When I apologized to you by email last December and you were so thoughtful
to not replied to it...when I poured out my heart to you and said I liked
you more than a little...and when I asked you to email me whenever you had
something bothering you that you wanted to get off your chest...and then I
waited for some reply...oh, no...not anything much, just a little
acknowledgement that humbly said, "Thank you."

I didn't even get that much. Two words. Nothing.

So, this is the way I see people like you, make or female, who claim they
work in a field that has as its mainstay, understanding, thoughtfulness, and
compassion for those suffering emotional problems --- I see them as....
fucking two-faced phonies, assholes, liars, shitheads, bitches, and
bastards...

...when they fail to do something so little as a 'thank you', so small as a
thoughtful acknowledgement for the very difficult act of bending down for an
apology, and expressing one's passionate feelings toward them.

So, that is at the heart of not only my outrageous, angry response,

but I
fear at the heart of your cold heart, Dani.

There's a coldness, an
indifference, an atttitude that comes across in this forum of a young woman
who has several faces she wears, who harbors deep emotional troubles that
often come out as a display of arrogance, and then, strangely, a desire to
gather sympathy.
Where was your heart back in December when I emailed you? On ICE in the
freezer?

Frankly, at my age, I've seen plenty of bitches like you - yes, you're the
quintessential definition of an unfeeling, manipulative, psychotic *****.
And I've already made it perfectly clear in this forum that I'm psychotic
and have had many failures and troubles. Who knows, it may end in suicide
some day.

But, if it does, I know that I'll be passing away from a world that's all
too filled with folks like you. And I want nothing more to do with you from
now on. I will killfile you, and no longer have any interest in you.

Now...you lecture me as to the morality that people should have, the social
acceptability they should have, the personality and behaviour you approve
of -- as Rhett Butler said to Scarlett, "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a
damn!"