Thoth on His Healing
from the nearly completed Volume 8
of Where Were You Before The Tree of Life?
by Peter Farley www.4truthseekers.org

"Thoth, on the other hand, has only ever manifested as Himself,
although called by many names throughout many different cultures.
Thoth's other names include -Djhuty, Djehuty, Dhouti, Djehuti, Tehuty,
Tehuti, Thout, Zehuti, Sheps, Lord of the Khemenu.

"Thoth was the god who overcame the curse of Ra, allowing Nut to give
birth to her five children, with his skill at games. It was he who
helped Isis work the ritual to bring Osiris back from the dead, and
who drove the magical poison of Set from her son, Horus with the power
of his magic. He was Horus' supporter during the young god's deadly
battle with his uncle Set, helping Horus with his wisdom and magic. It
was Thoth who brought Tefnut, who left Egypt for Nubia in a sulk after
an argument with her father, back to heaven to be reunited with Ra.

"The magical powers of Thoth were so great, that the Egyptians had
tales of a 'Book of Thoth', which would allow a person who read the
sacred book to become the most powerful magician in the world. The
Book which "the god of wisdom wrote with his own hand" was, though, a
deadly book that brought nothing but pain and tragedy to those that
read it, despite finding out about the "secrets of the gods
themselves" and "all that is hidden in the stars".

"The story of his creation shall follow later but for now Thoth helps
us here understand his position and how higher energies can be
manifested through a human form:

"I will speak now of my story. I am a scientist and I enjoyed the
power which I possessed. I was created with much power but I was also
extremely curious, a very good observer and a good student. Although I
had familial relationships and heart bonds with many Beings, nothing
was more intoxicating to me than my own power and what I could create
with it. Having power in and of itself is not necessarily dangerous,
but when you add the fear of losing that power to the equation, an
over-abundance of mind frequencies and inactive heart frequencies, you
create intense greed and lust and extreme misalignment from True Light-
Love (i.e., darkness) and the
desire to do ANYTHING to hold onto that power and to acquire more of
it.

(Note: the channeler here notes she was now feeling a great deal of
sadness in Thoth's energy as he reflects upon his past actions)

"I worked along side Alicza, a member of the Creational Family, (who
was known by many other names as most Creational Beings are) for a
very long time. We developed a close heart bond. We had similar
thirsts for power and exploration of our curiosities and own
Creational abilities. We did much experimentation and manipulation,
not only when incarnated on Earth but on all levels of existence.
Alicza was a lover to me and also like a brother at times. Yes, I say
brother because in her fragmented state, separated from her first FULL
TRUE Self, Callia [the Infinite Mother Spirit for this SuperUniverse],
she suppressed her pain and her heart frequencies.

She suppressed the feminine in herself because she considered it weak
and useless and painful and she activated her mind frequencies to try
and be at par with her male counterparts. Unfortunately, that was the
case with many female high level Beings as well. They either adapted
to one of two states, becoming suppressed, weak and submissive or they
suppressed their feminine/heart energies to become more masculine, in
both cases disengaging the much needed balancing female/heart
energies, which then became blocked and stagnant down through all
echelons of Creation in all forms.

"The one you call the Magdalene energy is also known as Myrrhiel.
Myrrhiel and Alicza are very similar hence my intense love for both of
them. The Being incarnated at this time on Earth carrying the Alicza
energies originally volunteered to take on some of the Myrrhiel
energies as it was decided they would be dispersed among several high
level Beings (more detail on that at a later time) to incarnate on
Earth at this time. She was able to do this because she is a high
level Creational Being and had done this in previous incarnations
because she had a very similar energetic structure to Myrrhiel and
because she was only supposed to host these energies
for a short period of time upon incarnating until the Myrrhiel
energies were assimilated and healed and taken out of her energetic
body. Unfortunately, it was more difficult than anticipated to
assimilate and integrate and heal the Myrrhiel energies and some of
them stayed with Alicza much longer than anticipated. When the
energetic load became too much for Alicza she had to break the
agreement she made to house the other energies and they were taken out
of her energetic structure and transferred to someone else. This
overload became too great for Alicza and for her well-being she had to
break the agreement but not before damage was done to her various
energetic bodies. Myrrhiel and Alicza are currently in the process of
healing (more as this process unfolds).

"This is a little known fact but I, too, became a fragmented Being but
not in the same way that Enjliou and Callia fragmented. I will explain
to you my scenario. There were aspects of myself that longed intensely
to re-align myself with the True Light-Love of Father because I had
realized how much pain and dysfunction I had caused, because the false
peace and joy of empty power was becoming increasingly unsatisfying
and because I was in great pain as well. I believed it was only in re-
aligning with Father that I could heal and rid myself of this growing
emptiness and pain in my heart. Yet, there were still parts of me that
remained attached and addicted to the desire of power and the fear of
losing it (lower frequency energies). Parts of me reached higher and
higher to realign with the True Light-Love of Father and continually
activated higher based frequencies and parts of me remained unchanged,
vibrating at the lower level frequencies. It reached the point where
the two higher frequencies and lower frequencies became so
incompatible that it
became impossible for them to exist in the same energetic structure so
I broke in two and became fragmented, higher Thoth and lower Thoth who
was still very dark and active.

"The higher Thoth left for other sectors of Creation for healing and
remained in seclusion for a very long period of linear time but
returned to this sector of Creation to help undo what he had done and
try and convince his lower self to return to the True Light-Love for
healing. After Higher Thoth returned to this sector of Creation and
the other members of the Creational Family turned toward True Light-
Love for healing, it was only a matter of time before lower Thoth made
the choice to heal as well. The process of healing is still in
progress and energetically we are still not completely integrated but
we are healing and de-compartmentalizing and are actively seeking
forgiveness from all Creation and learning to forgive ourselves."

Thoth's Healing Process
7-31-07 through Sue Ann Mikrut

"Dearest,
I want to talk more about the healing process I am going through as
this is a generalized process available for all Beings. As I have
stated before I was split into a Higher Self and a lower self. The
Higher Self left this SuperUniverse to go through the healing process
in a more peaceful atmosphere. The lower self, who was disconnected
self-will, stayed in this Universe to experience the extent and
results of living by self-will alone. Simply put, this splitting or
fragmenting the Being into compartmentalized units with different
desires, goals, thoughts and feelings is very similar to having a
split personality with each personality being very different but still
a part of one person.

"With the return of my healed Higher Self to this Super Universe it
gave me the opportunity to 'come in from the cold' and rejoin my
Higher Self and to become a whole multifaceted Being once again. This
is the healing process I have been going through - a process of
reclaiming all of my lower self's fragmented pieces. These fragmented
pieces are parts of myself that I as the lower self Thoth have judged
as unacceptable and have denied and left behind in the time frame that
I had judged them in. As you can imagine there were a lot of pieces
of myself scattered throughout time.

"With the experience of returning, being accepted and being loved --
forgiven and accepted by my Higher Self, The FATHER and The Creator
Family -- I have had a roadmap as to how to do the very same thing
with my own fragmented pieces. I have needed to find them, acknowledge
them, forgive them if needed, Love them and welcome them back as very
important parts of myself on every individual level.

"This entire healing process of rejoining with my Higher Self and
gathering my fragmented parts has been a profound experience of the
power of LOVE and the incredible healing the simple act of genuine
forgiveness is. I am most grateful that this offer was so purely
extended and want to express my deepest appreciation for all the LOVE,
understanding, forgiveness and acceptance that has been so graciously
given.

"As I stated in the beginning, this healing process is available for
all those who truly want to become whole again. A strong desire and
intent for healing is all that is needed to start the whole process.

With Much Love and Appreciation,
Thoth