Hello.....My name is Harold James Patrick, and am a current resident of
Grove, Oklahoma. Throughout my life, since I was a little boy, I have shown
an interest in alien abduction and also a big aversion to them as well (if
that makes sense). Now, for a long time I couldn't figure out what this
meant until I was introduced to what they call a grey in some show
somewhere. I believe so anyway. It was about this time I had weird dreams
of being chased too, me and my little brother Ned. I also remember having a
very big fear of my clset in my room. In fact, it got so bad, that I was
afraid to get dressed in my room and had to do it on the balcony of the
stairs outside my room. After a while I became used to the closet though I
became a lot more tense after I adjusted. I had fits of anger and talked
continously of killing myself and said I was insane. After a while, I
became okay once more after I moved away to Tennessee. There, I slowy
became less emotional, yet more paranoid, but only a little. It was about
this time I connected with the info superhighway and soon found myself in
their UFO forum. Soon, I found a test that psychoanalyst people give
abductees and found many things in common with me...such as the closet, my
fits of anger, wanting to kill myself, etc. Still, I wasn't sure (or ready
to accept) that I was abducted. So I made up a lie and said that I had been
abducted eight times and provided a story to each, even though I do not
recall being abducted. The general reaction was either I was looney or
could be sold out. I didn't like either. So, for a long time afterwards, I
shut my mouth, and soon I was living fine, but still on the brink of just
want to break down. After I moved from TN back to OK, I became more jumpy
and cautious. Then the dreams came. The dreams were odd: I was walking in a
jungle like place, when I would see light. I would fall off the edge of a
small cliff (about four feet high) and, upon hitting the ground, see a body
of what appears to be a mangled ape or chimp. Then I woke up. Later, I
think the flash of light is a alien or UFO, but probably an alien. Right
now, I haven't had any dreams, but I still feel edgy. I thought it was
about time I told some people out there this, and maybe they would
understand. I hope some of you will.
Also, I still of an interest in alien abduction. If any of you know someone
or have been abdcuted yourself, I would like it very much if you would
e-mail me at

fantasia@netcom.com (J Hamner) wrote:

In article <4120k6$1fe@news2.deltanet.com>,
Michael G. Striplin <gnarst@delta1.deltanet.com> wrote:

This is arrogant presumption. I allege that all abductees have been
terrorized by control freaks. These control freaks are protectors of
the "Grand Mystique", and they are all human. It is hard to hang
renegades as witches. It is hard to control their freak accidents.
So now they graft memories of aliens to control people.

Wait. Allow me to ask a few questions here. Firstly, what would
the purpose be? You say control. Control of what, or whom? How is this
control? What is the purpose? My experiences have done nothing but take me
to higher grounds, both spiritually, (within myself), as well as
intellectually. Above all, it forces us to look towards the government and
question the very ones we suspect of misleading us. This seems to be a
contradiction.

Suppose there were aliens. What makes you think their value systems
are anything like ours? Think about it.

It is painfully apparent that their value systems are quite
different. Abductors lack consideration for human emotion, the human ego,
our intelliegence as a race, and our physical bodies.

Their value systems are infinitely superior to those of Humanoids.
They believe in freedom, truth and justice. They do not fight wars.
They do not have poverty. They do not commit murder [though they'd
like to, occasionally] . They do not commit acts of cruelty,
dishonour, or injustice, though sometimes they'd like to. They do not
cheat, gossip, lie, steal, slander, rape, torture, assault or bear
false witness. They do not abuse children. They are not cruel to
animals. They do not pollute their environment.
They are fair, open, generous, honourable, truthful and noble in
every way.

IMPU