected that you'd come back and say what you said. And that's only
the usual response to my defense. But let's not forget that I have never
criticized your posts here, until this moment. OKAY? Generally, I agree
with much of what you say. And since I am of Scottish-Irish-English (and
German!) heritage, I am always happy to hear from anyone in those
countries...as long as they don't crawl up my *****, that is.

Doc :))~