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Subject: Lone Oarman
Author: GEO
It's hard to believe, that human life is a tale of a parallel universe,
where the dead, old as the stars, prey on the living, impersonate (devour)
the living. They devour, captivate, kill the very soul, that they will
live instead, in our place, undetected by the masses, man now
"double-minded", co-conscious, yet without a clue. Morality and reality
is
that of this parallel universe, not of man, for there is no man, never
was,
being superceded, "switched", instead. It blows my mind, that it's
allowed,
that it's always been this way, that there is even an appearance that the
creator may have made it this way, or that the creator doesn't seem
concerned, or may be fed-up, detached, or that there may be no creator at
all. The milky-way, our solar system, with it's perfect perpetual life
support system, mother nature, and even life beyond death: These things
strongly lean towards "creator". Yet, no spiritual government, no justice
system at all, no security, no wall, and the cruel abominations. I'm
lost,
confused, suspicious, untrusting, and I don't know how to proceed. It's
sifted my faith, which may turn out to be a positive, for this has turned
me into a very analytical and untrusting creature. Oh Yea? Prove it! I
pray, still, but not much hope, lately. Am leaning towards prayer,
outdoors, to try and get through. Just need some answers, some peace, and
a
hedge. Single again, and most of this letter is due to that (single).
GEO